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Dear Alice,
If you're reading this, I should be dead. That, or you're not obeying my wishes, but I think its option one.
A forced laugh came out of my mouth. I could imagine Bella shaking her finger and tutting at me. I knew she was trying to amuse me, trying to get my mind of her death, and for that I'm grateful.
Did you know that your letter is one of the hardest to write? You've always been my best friend and now you're my sister. I've always loved you and I always will. I know you will blame yourself for my death, I know you still blame yourself for nearly causing my death and both the James thing and the Volturi thing. Trust me, I know. Edward keeps telling me how much it hurts him to see you remembering all those times that I could have died.
Hearing her say that made me feel worse. I know fully well it was my fault she died. I see the future for crying out loud; it's technically my job to make sure nothing like that happens. She claims it's not my fault but I still blame myself.
Well, I will never, ever blame you. There's no one to blame actually, I mean, the future is meant to be unpredictable in the first place right? You helped a lot through everything. Like the time that you risked your life to take me to Phoenix, just for me to run off. Or that time that you took me to Volturi, who would have known that it would end this way? Anyway, I guess if you were to blame someone, blame me. It's my fault that I roll with the vampire's right? Well, also the werewolves, I'm a supernatural magnet and an accident-prone. It's no big surprise that so many near death experiences cross me.
She is so selfless. She's about to die, she wrote this in pain and she still take all the blame for everything. This girl never ceases to surprise me. Whenever I think she would give up this façade, she does something unexpected. Even with my power, I don't think I can have a clear image of her future. It's full of surprises. That's why the vision of her joining us had an abrupt turn. I guess it's not just a façade; it's really that selfless personality that we all love so much.
I know I am really sick and about to die, Edward refuses to admit that, but I think he knows that I'll never survive this. I know something else too, I think my little baby is a girl, and I think she's going to be Jacob's imprint. Finally, Jake has an imprint. I've waited forever for this moment. He has always had more than friendly feelings for me and when I chose Edward, I couldn't help but feel that he needs someone to be there for him. But he had not found his imprint since forever and well, when I got that feeling, I am really happy. I want you to plan an amazing wedding, better than mine, for my daughter. I know you're capable of that.
She knows she is going to die in the first place, yet she refused to give up the child. What is wrong with this girl? I feel like she is writing this letter from heaven, as she is spot on. Turns out the child is really a girl and Jacob really imprinted on her. Well, if that is Bella's death wish, I will plan a lavish wedding for them, under the moonlight, so Bella can watch it.
Well, I don't have many death wishes. Only, maybe, two or three.
Again with the writing from heaven thing. Spot on, or maybe she developed the ability to future see and read minds at the same time.
Wish number one, I hope you are dead responsible and care for my child because right now, I appoint you godmother of Renesmee. (insert high-pitched squeal and clapping while jumping up and down)
Wow, death wish and still sarcastic. This girl is amazing. Normally, I would have been happy but my sister just died, I really don't feel that great thank-you very much.
Wish number two, take care of Edward for me. He loves you a lot and you are really his favourite sister between Rose and you. He trusts you a lot and even if you don't realize it, I do too. Make sure Edward does nothing stupid and stays strong for my baby girl. He needs to be the role model father.
This is such an important job and she gave it to me. She really trusts me too much. I understand the favourite sister bit but not so much of the trust.
Wish number three, I really start to sound like Aladdin with the three wishes thing, and I hope you will stay strong for the family. This family needs someone like you, cheerful and happy, to cheer everyone up. Don't worry too much about the future, let things happen on their own though of course if something affects the happiness of the family, go ahead and change it girl!
I smiled as I read. Edward looked over at me as if I was insane, which maybe to him I was. I mean, I'm suppose to mourning but hey, I know she is right. I need to stay happy for them. Jasper is looking at me with concern in his eyes. Of course he would be, I'm smiling like a fool when my best friend just died. I shook my head and they went back to reading their letters. I noticed everyone had tears in their eyes, so do I. Well, our favourite girl just left, how are we suppose to be happy?
Well, I sound so negative and yes, I'm crying at the moment. I told Rose to leave for a sec just so I can these so I hope you guys appreciate it. So some positive side, well, of course I still love you as much. I would have said I hope you guys forget me but it's sort of redundant don't you think? I know you can never forget but I hope you won't. So, my baby girl will know who I am, but I do hope that when my girl says "mommy" or "mom", she would not see hurt. I don't want her living her life knowing that her mom is some non-existence person.
She does not want us to forget her, but hope to stop our hurting. She does realize those are the most unusual things to put together right? She hopes her baby gets to know her, but she does know that we would break thinking of her. Well, I guess I really have to stay strong.
I hope you and Jasper will be together for eternity. I will watch over you from above and wait for the fine day where you guys join me or maybe, I'll join you. It doesn't matter, you two are a really strong couple and I believe you guys will be together forever. Oh, and before I forget, help me reassure Jasper that it really is not his fault. I mean when I come over he won't even dare to look me in the eyes. His guilt is overwhelming. And remember, I love you.
Love and Goodbye,
Bella
For eternity, I hope so too. And I hope she'll join us soon. Oh, Jazzy, it really isn't his fault, its mine. I should have seen that happen. I know he is really guilty, I mean every time we go hunting he would be like "Oh, its all my fault" and "Ali, what if Bella does not forgive me?" and so on. He seriously doesn't know her forgiving personality. I love her too, so much.
