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They glared at us and went to go sit at another table. We sat up and mocked them saying "Bye bye"
"Man I hate those guys" nessie said.
"Oh So now the queen talks" Rosalie remarked but not in a bad way. nessie giggled to herself.
"I know what you mean girl. Hey it will pay off in the long run right? When we show them off at the...." I trailed off.
"Sims Tour" We Shouted in whisper but with excitement.
We ate our food laughed a lot and paid our way out. I had to drop off the girls at my house so they could drive back to there homes. we hugged each other good bye and told each other we'd see them tomorrow for our next rehearsal.
Man I love being famous. Big House, fancy cars, maids, fans, the best job ever but there's always a catch that comes with that.
"ALICE MARIE BRANDON!" Drunk, dumb, stupid parents. Well I should say my mom a stepdad because my dad moved to tennessee to get away from my mom. She was so crazy and he couldn't take it anymore so he left me to be with the hooker.
Each day mom had a new man coming in and out but my stepdad was to stupid to see it. She told me to swear I would never tell him though So later on I met bella and she was in the same place I was in but it was much worse. her dad was her mothers pimp and she would always do what her husband asked and never thought about bella. One day bella came to school with bruises on her face and arms and told me to tell no one that her dad sexually abused her. That day we met rosalie in the bathroom. Its kind of funny when you think about because rosalie heard us from the stalls and came out to talk to us like nothing happened. Bella cried and rosalie was saddened and she comfort her to tell her "I know just how you feel". Rosalie never was average people. She was beautiful even at age 0. Her family was the richest out of the whole group but one day her brother cam home drunk and stripped off her cloths and spanked her with a stick of thorns until she agreed to get on the bed and let him have his was with her at age 8. She cried to as holding Bella. Bella still leaves with her parents though for some strange reason we never knew why she just didn't move with her Aunt Renee. All she did was tell us that she couldn't leave her mom...She couldn't leave her mom...with that man. 1 year later we met nessie and we pampered her like she was our own baby. She was so cute when she was little and still looks the same as she does back then but sometimes she can be a real blond even though she isn't one. She never went through anything sexually she just always handled with the hits and beatings. One day we found her in the forest with her face beat and arms and legs scratched. Then bella swore that day she would looked after her and she kept her promise ever since. Not a single touch on her head when bella was there. And all of us just became sisters from another mothers.
As for me well lets just say I still suffer from beatings. Here and there I'll get a punch or a kick. I was strong but stronger than my stepdad. He was the one who hit me. I tried to tell my mom but all she did was so "no..no that's a lie" and walk away. But I felt sorry for them, that's why i'm stuck with them now.
"YES MOM WHAT DO YOU WANT". I yelled in disgust.
"Who the hell so you think your talking to like that little girl?" She appeared from the corner of the stairs. My mom's name was Victoria and my stepdad's name was Laurant. He was a Jamaican man and that's how people could tell we weren't related.
"I need you to go to the store and bye me a 2 condoms. I have someone coming over and I want to be fully prepared." She said in her southern sophisticated accent.
"I'm not going anywhere. You want to be a whore then be a whore BUT DON'T PULL ME IN IT" she came down in her praia heels tried to slap me across the face but I dodged it. Then she turned to me and squeezed me lips and pulled me to her in an instant.
"Now you listen to me girl, I love you to death but don't you ever talk to me like that. I am your mother and you will show me respect". I pulled away and looked her straight in the face. Tears about to form because I hated when she did this.
"Oh your so pathetic. Wasting your time telling me you love me. Pleas you don't love me all your care about is screwing whatever man tell you your pretty LOOK AT YOUSLELF!Your a disappointment to me. YOU HAVE BEEN DOING THIS TO ME MY WHOLE LIFE. BRINGING HOME MEN AND SLEEPING AROUND WITH ANYONE YOU CAN GET, TELLING ME TO HIDE IT AWAY FROM YOUR OWN HUSBAND AND GETTING DRUNK EVERYNIGHT WHEN HE'S HOME AND SHOWING OFF. And then you going to just sit here and lie straight up in my face and tell me... You..out of all people love me? I don't think so babe you ain't fooling anyone." She looked like she was sadden for a second but pulled herself together and said.
"You watch your mouth JUST GO AND OBEY"
"I SAID I AINT GOING ANYWHERE!" I yelled straight in her face. This time she caught me right off guard and slapped me right across the face.
"I said go" She said using her final voice. I knew what would happen if I didn't obey her now when she used that voice.
"Fine" I said defeated. I shoved her out my way grabbed my keys and ran right outside the to my Porshe. I had to take a second and breathe in and out. I pulled my mirror out and wiped away my tears And said to myself "Its going to be ok" "Its alright". And drove out to a near by store. I finally cam across one and parked in a CVS parking lot. I went looked around for the box and finally cam across one. I grabbed it and went up to the cashier to purchase it. I gave her the money and ran to the car cause it was starting to rain. I had on my ballet flats on that I knew in a instant was going to get soaked up wet. Here in the city of Vancouver, Canada you never knew it was so cold and wet and you never knew. I was almost there until I ran into someone and feel back to the ground until the person caught me. I looked up to thank the person but held it in when found out who it was. Jasper Cullen.
"You" We both growled to each other in unison.
"What are you doing here stalking me, little miss?". He said in that southern accent that reminded me of my mom's.
"No its a store remember. Ya know the place "PEOPLE" go and get things." Okay I knew it was kind of corny but I had to say something back.
He chuckled and looked deep in my eyes. "Hey are you alright? I didn't mean to make you cry. Please don't cry. I'm sorry". What the heck was he talking about. I touched my face and I knew it was raining but I did feel tears streaming down. I guess I was thinking about my mom and didn't notice I was crying.
"Oh no. No..no..no. Um look don't worry about why should you care" I walked away until I felt a hand grab me back.
"Hey look if it was me i'm sorry. But i hate ..I hate when people cry especially a little miss like you and even though I basically hate you. I am good at helping people with there emotions. Its always been a trait of mine." he said. I giggled for some reason the way he said it made it seem funny a little bit. I think it was the way he said it with he's southern accent.
"Um okay I usually don't do stuff like this with the enemy but I think I need to talk to someone I know-" he cut me off.
"Please" What was with southern people with that last word?
I thought about it for a bit. How much I hated it but what the heck it only one time. "Fine just..come in my car so no one will see us in public. you never no when screaming fans comes" I unlocked the doors and we both got in. I was in the driver seat of course and jasper in the passenger. He took of his hoody and looked directly at me. Wow he's eyes were a gorgeous ocean blue and I had to say he looked kind of sexy when wet... WAIT WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST SAY THIS IS THE ENEMY HERE GET IT TOGETHER ALICE.
"Soo" he said waiting.
"Oh yeah..right. Well what more can I say I have a horrible mother and stepdad. My mother is a drunk and a whore and my stepdad hits me. I came up here to buy condoms because my mom threaten me to because she has a "client" She claims she loves me but its all garbage. DAMN IT and makes me MAD..SHE'S BEEN DOING THIS MY WHOLE LIFE AND...I..I'm eighteen now with a 30 and 37 year old children LIVING AND SLEEPING AND DRINKING IN MY HOUSE. FOR WHAT??....ALL BECUASE I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND THEY TREAT ME LIKE THE POOP. If they would have gotten this opportunity and had been living like i'm I bet you a million they would put me right on the street...So Why can't just do the same.." I trailed off I could feel the tears and I could feel me hyperventilating.
" Hey hey hey...Alice its going to be okay" he said with concern in his voice.
"You know what jasper I tell myself that everyday and I have finally came to the point where.. I..I know it won't." I said calming down.
"Man..I hate to do this but..get out the car"
That caught me off guard.
"What?"
"Just..just get out the car." he said getting out the car himself. Came around the driver side and opened my door.
"What the hell are you-" He cut me off with a simple hug.
I don't know how long we stood there for but I know I didn't like it but somewhere in my brain it felt kind of nice. I hugged him back though not because I felt confused but because I needed one.
"Its all going to be fine" I know I didn't really believe it, But somewhere inside my heart I believed him.
"Look. I know it might seem hard right now but for some strange reason. I really think you got it all wrong. Now I know that I don't know a single thing but..I somewhere I think you got it all wrong. Your mother is completely wrong for doing what she did to you but..Sometimes we has we get older have to learn how to forgive and forget. You know because in the end if you hold on to it. It will just make you hurt more. Why keep yourself locked up like that" I know this sounds weird but I think he was actually right. Why should I do that to myself.
"And since you let your mom and that awful man that ever dare to hit you"..I could have sworn I heard a little venom and growl come from him when her said that. "..Then obviously you still care for her..So that would already have to mean you forgave her but didn't forget. Right?" Wow he's good. But i still had to take all that in.
"Dang your good. I think..Maybe your right... Should I talk to her?"
"Of course you should she's your thank you....I have my moment." He said again with that delicious southern accent. OH COME ON ALICE WHAT THE HELL!. He stared of to the left and watched the cars go by. What a cocky one he is.
"Well..I hope you don't think this is a way of a friendship thing cause its not."
"Hell no. You just seemed upset and i guess i'm just so use to helping people that I just had to settle for...you" He moved his hand up from he top of my head to my feet like I was garbage
"Well...then we never had this conversation and... I never did this." I gave him a quick hug and got back in my car. Before I drove off I rolled my window down and said "Jasper one last thing...thanks and can you throw these away" I gave him the box of condoms and he nodded and ran back into the store.
I drove back home and unlocked the door to my house I heard bumping up stairs and my Stepdad moaning. What the hell? I thought.
I went upstairs. The noise was coming from my room. I opened the door to find my stepdad and my mom literally doing it on my bed.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS DOING IN MY ROOM!"
and all they did was just laugh and run out of my room.
I knew it was to good to be true. I can't talk to her..Who am i kidding she's never going to change.
I went to bed that night crying and sniffling with almost like around tissues on my bed and pillows.
.Today you got to see how alice's life is like (the leader of band) and tomorrow I want to show you nessie's or rosalie's POV I don't know yet but i'll see. Plzz plzz review I need to see if at least 1 person is reading it. So I can get better and trust me the next chapters are going to be pretty good I hope I just need a friends help that I noticed yesturday.
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