Chapter 8 ~ Thinking

Bella's POV

The drive home was very quiet. We reached our house in no time. Everyone went to their rooms without a word. We needed to talk but about what? I was just so confused right now that I didn't have the strength to talk to anyone. I went to my room and lied down on my bed. I needed to think about what just happen this evening.

First let's name the things that I got to know. They left for my safety. They didn't want to leave but had to. They didn't want me to hangout with them because they were a danger to me. They missed me as much as I missed them. They broke up like I broke up. They still love me like I love them. He still loves me like I still love him. But how can I trust him?

I still love him. I still love him. OMG I still love him. I love him enough to forgive him. But do I love him enough to trust him? And the answer is yes. Yes I love him enough to trust him. My heart was agreeing with this but my brain wasn't. ARRGHH

What do I do??? Do I forgive him??? Should I trust him??? OMG I am so confused. I need to stop thinking about him and his family. I needed to stop thinking but I can't. I love him too much.

I think I should forgive him. I can tell him that I forgive him. I'll also tell him that I can't trust him enough to start our relationship again. I'll tell him that we can just be friends.

Yes that's the only way that it would work out. I will listen to my heart and my brain. Great. Now that I'm not confused anymore, I'm actually pretty happy.

I got off my bed and went to the stereo. I turned it on. I put the volume at the max and started to sing along with the song that was playing. With that my whole night passed and morning was already here.

Seeing the clock, I only had 30 minutes until school starts. I quickly went to the bathroom and took a shower. I wore something simple today. I wore black tights with a brown blouse and a half black jacket over the blouse. I also wore black heels.
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I bounced down the stairs. The triplets were happy to see me happy. We went to the garage. Today I let Kimberly drive. I didn't want to drive today. We reached the school in no time. We got out and went to our classes. The morning went in a usual form.

It was already lunch. We were waiting in the line for our turn in the cafeteria. I reminded the triplets that they had to actually eat food today.

"You guys have to eat today so pick something that you will like to eat." They nodded.

We walked to our table and saw the Cullens already there. They smiled at us and we smiled back.

"Hey." Emmett.

"How come all of you feel disgusted except Bella?" Jasper asked. Of course he felt what the triplets felt. I tried my best not to laugh.

None of them answered. The Cullens waited for a long time for the answer so I answered.

"Apparently they have to eat human food today. They don't like it much. They are always in a bad mood when it's the day to eat. They take a long while to finish their meal. So I suggest you that you don't disturb them that much. It's very funny to watch them eat." I answered them with a chuckle. I couldn't stop myself. All of them laughed with me.

"Best of luck guys." Emmett.

"Did they ever throw up?" Edward asked with a chuckle.

"They throw up most of the time." I answered honestly.

"Hey enough commentary on us eating food." Kevin said in an annoyed voice.

"Yeah you should all shut up. It's not like you have to eat this." Kim in a little angry voice.

She used shut up. They were not allowed to use that word. Angry floated in my body. I had to control it.

"Kim watch you language. Don't use it again." I said it in a hard voice. They knew I was talking like a mother now. She nodded her head in shame.

"Now start eating you could need the whole lunch time for this." I said in a soft voice.

Each of them started to eat their food. They really hated this part but they needed it as well. Emmett couldn't stop laughing and so couldn't I. Edward, Jasper and Rosalie stare at them in disgust. Alice just stared at them with no expression. Lunch passed that way.

In Biology Edward started to talk to me again.

"So how was your day?"

"Umm… okay… I guess." I answered honestly.

"What did you think about the conversation last night?"

"Umm… nothing special."

We didn't get a chance to talk again in Biology. Biology was over and I had Gym. He didn't talk to me in Gym either because of the different teams we were on. I walked to the parking lot and saw that my family was talking to his family. I was happy to see them going along well.

"So what are you guys talking about?"

"We are just talking about you guys come over so we can play baseball. Alice saw a thunder storm today." Emmett said in an exciting voice.

"I'm sorry to break your bubble but that's not possible." I answered back.

All of them looked at me and said "Why?"

"Because the day isn't over. They have to eat dinner. And we are not passing on that." I turned to the triplets only. "You guys are eating no matter what." I said in a hard voice.

"How about you come and they come after they are done eating." Jasper suggested

"No they cheat a lot."

"So how about you guys come together after you are done your 'dinner'?" Rosalie said trying not to laugh but left a chuckle.

"Yeah that's fine. As long as they don't take their time in eating." I smirked. Everyone laughed except Kim, Adam, and Kevin. After the laughing I talked again.

"Let's get going." I walked to the car and they followed.

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