A month later…December 13
Emmett:
Everything was going perfectly with Rosalie and I. After made things right with her family the guys and I got close again. Even Alice came around…Bella liked me from the start and just wanted peace between her sisters love.
At the beginning of the month I got a call from my social worker. I had gotten the CEO position. I couldn't have be happier, but I still could not believe it. It felt like my whole world was shifting from darkness to light. Of course I still had my insecure problems but I know Rosalie was going to be there with me through it. As long as I had her by my side I knew I was okay.
The gang and I were having a party of ourselves at the Cullen mansion. Carlisle owned the house for Emergencies only. In this case it wasn't an emergency it was just a night without parents, children, and stress from work.
We were outside on the patio looking up at the stars just talking and enjoying each others company.
"If you got to go anywhere…where would it be" Bella asked. Surprisingly I still couldn't answer this question and it was still coming up lately.
"That's easy, I'd be in France. Where happiness lies and everybody is just nice, and not to mention criminal activities are very rare" Alice said dreamily.
Jasper smiled "I've always wanted to be just on an ocean. With the one girl I treasure most. Nobody can hurt us…because only we live there. We'd build our own town. We'd be off the map. If anyone were to live there they would only be my family"
Alice snorted "Well while we there we should someone to build those houses of yours"
Jasper frowned as if Alice just shattered his dream place. I didn't know what was so wrong with her sometimes. She looked so irritated around him sometimes.
"Bella remember Isle Esme?" Edward said plopping himself on the side to look in her eyes. Rosalie snuggled closer to me her hair swooping to the side.
Bella laughed "Oh my gosh do I? That was the best honeymoon ever. Not to mention the place were I got knocked up" Everyone laughed.
Edward blushed "Yeah about that" Which made us laugh even more. When it died down he said "Well if I had to live somewhere happy for eternity…It would be there with you and the kids" Bella smiled and pecked him on the cheek.
"If I had to go anywhere" Rosalie started. She laid on her back where now I could see the half of her face "I would live in the sky and be a spirit of happiness"
"CORNY" Jasper and Edward said which earned laughs except from me. I wanted to hear what my girl had to say.
"I'm serious" She gave them a stern look then her attention back on the stars "I love being happy. I would watch over all the people who where just totally in depression and come and give them happiness. Luckily god is already doing that but I would be his special helper"
"A special helper meaning…like an angel" Alice said.
"Yeah with wings and a halo" Rosalie laughed. "I'd be an angel to only the special ones. In the sky I'm free and nothing can hurt me or find me"
"And I'd be right with you?" I asked.
She smiled at me "I'd be your angel any day…but yes you would" I kissed her softly on the lips. Her words flowing in my mind. I'd be your angel any day.
We pulled away. "Okay…This cold air is starting to get to me let's head back in" Bella said. I grabbed my chocolate mug and held Rosalie's waist. We all walked back in.
"Ah finally…I can't believe we spent so many years away from this house. OMG Rosalie do you remember on every Halloween when we were younger Carlisle would tell us those creepy stories at night."
Rosalie laughed "Do I? Of course. I mean the year I got here I thought he was the night on Elm Street's guy"
Bella laughed along with her "What?" Rosalie just shrugged.
"You know Rosalie a little birdie told me that Nightmare on Elm Street was your biggest fear" Jasper taunted taking out the DVD of that movie.
Rosalie tensed "Oh guys…please no"
What? What was so wrong with that movie? I found the movie hilarious if you ask me. "Awe Come on scary cat"
"No…Nope come on Emmett let's go to bed-" A thunder strike cut her off. She gasped and held on to me tight.
We laughed at her. Rosalie was still scared of the dark well…and Thunderstorms….just because of her stays in the Foster Homes. She hated herself for fearing something so stupid but I found it kind of cute.
"Actually…I…want to watch it with the gang…if that's alright with you" Edward looked serious now. So did Jasper and Bella. They knew about Rosalie and her fears. I didn't think it was a big deal because I would always be there for whatever.
She hesitated and looked at me "No it's fine…I'll just be upstairs" Something wasn't right…But I just let it go.
Everyone fell silent and she ran upstairs. Once we heard her door slam shut Alice Hit jasper in the stomach. He winced.
"You guys just had to take it that far" Bella glared.
"Oh shut up, you were in it too" Jasper said. Seconds later the conversation took a turn into a fight.
"Guys…GUYS" I shouted.
They shot there heads at me "She'll be fine-" Another Thunder strike hit.
I could tell Rosalie was probably freaking out but…she'd be okay.
She'd be okay right?
Rosalie:
Urge I feel so stupid...shaking in fear from thunder. It makes me feel like i'm a toddler. Urge I hated myself for it but I couldn't help it. Esme said I should go to a therapist or something to talk about what I feel when thunder's come you know? Like, what do I think about. Well I said no considering the fact that since i'm a counselor I shouldn't be counseled. Still deep inside I knew I should go. Every time a storm hits I think about Royce...and my foster dad. I shuddered just thinking about them.
SCRAP! I jumped...what the hell was that noise?
I climbed out of my bed and looked outside. It was getting really dark out there and the rain was pouring. Luckily this old house can't be affected by the horrible weather out here. I run to the window and look outside.
BOOM! I heard as the big branch off the tree landed on the ground outside.
"Damn" I said. Another thunder strike hit and I jumped. My heart pumped and beating extremely fast.
ROYCE...ROYCE...ROYCE! My mind shouted at me. I shook my head to get those nasty thoughts out but it didn't work.
~Memory~
"YOU'LL DO WHATEVER THE HELL I TELL YOU TOO BITCH" Royce punched me in the face. I slammed into my dresser and feel to the floor whimpering in agony.
I looked up at him...my mouth shut and nothing but sobering moans and tears being known. "Please...stop...whatever I did i'm sorry..." He cut me off by lifting his hand in the air as if he was getting ready to hit me again but I flinched lifting my hands.
He smirked and took a puff of his cigarette. "Look at you...pathetic...Your nothing and you'll never be nothing without me" He brought his head down to mine. I could smell the nasty alcohol mixed in with smoke on his breath. It took in all I had not to make a face or even get away from it.
He kissed me hard on the lips and I acted as if nothing happened and kissed him back.
~Memory over~
I shook my head and rocked back in forth on the floor "No...No...No" I felt like a crazy person...OMG I couldn't' do this anymore I needed Emmett. But he wanted to enjoy his time with the gang. I thought about joining them but Night on Elm Street was my nightmare.
You know you can always just hid under the blankets~ I thought. I looked at the door and my bed back in forth. Another thunder strike hit and I jumped up off the floor and headed out my door with no hesitation. Before I left I heard my phone vibrate. I stopped on the stairs and turned back. Somebody laughed like a hyena and I was sure as hell it was Jasper. I walked back into the room and grabbed my phone from the night stand.
Unknown the ID said. Shit what if it was Royce. I hesitated to press the "Read" button until my hands were shaking. I looked behind me and took in a deep breath. I opened the message as if life depended on it.
I gasped at the message...it wasn't from Royce. It was from Tanya.
I tried to warn you...
If you won't let go of Emmett
than i'll just have to take him back
BY FORCE!
I read the note over and over again until it finally linked in my head. Before knew it another text message came and I weirdly had the gusts to open it. It was from her sister Kate.
And trust me you don't like it
When we get angry
things are about to go down HARD BITCH!
Okay my courage was gone in a flash and my legs were shaking. I canceled out the message and I hurried downstairs. Oh shit these girls were going to kill me. Hell i'm not a fighter! well only when I want to be but I can't fight those criminals...They'll...They'll...WELL SHIT THEY'LL MURDER ME! how was i going to tell Emmett. Or hell would I even tell him this at all? When I came to the last step my knitted robe whipping around me and my sharp turn I saw my friends laughing and just enjoying each other. Why couldn't I just be like them? Emmett had one hell of a life and in one month he's already forgotten generally about his past. My life as been way better since I was 6 and I still can't get over it and wouldn't enjoy my life. I hid my tears of how sorry I felt for myself and how sorry I felt that I couldn't just let it go. I didn't see emmett though. I passed over the enormous living room and headed straight for the kitchen. Head down the hallway, to my right, and there he was making a turkey sandwich. He basically dumped him a huge pile of mustard and I laughed at his urge for hunger. He took a bite and paused when he saw me.
Suddenly my darken thoughts wiped away. These were the moments when you just need a camera.
"Hi" I smiled.
He smiled and swallowed his sandwich. He opened his arms to me in response. With no hesitation I basically ran into his arms. I held on to him tight and took in that sweet chocolate scent I always smelled on him. I felt his muscles on the outside of his "Pink floyd" shirt. I felt so warm in his embrace and so safe as if nothing could touch me. Suddenly I started to sob.
Emmett pulled back and looked at me "Are you crying?"
I wiped my tears away "No"
"Your a terrible liar" Emmett laughed.
I rolled my eyes annoyed. If he just knew he wouldn't be laughing "Do you know your eye twitched on the right when you lie"
Suddenly I felt paranoid and I touched my right eye "What? Really?"
He ignored my question brought me closer to him "Why is my girl crying?"
I smiled mentally at the thought of being his girl. I sighed "Let's just say your EX really hates me"
"What? How did she contact you" He said stern. I felt a little scared.
"Please Emmett not know...I'm already scared." He put down his sandwich and hugged me to him and rubbed my back. I let all my tears out.
"I hate myself for still being scared of the stupid thunder" pounded his chest "I hate it. Every time when it comes around Royce is mainly what I think about"
"I'm here" He soothed me. He pulled back and rubbed away my tears with his thumbs "Your safe...no one is going to hurt you...I'll protect you" He kissed me sweetly on the lips and all my stress and worries just left completely. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slid my hands down to his shoulders. My feet on the tip of my toes. "Okay?" He whispered.
I nodded and looked down. He brought his head and pounded it gently on mine and I giggled. "Why do you love me so much?"
He smiled "There's so many reasons I can't even answer" I laughed.
"EMMETT WHERE ARE YOU THE MOVIE JUST WENT OFF" Bella yelled.
He laughed "I think your sister's on the breaking point of having a nervous breakdown on me"
I smirked "Are you guys watching another movie or.." I trailed off.
"Actually We agreed that after the movie we would make it up to you by popping in a movie you've been wanting to see for a while now"
NO WAY! "KNIGHT AND DAY!...BUT HOW DID"
"Well luckily or your sisters knew you would react like this" I laughed. Emmett always thought I was just a Diva with loads of emotions "SOO they got you Cameron Diaz"
My heart soared " I can't help it I love her"
"And God and basically everything on this planet"
"Not everything" I murmured.
Emmett knew what I was talking about and frowned. HE brought my head up to his "Maybe not everything...but I know fore sure who I love"
I smiled "Who?"
He dunked his head down "CARMEN ELECTRA" he coughed jokingly. I hit his arm and heard Jasper and Edward laughed down the hall.
"HE GOT YOU GOOD ROSE" They yelled.
Emmett grabbed his sandwich and held my waist as we walked towards the living room. He kissed my temple and smirked at me "Don't worry okay? Promise?"
I knew what he was saying. He wasn't going to let anything hurt me and I felt reassured. I knew he wasn't going to let anything happen. I nodded and held his waist too.
Carlisle:
I was I going to tell him...How was I going to tell him...Its been a month now. He's...No...no I couldn't. I was pacing in the bedroom and suddenly my wife came in. She had tears in her eyes. I geld her close.
"I found his birth picture" She sobbed. I grabbed the picture out of her hand. He was so beautiful.
"It's all my fault" She said.
"It is not your fault Esme don't say that" I said sternly.
She came out of my embrace and turned around and covered her hand over her mouth. "If I had just...If I just would have done what i was suppose to do in the first place...He would have had a good life"
"We couldn't find him...We made a mistake we were young-"She cut me off.
"NO IT WASN'T YOU IT WAS ME...I WAS 22 WITH MY MASTER'S...I AHD ENOUGHT MONEY TO TAKE CARE OF 5 PEOPLE LET ALONE 3...I LET DR-"
I closed my eyes "Please don't say it" I couldn't' think back to those days anymore.
"He looks just like me. He has my hair and my dad's kind of face. He has your eyes"
"But your looks and everything else"
Esme sobbed even more and hugged me tight "I will never forgive myself for what I did"
"We have to tell him" I said rubbing her back.
"Now...I don't think I can hold on to the secret anymore...I want my son to know he's mine"
A tears escaped my eye and I brought the picture of Baby Emmett to my face "I know"
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