Me and Talor lautner's three minute conversation. (if he was my husband)
I woke in our bedroom from work "OMG TAYLOR IS THAT MY BRA"
HE gives me a devious look
"HUH? IT MAKES YOUR ASS LOOK FABULOUS"
THIS CHAPTER IS DIDICATED TO Katt the ass kicker and EsmeAliceROSe YOU GUYS ROCK!
Nessie POV
3 days later…
Jacob was at work. He's directing this new movie called "New Moon" or something. I heard it was going to be a big hit. That's my guy. But this couldn't be happening. I've been throwing up for the last 3 days ever since Jacob and I did it at the Cullen's house. I was in the kitchen trying to study for my English literature test. I've always wanted to be and author. But I couldn't study I was so anxious. My knee bouncing and I was taping my pencil. I was getting scared real easily. I think I'm having one of those panic attacks. I was so anxious. My hands were shaking and I kept trying to hold myself so I won't. Please let me not be pregnant, Jacob would flip.
"Come on nessie stop" I tried to soothe myself. But it only made things so much worse.
"Miss. Uley…are you okay?" one of the maids came by and had a reassuring hand on my shoulder. I jumped at her touch. "Honey what's the matter" I could feel her but I couldn't see her. My eyes were getting blurry by the tears that were starting to form.
"I need to call my mom" I said. "Can you just…give me a minute?"
She hesitated but nodded. I went into my pockets and found my blackberry and dialed her number.
…
…"Hello dear"
"Mom" my voice shaky.
She immediately panicked "Nessie…Honey what's wrong?"
"Mom…mom I need you not to judge me right now please" I said. I ran my fingers through her hair, the tears starting to fall down my cheeks.
"Honey tell me what's wrong?"
I hesitated and lifted my shirt up. The baby bump was right there "I'm pregnant"
Silence…"Mom"
Silence again "Mom" more tears were coming I looked on my cell phone and saw my wallpaper. NO SHE HUNG UP.
I hit the counter. "NO…NO NO NO" I thought she would be there for me. I fell to the floor. One of the maids came running in.
"Miss. Uley are you okay…what do you need…Anything"
"No" I whispered sobbing into my clothes. "I'm pregnant…Do you know how much trouble I'm in…Jacob would be so pissed" I said. I looked at the baby bump and it looked like the size of a softball. A huge softball.
"Oh" She said, and sat by me. Silence.
"Am I a bad person" I said. I could tell my eyes were red. I saw the reflection in her glasses.
She laughed and held me by her shoulders "Not at all"
This sucks but it felt kind of good.
"What do I do now miss. Elian" That was her name.
Silence… "Well...Do you want to keep it"
"Of course….I have always been against abortions…that's why I don't know what do" I sobbed even more. I was crying so hard I started shaking again. I was so scared.
"Renesmee…Look…look at me" She brought my chin so I was looking straight at her "It is going to be okay….its going to be okay….take a breath" She tried to train me.
No…I was too scared. I snapped out of her grasp "No…You don't understand" I ranted on she got up with me.
"You need to calm down. Your being to hard on youself. All these worried are going to lead to and anxiety-" I cut her off.
I ran both my hands in my hair "I'm going to be fine" But I wasn't I was shaking my knees were failing me, I kept crying, and I felt like my mind just kept pumping all the bad things and I couldn't get out. I was getting to scared I couldn't breathe. What is wrong with me? Why am I acting like this?
"I'm calling Esme" She said and ran to the phone on the side. I fell to the floor again with my back against the counter.
"No…this can't…be happening" My eyes wide with tears...My panic attack was growing too strong. I was trying to fight against it but emotions were clouding everywhere. Then blackness took over me.
"MISS. ULEY" was the last thing I heard.
Emily POV
As soon as Nessie said the P word I shut the phone down and ran out to the car ignoring my purse and just grabbing my keys. My baby needed me so I wasn't going to waist anytime. I know what it feels like to be scared like that…I as well had nessie when I was 18. But she can't get scared like that again…The cost is too big. It leads to panic attacks and fear, worry, anxiety which is not all good for the baby.
I was speeding down the highways and streets. It took my whiles but I was almost to the gate when I saw a black Volvo pulling up as well.
Is that Carlisle? No esme? Esme I haven't seen her in 2 months. I pulled up into the gate gave my name and sped into the Lot. The man came out but I ignored him and ran up the steps to the house. I heard another door open and someone scream my name.
"EMILY" Esme yelled. I turned around and she was running up the steps with her purse in hand.
"Esme why are you here"
She shrugged getting her breath "I don't know. The maids just said nessie was having a nervous break down and she needed me here"
"WHAT" That's when I ran in the house. I remember she had one before and it wasn't good. It's not healthy. My baby really needed me now. Esme was on my trail and we called out nessie's name. I ran into the kitchen and she wasn't there. Esme heels were clicking and she called into the dining room. She shrugged and then one of the maids yelled back.
"UP HERE" I ran back to the stairs esme in front. "She's in the room right here" The lady instructed us. I ran into the bedroom and my girl, my little angel was there with a cold towel on her head. All she had on was a tank top and shorts, both her arms on the side of her. Her stomach looked as if she was already weeks pregnant. From the side it looked like she had a big ball of honey dew in her. How long has she kept her pregnancy from me?
"Oh nessie" Esme said and kneeled down on the side of her. I came and laid down next to her. She looked so peaceful. I put my arm under her head, brought my hand up to the side of her temple, and kissed her head.
Esme got on the bed to on the side of her. Took her hand, kissed and rubbed her shoulder. I looked at her. "Do you know how long she's been pregnant?"
"I just saw her 3 days ago…But the reason why she's this size is because Jacob's a vampire"
"Wait…so you're saying she can be twice this size tomorrow"
"No…the way that this works is that. Well of course my sons are vampires…but the pregnancy never last. Estimate is two weeks but in her case…I would say about 4 or 5 days."
I almost fell out the bed "Did you...I'm sorry…did you just say 4 or 5 days" I placed my other hand on my heart.
"Yeah I know girl…That's the same thing I said to husband"
"Well when you think she got pregnant" I said trying to recover from all this news.
Esme thought it over"Mm…Not that long ago because luckily she doesn't look 7 nor 8 months but she's looks like it happened recently…you know I had Edward when I was 19"
I looked up at her "Really"
She smiled yes "I was scared out of my mind. I wasn't going to tell Carlisle…so I went home that day from the actual hospital called my dad and he picked me up that day. Carlisle called me and I made up this ridicules story that my mom had broke her ankle. But a few days later I had him, my parents already new about what he was and stuff. But I was still so surprised of how the baby was growing…every minute was…fear and worry" She looked like she was going to cry "I was so scared you did know how…how much pain I felt. And that day I had Edward Carlisle came in. Turns out my mom called his parents. He was so heartbroken…I was heartbroken. But Edward" She paused and laughed "Carlisle and I were imprinted of course but the imprint and our little Edward held us together. But it took a while for us to get over it."
"Sp what does this lead to" I said rubbing nessie's hair gently.
"I could tell nessie wasn't ready to tell Jacob. Just by hearing the maids say nervous break down shook me even. I know what it feels like but you can't take chances on Vampire pregnancies' because you never know when the baby's coming. And I never want nessie to experience what I did."
"I know what you mean. I had nessie when I was 18. My mom and dad kicked me out and all I had was my friend, Kory. She was always there for me. But I knew what it felt like to not have my mom right there. And I never want Nessie to feel that pain."
She moaned and then laughed "Wow…we had the same situation and are not helping nessie with it"
"Esme"
"Yeah"
"Do you think nessie scared to tell Jacob because she thinks he'll be pissed?"
"There imprints…of course he wouldn't be pissed. Well so I don't think. I love Jacob with my mind and soul…yes he makes mistakes but…Nessie and Jake are like true soul mates. There's nothing that can keep them apart even if she didn't tell"
"So you're suggesting that she doesn't tell him"
"I'm not suggesting anything I'm just saying it's not the right thing to do not to tell him"
"I agree…but I have to say though…I'll respect her wishes whatever she decides"
Esme smiled at me "As will I"
Nessie POV
"As will I" I heard Esme say.
I felt something cold on my head and I moved a little to get it off. I opened my eyes and I saw my mother on the side of me and esme on my right.
I cried "I thought you hated me" My mom laughed.
"Of course I don't hate you. I love you with all my heart as soon as I heard the P word I sped straight here"
She cried more "I'm scared momma" She said. Just hearing her say that brought back so many memories of when she was a baby, when she uses to be scared of he dark.
Mom hugged me and I held on to her tight and cried in her clothes. She rubbed my hair back "Its going to be okay…I'm here…esme's here" she paused and held esme's hand. She scooted up closer to us and rubbed my back. "We're here for you no matter what. You don't have to be scared, or worried, I'm here….momma's here" she whispered in my ear and kissed my hair. To here those words it was like calming waves going all through the nerves of my body.
"What happened Nessie" Esme said.
I sucked it up and wiped some off the tears "I think I had a panic attack"
"Well its okay now. Do you want to do anything?"
I hugged esme and Mom "I want nothing but you guys right now"
"We need to tell Carlisle so you can know the due date"
I pulled up "No…no one can no about this"
Mom came up an took her hands on my head "Calm down. It is going to be alright I promise everything is going to be alright"
"You just need to…relax" Esme cooed.
They took deep breaths and I followed them. I was very relaxed now. All the nerves were settling down.
Mom stirred "Wow…I'm starting to get a little light headed"
Esme and I laughed. Was I ready to tell Carlisle? "I think I can…But I don't want the girls knowing about this please"
Esme nodded "Of course"
I took one more deep breath "Okay…I think I'm ready"
Carlisle was nothing but happy for me. He plugged me up to the machines and put cold gel on me. Mom and esme held both my hands. Carlisle turned off the lights and soon the screen came on. He took this remote and moved it along side of my already medium ball sized stomach. Good thing I could still see my toes though.
I heard my heart beat and I squeezed my moms head, Kind of excited. I knew her and esme were going to be there for me. Then out of nowhere I hear 2 little faint beats with mine.
"Wow" Esme said
"I hear 3 beats" Mom said astonished.
I was having twins "Carlisle"
"Congratulations Renesmee you're having twin boys" He smiled at me. My mom and esme laughed in excitement and I could see my babies now. They looked like Jelly Bean humans. There little tiny hand were in there face. I felt a slight tear of happiness come down my cheek, Now I now how the girls felt. Something chirped on the side of us and Carlisle went and picked up something that looked like a picture.
"This is your babies" He hand it to me. I didn't hesitate I brought my hands up and took the photo there just so "Beautiful" I whispered.
Mom and Esme were looking over my shoulder "Yes they are"
"Do you want to tell him now or later?"
I gasped. I forgot all about Jacob I don't know why but the answer just came out "Yes" I laid. "Just keep walking me through it"
Bella POV
2nd day of being a vampire went by pretty fast. It was the thirds day which is today that I feel more like myself. I haven't seen my kids in 3 days which as extremely hard for me. But Carlisle had to say I had to be in training. Zafrina my trainer was bringing me home from training. It was like huge whole had been punched through my chest for not seeing them….especially Edward.
Zafrina was cool thought…I mastered my powers as a shield. I felt so much stronger an light. I couldn't wait to see my baby girls…urge will this car ride will ever end? The plane ride from Seattle to Miami felt like forever. I missed my family so much. I miss the girls, the guys, Carlisle, Esme, My husband, and my children.
I didn't notice we were there until zafrina caught me out of my reverie, she through my big bag at me to wake me up "We here. Don't you want to see your kids?" She was really tough on me. But I kind of liked it and I honestly would want to say that I didn't want it any other way.
She didn't have to tell me twice though I ran out of the car and into my house. My speed was so ridiculously fast. I ran inside my house the house to be met by a passionate kiss.
Urge I missed this man. He tangled up in my hair and I ran my hands through his too. We pulled back and I stared into his eyes.
"I was so worried, I missed you so much, thankfully the girls brought me through it" He said, That sweet velvety voice of his.
I kissed him one more time "I'm a vampire now…what could happen" He laughed.
"Ella has been missing you" He said.
"Hey Edward I'm gone. Ella is all yours now. If you need anything…don't hesitate to call. As to Bella…Don't call me" She snapped. I laughed, She through my bag by the door and left.
"Where's my kids"
"There asleep…come on. I hired some guy to paint there rooms and I can't wait for you to see it"
HE held me by the waist and brought us up the room. The door was closed and I took one giant breath.
"You ready"
"…Yes" He opened the door and I gasped. The room was a beautiful pink with ouches are red everywhere. It reminded me of cherries. The curtains were lacy pink and one ache side of the room was the girl's beds. I went to Elle's first. She looked so peaceful. Edward came on the side of me "I think me and her got a lot of common"
"Yes you do. She looks just like you"
"Wait till you see Elle" I kissed Ella's hair before I left over to Elle. When I saw her I gasped she did look just like me. Her hair and everything…she had some of Edwards features to but that was me written all over her.
"My angel" I whispered. Edward rubbed my back.
"We've missed you so much"
I hugged him "I missed you to. More than you know"
Nessie POV
I was so nervous. I sat down on the counter so Jacob wouldn't notice at first. He's going to be here in 3 more minutes. I made his special lunch, Chili with extra meat and those little crackers. Esme and My mom were close by. There were at ice cream shop.
I was playing around with my hands and practicing what I was going to say. Esme said to take in deep breaths. So I tried that too. I heard the gate open and I cursed under my breath.
"Oh shit here we go" I said, Butterflies flying all in me. I took in another breathe and chanted in my head. Esme and Mom are right…everything's going to be okay…everything's going to be okay…everything's going to be just fine.
Then the door happened and I swear I almost fell out of my chair. Jacob came in with his bag on the side of him. He smiled at me and came over to give me a kiss "How's my beautiful girl" Good he's in a good mood. That took a little edge of…but I was still nervous though.
I smiled "How was your day" My voice was a little shaky but I dust it off.
"Mm a little slow but guess what" He paused as he noticed the bowl of chili right by the stove. He looked at me "I love you"
I laughed "Just thinking about you." He got the chili and leaned across the counter from me. "So how's my girl"
I hesitated "Jacob um…We have to talk" He almost coked on the chili. He looked at me seriously.
"What did I do this time?"
I shook my head "Um…no it's nothing you did its me"
I was playing with my hands and I started to shake a little bit. He noticed "nessie honey what's wrong…Why are you shaking"
I could feel the seat starting to come "Um..haha…Hun remember when you said um no matter what happens will always be together. And all the imprint stuff, and you always loved me"
She looked confused" Yeah I'll always love you" He kissed me "its my job"
I laughed "Glad to hear you say that" My voice was very shaky now.
He pulled away "Its something else. I know it." Then he looked at his watch "I don't have to be back for another 2 hours. We have loads of time. Come on renesmee I'm going to be your husband soon. You can tell me anything"
I let a tears fall and I wiped it away so he wouldn't notice. Here it goes I thought.
I stood up. All I had was a tank top in so he would get the picture. I turned around and he started at me wide with shock "I'm pregnant…with…twins" It came out more of a question.
He dropped his bowl of chili and the glass splattered on the floor. His eyes still wide with shock. The maid came in and she saw us. I gave her a glare and she went the other way. "Nessie…please tell me you're kidding"
WHAT! "What?"
"I...I have to go" He took his bag and ran out. I ran after him screaming his name.
"JACOB…JACOB...JACOB COME BACK HERE" He went outside the door and I followed him.
"JACOB PLESE COME BACK" I stood there my stomach started to ache. He was running as fast as he could to his car and got in it and drove off.
My body was shaking…Tears were screaming gown my face…he didn't want this. I didn't feel the imprint anymore it busted away. I stood there. Waiting or him to come back and just apologize and I would take him back in a second but he didn't. I felt pain…everywhere. My knees were failing me I walked back into the house with my hair down. As soon as I closed the door behind me I sunk to the floor and screamed. My heart and chest were hurting…agony…pain.
I screamed and cried and cried again. It felt like forever and then the door behind me was trying to push in I moved out the way hoping it was Jake but it wasn't…it was Alice and jasper.
"OMG PLEASE TELL ME THATS A BASKETBALL" She hollered. It made me cry even more and I begin to get angry and start hitting on her. Jasper protects her and they ran out. I got up and starting beating the doors. I was so angry. I went into the kitchen and threw anything I saw. I saw a plate and I through it against the wall. The chairs I threw and the windows but they never broke. I screamed and cried all at thee same time. I was going to through the picture of me and Jacob in the sink and run water over it so it could disappear. But hands were pulling me back. I looked up to find my mom and Esme.
"HE LEFT ME…HE LEFT" I screamed at them. Esme was trying to calm me down nut I was to hurt and filled with rage to.
"Its going to be okay" My mom was hurting with tears to. I knew she hated it when I was upset. She looked at me "What do you want me to do. Ill do anything what do want"
"I want to leave. Help me pack my stuff" I said heading up to my room.
Esme looked like she was going to cry to. But without no hesitations they helped me pack. I went into Jacob and my room. I grabbed the suitcase out of my walk-in closet.
Pictures of me and him at carnivals and stuff I through them into the wall and the glasses that covered them broke and shattered. My mom and esme were going very quickly with me. My tears were blurring my visions a little bit. Everything that was me and him I broke and tore. My mom looked scared. She had never seen me like this before. I even surprised myself. The Big penguin he had won for my for one of our 4 dates. I tried to tear the arm off but I wasn't strong enough. Instead I threw it out the window that was opened.
"We got you all packed" Esme said.
"Just give me a second" I said.
They nodded and headed out the door "Will wait for you in the car"
HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME! I THOUGGHT HE LOVED ME AND WANTED TO HAVE KIDS!
I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME! I stripped the sheets town and ripped them apart. I let out all my anger out. I pushed down his big dresser with my back and the stuff on top fell down. I went into his closet and began tearing and throwing everything down "How dare he do this to me"
His clothes were everywhere/ His room was a total mess. His pillows were ripped and everything, But before I left. I saw the big frame picture of me and him kissing. I can't believe I didn't notice that before. I walked over to it, Tears still flowing down my cheeks. I struggled to take it off the wall since it was so big but once I got it off I hit It against the door and the whole frame shattered making a big huge "Sh" noise. I threw down the pieces of the frame down. My breathing was heavy and I left the door opened. I look back behind me and smiled at the big mess I had left for him.
"NOBODY TOUCH THAT ROOM" I hollered in ager. Some of them were scared of me as I walked out the mansion. This one man was so scared he flinched when I reach for the door handle. I had my little fun. I growled at him and he walked off in fast pace.
I slammed the door behind me and headed towards the car. I was right for singing that song
That's what you get…when you let your heart win.
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I'm crying…I really am…I had to do it. Okay *Breath* before I cry again. I won't quite this story of course not. I just need a lot of more reviews. I have 33 reviews for chapter six which is great. Now for this one I'm asking for 40. That's 7 reviews guys. only seven. We can so do this.
I"LL BE POSTING PICTURED UP OF THE BABIES SOON. So stay tuned. For those. And um next chapter will be up tomorrow.
I can't wait for you guys to see the next chapter you'll flip.
I want to dedicate this chapter to KATT THE ASS KICKER and ESME ALICE AND ROSE. You guys are awesome and thank you.
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NEXT CHAPTER UP tomorrow. *LOL BIPOLAR MUCH* along with the pictures of Elle Isabel and Ella Marie.
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