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Bella POV
"I'M GOING TO KILL HER" I said cradling Elle in my arms. Alice was on the other line.
"Esme said that she moved back in with her mom 3 hours ago"
"Wait…what time is it"
"5:30pm"
"Did you tell Rosalie" Elle laughed and started playing my hair.
"Yeah Rosalie and I are going over there to let her have it. I mean this is nonsense"
"I'm so there"
"Meet us there in 20 minutes" She said.
I hung up to the phone and looked at Elle "Auntie Renesmee is going to get it"
Nessie POV
I was sitting in the bathtub. My stomach was starting to get big that it went high above the water. How could he do this to me? I don't believe this.
I was so fill of rage ate him. What happens now…I am just so taken back by this? On our way here Esme bought me and robe that would cover my stomach up. I cleaned myself off and got out of the tub. He hates me….Hasn't even called. Jacob has done a lot of things…but how could he steep this low. How could he do this? To his own imprint. He hurt me…he hurt me hard.
I put on my robe and went to my room. I heard the door knock but ignored it and went to my room. Probably post mail or something. Then I heard the door slam open and a voice say "Where is she" What the hell?
I stood up on my bed a little bit. I heard the steps closer and closer and then my door busted open. Bella, Rosalie, Alice stood there mad as hell.
The stepped more closely "I am so disappointed in you" Rosalie said.
"How could you be so irresponsible? You're so stupid sometimes and never think" Alice snapped.
"I can't even say anything"
I was angry now. "Don't you dare call me irresponsible or stupid again? Or I swear things will get ugly" I said through my unclenched teeth.
"Stupid…What are you going to do about it?"
That's it. I snapped "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE….GET OUT OF MY FACE GET OUT OF MY LIFE. I HATE YOU…YES FINE OKAY IT WAS A MISTAKE I AGREE WITH YOU AND FOR THE RECORD YOU SHOULD KNOW JACOB LEFT ME…YEAH THATS RIGHT HE LEFT ME…HE COULDN"T DEAL WITH HAVING TWINS. SO INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY TRYING TO GIVE ME SYMPATHY YOU'RE JUST GOING TO WALK UP IN MY HOUSE AND HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME RESPONSIBLE? HELLS NO GET THE HELL OUT!"
"IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE JAKE DIDN'T WEAR A CONDOM BUT MY CHILDREN…MY CHILDREN ARE NO MISTAKE. I DON'T NEED ANOTHER PERSON TELLING ME HOW IRRISPONSIBLE OR STUPID…WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY TO THAT…FUCK YOU. Now I'm going got sit here and enjoy my future sons and enjoy my new journey WITHOUT YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE COMING TO MESS IT UP. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE"
They look taken back and scared for a second. But I meant everything I said. My children would never be a mistake. I refused to let anyone break me down…I didn't need them to be happy. I could be happy all by myself with me, my mom, and my kids. Bella looked shocked and Rosalie looked apologetic.
"I…I had no idea" Alice tried to apologize.
"WELL YEAH ALICE WE ALWAYS DON'T KNOW HOW STUPID YOU REALLY ARE WHEN WE MAKE THAT STUPID MISTAKE"
"Nessie this isn't you-"I cut Bella off.
"YOU KNOW WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO YOUR HOUSE TO YOUR SHITTY LIFE AND YOUR BASTERED BABIES" I snapped. Oh shit I didn't mean that at all. I was just speaking out of anger.
Bella gasped. "How dare you call my babies basterds"
"You're such a douche" Rosalie said comforting Bella.
"AND YOU'RE A BITCH" urge there goes my anger again.
Alice came up to my face "Jacob was right to leave you…" She trailed off and her and Bella were about to walk out the door. She turned back to me "You wouldn't be a good mother anyway"
"Back to you, you mugger" I said throwing my pillow at them as they left out the door. How dare they come and insult me like that. I deserve better. I have to get out of here. I heard the door downstairs close and I started crying.
"I deserve so much better" I slammed my bed. Maybe Alice was right…maybe I wasn't fit to be a mother.
My mom came in the door "Nessie…oh nessie don't listen to a word they say" She kneeled down in front of me and hugged me. I hugged her tight. "There just speaking out off anger…and you probably were too right"
She wiped my hair out my face and I nodded. "Yeah its okay…it's going to be okay"
I grabbed up all the strength I had to speak "I hope mom…I really do"
"Why don't we get out of here" my mom said.
I snorted "You read my mine…but we can't. Not until I have the twins first. Carlisle says I got 4 more days to go…I got to start taking my yoga classes. He said it would help when the baby comes…I don't think I'm ready…what if I am a bad month"
"Oh hush up…your going to be a great mother"
"What about when my fans find out I am. I'll shame them. Having a pregnancy at this age is a suck for them…well for me its no problem sense I have money and all that stuff but till they'll call me names and-" My mom cut me off.
"Sweetie your fans loves you…if they loved you like they say they do then I actually think they'll be…happy for you"
I smiled at her and wiped my tears away. "Thanks mom…your right…your always right"
She kissed my temple "I'll always be there for you and out little babies" She laughed. I laughed along with her. I snorted.
"Urge I don't know how much I can take" I wiped away the new tears that rolled down my cheek.
She put her hand on my cheek "Remember when I use to tell you…sometimes we have a bad day and we have our good"
I smiled and looked at her "Yes….and the fact that it's just life"
"But we just got to keep holding on"
"And be strong" I finished.
"That's right…maybe this is your time to be strong…not just for you but for boys" She patted my stomach. I laughed and rubbed my stomach.
DING DONG!
My shot her head up "I'll get that"
"I'll go with you. Help me up" She obeyed and she helped me down to stairs.
DING DONG! DING DONG!
She went to the door with me behind her and she opened the door. I stood there in shock. Jacob was stood there with flowers and his hand and a box. I growled.
"What are you doing here" I glared.
His eyes pleading "Please…I know I messed up just please let me explain"
I came up to the door snatched the flowers that he had. I broke them apart and through it in his face and slammed the door. I locked it and looked at my mom. She shrugged.
"I'm sorry" The all of a sudden I heard a bump upstairs and Jacob a came running down the stairs.
"No…JAKE STOP" He tried to apologize by repeating over and over "just let me explain"
"STOP" And he stopped begging. My mom was about to do something but I reassured her.
"Its okay mom…I got it" She nodded and went upstairs to her bedroom. I turned back to Jake and glared at him.
"I can't believe what you did. It was hurtful and it was absolutely just mean. You know I might be your imprint and stuff but I won't be treated that way. I. Waited. For you" I started tearing up now "To come back and just say you were kidding but you didn't"
He took my arm but I snapped away "I know I was wrong nessie…it was to big of a shock for me…I don't know what took over me…look I promise I wont let it happen again"
I nodded smiling through my tears "Yeah your right…It won't happen again because I want to separate from you"
He couldn't say anything then he took my hand I tried to snatch away but I couldn't "Please don't do this Nessie…I'm sorry okay" A tears escape his eye "I'm sorry…I'm sorry for all the bad things I've done in the past…I'm sorry for ignoring you when you needed me the most…I'm sorry for making you this way" His voice was shaking and cracking now "And above all I'm sorry for hurting you"
I cried too "This heart can't settle down…I can't handle anymore heartache"
He placed his head on mine. He took my hand and placed it on his heart. I could feel his heart beat. "This heart only beats for you. Every time I wake up in the morning…there's you. When I kiss you so sweet…there you are. When you tell me you love me. This heart…beats with you" I cried.
"You hurt me-"
He cut me off "I won't hurt you again. I don't want to hurt you…I promise I will do whatever it takes to make this up to you. Just please…don't leave me…I don't know what I'll do without you there" His tears forming.
I wanted to take him back. I trusted him…I believed him "No" I said.
"Carlisle showed me the video…of our boys…I want that…I want children. I was just to shocked I would never hurt you like that again. I will fight for this.
I closed my eyes and breathed into his chest. And started singing.
Nessie
Jacob
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
He held both his hand on the side on my shoulders.
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
I beat his chest lightly he let me do it.
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
He bent down and kissed me "I'm so sorry for hurting you Nessie" He mumbled through the kiss.
I cried through it. I missed him already…I didn't know how I was going to be without him either. I got my hands tangle dup in his silky black hair. He pulled me gently watching out for my stomach closer to him.
We pulled away and he didn't even open his eyes "I didn't even notice how much I hurt you"
"Did you go in my head" I whispered
He nodded "I'm so sorry. I will never forgive myself"
I shook my head and caressed his cheek "No don't …don't do that" I kissed him "I missed you…But I…I forgive you" Tears strolling down "With all I have"
He smiled and pulled out the little box. He kneeled down and opened the box. OMG it was beautiful diamond ring with silver lace that read 381.
He took my hand and started "I was planning to do this when you were 19 but you were going to marry me anyway and we have babies on the way that I can't wait to meet. Renesmee Carle Cullen. I promise to love you of every moment of forever. I have made so many mistakes in the passed but…here you stand still by my side still believing in me. Ever since I've met you I've become a different person…and I hope I continue to grow. I love you so much and I hope you and god can forgive me for every bad thing I did in the past and might do in the future "I giggled" I love you so much…and now I don't just live for you but for my kids as well. I love you renesmee…will you marry me"
Urge I could never be mad at him. I wanted to hate him for putting me in that pain but…we were imprints…I couldn't stay away from him even if I tried. I loved Jacob and he loved me and would never want me to un-happy, I wouldn't want the same for him neither, I want us to be happy and I new he would do whatever he could just to make that happen.
"Yes…Of course it has to be yes" I wiped my tears away. Jacob looked shocked and his smile grew. He came up to hug me and kept mumbling sorry. I just kept rubbing his back and saying stuff like doesn't make it happen again.
He promised. But there only one problem though. I never really was that girl who wanted a big wedding. "Jake"
"I heard you" He smiled. "And that's okay with me. As long as your mine"
"Why don't we just do it? Just go to the city of Miami and sign the papers." I said smiling.
His faced was relived and he did nothing but smile "That's…the best idea I have heard all day"
Rosalie POV
This sucks. I mean of course Nessie and us didn't mean the things she said it just hurts us when we fight.
"We were wrong" Bella said holding Elle. We were at the coffee shop and the sin was blazing. Paparazzi were taking pictures of us and Alice kept rubbing her belly. Ella was in her stroller built for her and her sister.
"I know…She probably had enough stress as it is with Jacob and that stuff"
"I can't believe he just ripped her off like that" I said.
"I know right" Elle kept laughing at the bubbles she was making.
Alice got up "We have to go apologize…I can't lose her again over something stupid. We have to be there for her not against her. We says stupid things that hurt sometimes but at the end of the day…all we want is each other…I never bailed on you guys…I always forgave you Nessie is something special to us…I'm not going to bail on her either"
"She's right…I know she didn't mean to call my girls basterds" Bella said looking at me.
"BAH" Elle screamed. We laughed.
"You are one crazy little one" I said. I looked back at the girls "Let's go get her. Besides I won't stand if she isn't at my wedding"
*Mystery POV*
"Hey man did you hear about her wedding"
"Yeah like hell I'm going to stand for that"
He shrugged "So what are you going to do about it"
I smiled evilly at him "Her husband…Jasper…tomorrow night were going to pay him a little visit"
"He's a vampire"
"I'm a werewolf…what are you trying to say"
He laughed "Nothing…I got your back bro"
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