THIS CHAPTER DOES OUT TO mechelina
Could my day get any more worse? You might ask. The answer is simple…yes it can. The nurse came in and gave me the crappiest lunch ever. Salad sandwich with someone's hair in it, Spoiled reduced milk, and Apple sauce in those little cups. The only thing that was very delicious was the apple sauce in the cup. I ask them to send me a dozen. That way it would last a whole day and it would be what I would be eating for the last 3 more hours until I'm discharged.
I was watching this show that was extremely ridiculous called "According to Jim" when I brunette haired girl with chocolate brown eyes came in a smiled at me.
"Hello Emmett. I'm Rosalie's assistant Bella. Well I'm actually her sister as well but that's not the point. But I'm here to take you to your first session" Her smile was nothing but cheerful. Urge it made me sick. Something caught my eyes and I traveled down to her wedding finger. DAMN! Was all I could say. The rock was huge for such a small girl. Her husband must be filthy rich. Money doesn't buy happiness a thought traveled through my brain.
She noticed me staring at it and blushed "I know. I told Edward not to buy me such a big ring when the time came, But of course he does it anyway. It's ridiculous I know" She laughed. "Okay let's get you in the wheelchair" She said. She brought over the "Stupid rollers" Was what I called them, and put it by my bed.
"Okay let me help you up"
She tried to work with me but I refused to get in the chair. She came back "Is something wrong"
"I don't want to get in that chair"
Her expression was hard ad I actually got scared for a second. Damn women could be so m-e-a-n. "Get in the seat" She glared. My instincts came in quickly. I got in the chair limping because of my swollen ankle and plopped in my seat. Ignoring all the fires and stinging pain in my body I looked at her. She smiled at me "Good choice" and rolled me out.
I felt so stupid. I ducked my head so I wouldn't have to look at anybody. Wait a minitue…Sister? Edward?. Her husband Edward was one of the doctors Carlisle was yapping about. I looked up at bella and she was focused on our pathway.
She looked down at me "Sorry if I was mean. My husband lost his first patient today and its been pretty tough"
"Yeah I could care less and I've met more meaner people than you" I snapped.
She smirked "Yep, A place where you came from I'm sur of it" Wow…Brunnette here was pretty good I was impressed.
"Not many girls can come back at me just like that"
"Yeah well I'm not like your whores to say. I'm actually what they call nice" She said.
Ouch. That almost hurt. Oh well though I was use to it "You just made a mean comment"
She smirked "I didn't hurt your feelings did I? Mr. I'm tough and nothing can hurt me" This girl was on fire. Who was she? Oh yeah her name was Bella.
I held back the lump in my throat when she said that. I intimidate people but I'm much more soft on the inside than I am on the outside. I just could never tell people that though. It would mess up my reputation. The- I cut myself off mentally. That Memory still hurts me. I can never talk about it.
"I never said that" I murmured. I could tell she heard me because she giggled under her breath.
"MmHmm" She said
Okay now she was getting on my nerves "Look you don't know a thing about me"
"Sure I do. You're a stupid guy that can't control your temper. You turned down a CEO position and you still yet continue to lif a life full of poverty"
Ouch "Can you just please…Shut up" I growled
"Make me…Oh yeah that's right you can't. You got beat up and you can't barely get] in your seat"
I held back the pain in my chests. The memories kept coming back at the same thing over and over. If this is how therapy as going to be for the last 2 weeks I didn't want to be involved.
"Can I just get a new nurse please" I said pinching the bridge of my nose"
"Nope you have to stick with me" She paused and smiled down at me "Buddy…Oh we're going to be the best of friends"
"SHUT UP" I yelled and suddenly the nurse doctors. Basically everyone in the hallway was looking at me. Bella looked scared for a second but shook it off and rolled me to a door labeled "Therapy room" and the bottom it read: Rosalie Cullen.
Bella opened the door and wheeled me in. Rosalie looking like the goddess she was writing down something laughing with a man in the seat with bronze hair and a white lab coat. He turned around and stood up looking at Bella.
"Hello love" He said. Bella came over and hugged him. She whispered something in his ear and he nodded.
Oh I was so going to get her back for what she did "So Edward…how does it feel to lose your first patient"
He shot his eyes at me. Bella glared and Rosalie didn't even look like she was paying attention. She was concentrating hard on what she was writing.
"Emmett" Bella sneered out my name.
I laughed "Hey you know they have names for people like you"
"Emmett" Bella growled at me again.
"They call them killers" I cocked my head to the side "And do you know what they do to killers?" Edward looked as if he could punch me in the face but he did nothing but storm off out the room with Bella on his tail.
I sat there for about 2 minutes until Rosalie finally looked up "Sorry….I had a lot of papers I had to finish" She brushed her hair back behind her ear. She looked up and smiled at me "Okay let's see. Okay in order for us to understand each other I'm going to tell you about me and then you tell me about you"
"I just got out of a bad break up sadly" She grimaced "But hey there's plenty of fish in the sea. I just graduated a few months ago of course with my masters in English literature and Law. I love meeting new people and my family and my dog "Ginger". And helping others is my specialty. Oh and I'm allergic to nuts and stupid shit" She laughed. Her laugh was contagious. I haven't laughed in a while it felt kind of…nice.
"Me too" I murmured only for me to hear.
"You too. Oh thank god I thought I was the only one" She heard me. Great I thought sarcastically. "Anyway I can brag on all day about me. Now I have read a little bit about you. But I don't judge people. I want to actually here form you. Who are you Emmett McCarty" She said so cheerful. Cheerful people make me so mad but…this time it actually made my heart kip a bit in adoration. Urge wait…I don't even think I know what I'm saying right now. Well nothing…the good lady asked a question she deserves and answer my conscious kicked in.
"I…I…Um" Her beauty was so…hypnotizing. Her smiled got wider and wider and she blushed. Oh crap I must've been staring " I mean um…" Something told me I could be really honest to this girl. I never would tell this to anybody but. I just got a feeling that I could trust her. But I don't think I was ready. But I've been holding in stuff for to long I think its time to let it out. Because I seriously think that I'm going to explode.
"You said that you don't judge people" I said. She nodded and smiled "Well if you really knew me…you would know that I hate my life" I just decided to let it all out "Everyday I'm constantly reminded about my mistakes and how I'm such a loser I actually believe it. I intimidate a lot of people based on how strong and tough I looked but on the inside. I'm mushy and soft. People think I'm stupid and just a worthless piece of trash. Their right…I am trash. The only reason why I've been keeping myself alive all this time was because I made an oath that said before id die I would like to know and meet my biological parents" That hit me hard and I felt a tear stroll down my cheek. Oh shit this Blondie got me crying like a wuss.
"Everyday I try and hold myself together. I've been used, abused, tortured, and humiliated, and….and any bad thing you can possibly think of. Has happened to me. People think I'm stupid for not going to CEO. What they don't know was that the reason I didn't go was because….was because….Was because I was scared. I've been told how stupid I am, how worthless I am and" I closed my eyes shut "I believe them I am useless, I am worthless. All my foster parents couldn't even last one month with me before putting me back to where I belong. At first I thought I could prove them all wrong. But the memories and words…held me back. Held me back form life and held me back from a really good future" I sighed and another tear escaped my left eye.
"But you see….Worthless people like me deserve worthless lives. And that's the life I chose" I wiped my tears away and sucked it up like a man "So that's my story. I looked up at Rosalie and her eyes were red. She had two strains f tears and her hands were balled up in fists together in front of her mouth.
She wiped them away "Sorry…I just…wow I didn't know-"" I cut her off.
"I don't want people to be sorry for me"
"Well I'm not like other people. I actually care for others. If you don't like it I'm sorry. That's just how I was raised. Look I had no idea and I'm sorry for the things you had to go through but Emmett…You seriously don't see what is see. And you are not trash" she said the last part sternly. What? was she crazy? Of course I was.
"Yes I am"
She got up and sat on her desk "No your not. Your just as important"
"Have you seen my history?"
"You were raised in a adoptive world where people didn't want you" Her eyes were sincere "But there are some people in the world who need someone like you"
I snappe dmy head at her "You don't even know me"
She smiled and looked down "Again…I just wish you could see what I see"
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
She simply said "Because until those other jerks you've had for parents. I'm a caring kind person. Now Today e just got to learn each other more cleaer and defiantly better. You get discharged in 3 more hours of course-" just when she said that a nurse came running end.
"ROSALIE TURN ON CHANNEL 3"
Rosalie panicked and turned on the channel.
It appears that the fire of the apartment was burned down by this man right here They showed a picture of a Caribbean looking man. He was so ugly I actually lost my appetite for apple sauce. What happened was that this man was trying to smoked cigarette but he Lit it with a match and dropped in on the carpet by accident… A wait a minute I knew that guy.
That was my neighbor from across the doorway and THAT WAS MY APARTMEN! I wheeled myself toward the screen more and Rosalie looked concerned.
"Emmett are you okay"
I pointed to the television "That's my home…That's my apartment…What am I going to do now?" I ran my fingers through my hair. I couldn't sleep on the streets that would make my situation much worse.
"Emmett?" I heard her say. I glued my eyes to the TV.
"Where am I going to go" blew out in frustration. I looked at Rosalie. " I told you….Im worthless. Worthless things happen to worthless people" I wheeled myself away. I opened the door and wheeled out of there.
I couldn't' believe it. Great now I have to sleep on the ground in the coldest of wheathers and holler "No" to a homeless person who asks for money.
"This seriously can't be happing." Then a nurse came up to me.
"Excuse me sir but what room are you supposed to be on?"
I sighed "14-D"SHe nodded nad rfolled me back to the room. As soon as she helpe dme on the bed she left.
"I got 3 hours. Jus 3 to figure out where I'm going to stay. Maybe I could fake a a head injury and they could keep me over night. No because what if they continue to do stupid work on my head. Urge…why does bad stuff happened to me all the time. I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose.
"Emmett" I heard a soft angel voice. I snapped my head up and saw Rosalie at the door.
"Look I thought a lot in the past 5 minutes and I know we just met and you don't know me. But if you want…you can stay with me… that is ONLY until you get a new place. Now we can keep this on the down low so my dad or nobody will know, Just you and me"
I wanted to say no. No was on the tip of my tongue….I was almost about to say no. But the stupid answer I never thought I would say came out. I sighed "Thank you"
AHHH so who's your girl that's right it's me. SO this is the last chapter of Emmett's…whatever. SO now these chapters will be about Emmett and Rosalie. I'm so excited because now I get to spice it up between these two future love birds. The chaptersa are also going to be much longer.
The next chapter you guys are going to LOVEE ITT I can't wait. Well today was the last day of the school week. Hugh school is actually fun than I thought it would be. I met two new friendly guys. Aww LOL urge but I don't really like my friends.
And men please stop acting so cocky because your making total fool of your self's. And ladies please stop saying "What" every time someone asks you a question or try to be nice to you,,,its so stupid! And it makes you look dumb not being mean I'm just trying to tell you what I'm noticing.
OKAY NEXT CHAPTER UP TOMMORROW OR LATER IN TODAY!
