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The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can start tomorrow
From stealing all my time
Rachel just stared at the wall in front of her. She didn't want to be here. She shut her eyes tightly as she saw Puck with Santana. Even though they weren't dating anymore. It didn't mean that it didn't hurt. She felt a tear fall down her face even though her eyes were still closed.
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart
I'm barley breathing
each breath was harder and harder to take. of course he wanted Santana. He was Noah Puck Puckerman. The guy with a mohawk and gorgeous eyes. She sighed and let her head drop to her chest.
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
Puck just watched her cry through the door window. He had fucked up today. Each tear made him a little sicker to his stomach. She was shuddering and she didn't look up. He put his hand to the window. He couldn't hurt her anymore. He did it to often. Too often. She has already cried an ocean of tears and they haven't even been dating six months. scratch that the didn't even make six months. However, he watched on.
The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
Why? Rachel thought to herself. Why did he always do this to me? She just stared at her lap, afraid to look anywhere else. She was skipping class. Something that Rachel Berry never does. What did I do in a past life? Why does mine have to suck so much? She pulled something from her pocket. A note. She could easily end it now. Right here. Nothing was stopping her. Except for one thing. Noah. Her Noah. Not anymore... Rachel sighed in defeat. Nothing would ever change, she would always be Rachel Manhands Berry.
In the pain
(In the pain)
Is there healing?
In your name
(In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm barely holding on to you
Why isnt she moving? Puck thought to himself, ready to break down the door. God why do I always fuck up when it comes to her? She is so innoccent..well not anymore...but she had been. Before him, before they started dating. This wasnt the Rachel he was used to. This Rachel scared him. She was too quiet..Not even singing.
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay
Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
(In the pain)
There is healing
In your name
(In your name)
I find meaning
Walk away Noah. He tried to tell himself. He was trying to leave her. He really was. Yet those wet cheeks and red eyes did something. They made him feel guilty. In love, and regretful. She was sitting in there sad and upset and he was out here. Not holding her and trying to tell her it would all be okay. It wouldn't be. They may had been puckleberry at one point but they weren't Spiderman and Mary-Jane. He gave up.
So I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm holding on
(I'm still holding)
I'm holding on
Three Months later
Rachel Just got slushied. She was crying and combing it from her hair. Noah stormed into the bathroom. "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I'm sorry that you are hurting so much. Please Rachel I just…. I'm sorry." It would be a rocky road and yeah they weren't Spiderman and Mary Jane. They were Noah and Rachel, Puck and Berry and to them that was even better.