Chapter 6 - How Bad Are You?

Matsuda strolled behind Matt silently, sinking deeper into thought. Matt's rambling faded as he contemplated exactly what may have happened between Light and Matt.

I could be over thinking it, I mean, maybe Matt just isn't feeling well. There's no guarantee that Light did anything inappropriate to him. He wouldn't do...A doleful feeling engulf Matsuda as he reflected back on Mikami and Light's relationship.

I have to ask. I have to know what happened. How the hell can someone be so vile? You nearly destroyed one life and now you're at it again. Was it all in vain? Taking steps such as separating the children to protect them only to find that it's not enough. What do you get out of this? I don't understand but I have to stop you.

"Matsuda?"

Matt's voice pulled Matsuda back into reality. He was so wrapped up in his own thought's that he lost sight of his duty. "Yes."

"Umm...wheres the dormitory? It should be right here but I don't see it."

"Oh no, we went to far. The dorm is left of the gym. Sorry, I should have been more attentive."

"It's okay." Matt fingers entwine with Matsudas pulling him in the direction they were to go. " Lets go go go to the dorm, to the dorm. Lets go go go to the do~o~orm " He sung the whole way there.

Once in Matt's room, which he shared with Mello, Matt began stripping off his clothes. Matsuda discreetly examined him looking for marks of any sort. Ha! "Matt, where did you get that bruise from?"

"This." Matt rubbed the bruise on his left butt cheek. "Mello pushed me out of his bed last night. He's such a girl. I just wanted to cuddle."

The nonchalant manner in which Matt stated the cause ensured Matsuda that it was the truth. "Mello is pretty rough with you but I can tell he likes you a lot. Tough love is what they call it." Matsuda chuckled. His heart rate was now back to normal.

"I know. Today we kissed." Matt's voice lowered to a whisper as if there were others in the room. "And he touched my ass."

"Wow, thats really something...hey! Watch your language young man."

"But thats what it's called. Everyone says it."

"Matsuda decided to let it go. Soon enough the students will learn dirty talk, then they'll be saying all kinds of foul things.

The two friends walked hand in hand to the showers, there Matsuda removed his clothes so that he could help Matt clean himself. He avoided coming in contact with Matt's private areas in fear of making him uneasy. As he washed Matt's body, Matsuda studied his features as well as his figure. There was no doubt that Matt was a stunning kid, thus he needed the up most protection. If the older children were to catch sight of him there would definitely be trouble. The grim imagine crept into Matsuda's mind paralyzing him. He couldn't move as he stared at the naked child covered in bruises screaming to the top of his lungs.

"Matsuda! Matsuda!"

"Ha!...Oh...I.."

"You're crying. What's wrong? Who did it? I'll mess him up!"

"No no...its nothing. I just..." What the hell am I doing. I can't fall apart like this. "I have something in my eye. I think it's soap." Matsuda rubbed vigorously at his eyes in order to support his lie.

"Don't rub your eyes you'll get more soap in them." Matt grabbed a clothe, wetted it, then wipped over Matsuda closed lids. "Better?"

"Yep, you're a life saver. Thanks."

"No problem. I'm done, want me to clean you now?"

"Oh nooo. I'm okay. I'm only here to serve you."

Matt snuggled underneath the covers. He was naked, something Matsuda objected to. He did not want Matt to catch a cold, however, upon Matt declaring he was burning up from a fever, Matsuda ceded to his wish.

"You rest up a bit. I'm going to my room to sort out some things but I'll be back in a few minutes. Are you going to be okay?"

"Of course." Matt gently touched his own cheek.

Um...hes been doing that a lot...ever since..."Matt, why do you keep touching your cheek?

"They hurt a little but I'm fine."

"Why would they be hurting?" The look on Matt's face was unsettling. "Matt why are your cheeks hurting? Matsuda's voice was firm and demanding. Matt could see that he was dead serious.

"Well...I had to thank Light."

"Thank Light?"

"Yeah, like you said. I properly thanked him."

"...how exactly did you do that?"

"I sucked his dick."

"What!...I knew it. How could he take a advantage of you like that!"

"You said that I was to properly thank Light and thats what I did, now stop yelling at me!"

Okay, calm down. I can't make Matt feel like he did something wrong, he didn't. It's Light fucking fault. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. Matt, thats not what I meant."

"So I wasn't suppose to do that?" Matt's puzzled expression searched for answers but Matsuda didn't know what to say. How do you tell a child that they where sexually abused?

"Is that all you did? Honest answer."

"Yes. That's all he wanted."

Matsuda sat at the end of the bed. "You didn't have to do that, a verbal thank you is enough. You're not hurt or anything? How do feel...emotionally?

"I feel fine. I can do everything I did before."

Not quite what I meant. "Okay then. Everythings good. Just don't do that again, it's unnecessary."

"I won't...umm...can I ask you something?"

"Sure. You can ask me anything."

"Do white stuff come out of your penis too? And does it taste nasty like Lights?"

Oh dear God take me. "I think it's time for you to go to sleep, we'll talk about this later. It's a bit complicated." The thought of Matt sucking Light's dick was revolting. The last thing Matsuda wanted to do was discuss such a thing all because Light couldn't keep his filthy cock in his pants.

Something needs to be done. This school focuse so much on sex, yet it fails educate on the mishaps that can follow. If we could teach the students about appropriate and inappropriate ways of being touch, then they will understand when they're being violated. That's it! I can propose a class that will do just that...but how. I'm just an assistant. If it took Light a year to get the uniform requirements dropped theres no telling how long it'll take me...and thats if they'll even hear me out. Wait a minute. You nasty little perv. No wonder you fought like a soldier. You enjoy watching these kids walking around half naked, don't you? Matsuda was starting to realize that Light was the lowest of the low. Just how evil are you Light? I wonder...did you have anything to do with what happened two years ago?

Sorry it took a while but the semester has started so I was preparing for that. Things are going to get pretty hectic now but I'm going to try and write whenever I can.

Furthermore, the story is getting a bit to serious for me, don't get me wrong, I want serious, but I also want humor, so I'm going to bring that back into the next chapter.

Thanks for reading, as well as reviewing, and adding this story to your faves. I appreciate it. And I always have to say this, well 90% of the time anyway. Sorry for any grammatical and punctuational errors.

Thanks and bye (=^.^=)