Chapter 13

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Rosalie:

"Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl." I looked up at nessie to see her smiling to herself.

"I love it!"

"Really? This is like the first time in a while I made a really awesome song. Rosalie hale is making a comeback" We chuckled.

Nessie was getting ready for her date today with Seth. I was over the fact that Seth was our rivalry group and so was Alice. All was left was Bella and we haven't heard from her since Monday. I'm going to see her today during their date.

Nessie's house was beautiful I had to say. It wasn't in her name because she's basically a minor still but still she helped pay for most of it. Emily put Sam out Sunday. She never said anything when she came back. All she had was a big huge sore on the left of her face and told nessie that 'There was nothing to worry about anymore he's just gone'. She's in the hospital recovering still from it. The doctor had to keep her over for a few nights because a little part of the scratch got infected. The doctor said something about 7 stitches.

Right now nessie was in her red silky robe sitting down on her little chair in front of her mirror doing her makeup and hair. She looked beautiful all was left to do was her hair. She was so giddy and happy today. She kept smiling to herself.

I smiled "What's gotten in to you missy"

"LOL not Seth"

We laughed for what seem to be about 5 minutes.

"Wow really nessie"

"Yeah" She was trying to pin her hair up in a elegant bun but she couldn't do it. It was like a squirrel trying to unsuccessfully eat his nuts. She was adorable.

"You need some help with that?"

"Please"

I walked up to her and took the pin "So tell me about Seth. Why do you like him so much?"

She looked at herself for a second and finally answered "I don't know. It's just the first time I saw those beautiful eyes on that elevator I just wanted him. You know like there was something about him his soul, his spirit, and him was like love. I'm not sating its love at first sight but its just something about him. Have you ever had that feeling?"

I thought for a minute "Mmm…No but I do think I know what your talking about. But isn't loved just awesome?"

Her smile dropped. "Beautiful"

*Awkward silence*

"Okay…Is there something wrong nessie?"

"Its just that…I've been hurt my whole life and love was something that I was always looking for after my father came back. My mother said she loved me. She said she loved me and she let him do whatever he wanted to me even her. She said she loved me and look how it turned out. How do I know he will make that same promise with me and then hurt me in any way he can? I can't…my heart can't take anymore pain right now. I just can't. you know maybe this date was a bad idea I don't thi-" she said getting up and heading towards the phone.

"Nessie sit down and look at me" She obeyed and sat on the bed.

"You have been hurt I understand that. I know it might be scary right now, But its time to stop being afraid and fight back. You act so helpless and I'm tired of it. Renesmee carlie Uley you are the most beautiful strong little women that I have ever seen. Don't show fear…Cause fear will always find away around the corner. You can't hide yourself from a barrel your whole life because of the past. Yes I understand you have been hurt but honey…The whole world has even been hurt. I have been hurt, Bells, and Alice have been hurt. Look at us now…We moved on. Bella is kicking her father out and getting her mom clean, Alice is now starting a fashion line and I'm sure soon she will be doing the same with her mom...and that's kicking her out. Seth seems like a nice guy I have to admit so you shouldn't be afraid. Yes, your heart probably can't take anymore pain but I say go for it. Something's telling me Seth is going to help you. Now I don't know how but I've been feeling it ever since that day you talked to him. As soon as I even looked at him I knew something was sparking. So don't be afraid. Now I know Bella has made a mistake recently so this time I promise that I will never hurt you and always take care of you even win sisters fight and make mistakes. I know it might be hard to trust me right now nessie but…you're just going to have to trust me on this one. I band swear"

I took out my pinky and nessie hesitated for a minute but soon crossed it with hers. Our hands were stuck there for too seconds until she smiled up at me. I knew that smile that was the smile of a cue for our handshake.

Boom down, Shake your hands (Like when your playing rock paper scissors), roll your hand up to the other persons shoulder and pop their collar (POP the Collar), and then snap (Like your telling someone off in their face), and boomed down.

We laughed and she smile dup at me "You know Rosalie something's telling me that this could be the start of something new"

"Good. Go with that; go with your gut and heart. Don't listen to what your mind tells you because the mind is pride. And pride isn't anything when it comes to matters of the heart" I smiled.

She wiped a tear away "Urg look at me. I'm going to ruin my make up. Come on help me find something to wear. He'll be here in like...shoot 10 minutes."

My eyes got wide and I gasped "Oh shoot come on"

Alice:

I was at my house when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it up and pizza delivery man came. I got a pepperoni pizza and paid for it. When the guy looked at me he gasped "Hey your Alice Brandon."

I chuckled "Why yes I am sir"

"I just have to say I admire and love you and I love your song 'Fight for this love" it was pure G-E-N-I-U-S"

I loved when fans find out who I am its so funny.

"Can I get an autograph?"

"Sure"

He took out a pen from his pocket and turned around and lifted his back shirt up. Well this is awkward I thought. I signed it any way.

He said thank you and took off. Yelling for joy he met Alice Brandon. Man I needed to do something. I was so bored. I tried writing music and playing my guitar but that didn't work. I tried eating a pizza. That didn't work. Tried watching TV…did that work? No. Maybe I should just go to the park. I had a lot on my mind and I needed to get out of this house!

I drove to Lake Lilly park. Probably one of the most peaceful yet cleanest park in my town of Miami. Of course I walked right over to the swing and just started swinging myself with nobody around. Well there was just 2 parents there both woman with their kids on the play ground but that was it. I was all the way down further by myself. I just thought and thought. What was I going to do about my mom? OR Laurant, Hell what was I going to do about both of them? They don't belong with me and its not like nessie where I can just make up with my mom. Hell no it's not going to be that simple. I forgave her a long time ago about the things she did and I still do but I didn't like her and I don't think I ever will. I had to kick them out and get a new house. No way was I going to live in a house where my mom use to live and do all those things in. No. I wanted to live in a house that would fit for 1 person and 3 guest rooms and was comfortable. I don't want a big house I wanted a Normal medium sized house with a pool. I also wanted a family of my own one day where we had a normal sized house too. All those big houses and mansion weren't really my style. I liked Normal things. I've always been that kind of girl growing up I wanted a big house and all that stuff but now that I've become famous. Its not worth it to me.

I don't think I have ever told anybody that I wanted a family of my own and a good man that loved and respect me. I just guess I never even knew that myself until now. I had to admit I also wanted my mom to be clean and nice and just the mom that I never had but I knew better. That would never happen. I sighed as I kept thinking of my mother. Wait skip my mother I missed my dad. I missed him so much. Maybe I guess I can just grow old with my dad. I loved him more than anything well god was first before him but I loved him even more than me. I should give him a call when I go back home. I haven't talked to him in a year now. As I know my dad he's probably sitting at home waiting for me to call. Just aching.

I was swinging all into the sky until I heard someone get on the swing on the side of me.

"Well look what we have here" The voice said. I stopped for a second and recognized who it was.

Jasper Cullen. He looked up and smiled at me

"Well hi beautiful"

"Oh so I'm beautiful now" I snapped. Got off my swing and headed towards the forest past the swings.

He got up and followed me. "Yes"

"Can you please just leave me alone I'm not in the mood"

He stopped for a second but thought about it and just kept following me "What happened this time"

"I rather not talk about it"

"You didn't tell me that before"

"Before was a long time ago and I was P. and I needed to talk to someone. I would even settle for a hobo let alone you."

"Ouch that almost hurt. Kept it coming" He laughed.

"LOOK I DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW. YOU THINK ITS FUNNY THAT I HAVE TO DANCE AROUND ALL DAY AND LOOK HAPPY FOR MY FANS WHEN I'M ACTUALLY HURTING INSIDE. I GOT TO PUT ON A FACE FOR EVERYBODY BUT STILL INSIDE ITS LAL THIS HATE AND PAIN. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. YOU DON'T LIKE ME AND I DON'T LIKE YOU AND IF YOUR GOING TO JUST SIT THERE AND LAUGH AT ME I DON'T NEED IT. HAHA YEAH LAUGH ALL YOU WANT TO OKAY THE JOKES ON YOU. SO CAN YOU PLEASE…PLEASE FOR PETES SAKE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. IM ON MY KNEES" I was in tears and I actually started to get on my knees until he grabbed me and forced me back up.

"Please don't do that" he looked sincere.

"WHAT" I snapped. I was really annoyed with him right now.

"Bow down to me like I'm some king…Just please don't do that"

"How…. else am I suppose… to… get you to go …" I crying so hard I couldn't barely talk. It was like there was a huge lump in my throat. And I could tell my body was about to give in.

"Hey you don't look to good maybe I should-" I cut him off. I was so mad.

"No I don't want to go anywhere with you...please…just leave…me…" I trailed off into unconsciousness.

"Alice…Alice..." were the last words I heard.

Nessie:

I looked so H-O-T right now it was pretty scary. Rosalie was right earlier. I shouldn't be so fearful. My mom was with me and back and apologized in anyway she can. She even got rid of my father, Sam. She told me she would spend the rest of her life making up all the pain she caused. I was starting to get my life back so why start off fresh with a bang. Just forget the past because you can't bring the past back.

I heard the door knock and me and Rosalie immediately shot up off the couch. I was so nervous that I was getting Goosebumps. Rosalie looked at smile and winked reassuring me and went for the door. I took a quick look in the mirror and checked myself.

Man who is that girl? I thought. And the answer simply was the brand new happy me. I was wearing of course yorke gray skinny jeans, with a Paint Splatter Sparkling Love top, and mines truly Leather Boots and a watch stretch bracelet my mom bought me Tuesday before she went to the hospital.

"NESSIE SETH IS HERE!" Rosalie yelled

Oh shoot. This was it and boy was I nervous as hell. I hope Seth didn't notice he'd probably think I'm on drugs or something LOL, OMG which I'm totally not in a million years. Oh great Renesmee now your rambling in your head just go over to the door. I slowly took my time and went to the door to find Seth looking so hotter than before. As soon as he saw me he face light up and he's smile met his ears, and his eyes OH. MY. Gosh his eyes to die for. I don't know how long we were standing there smiling at each other but it seemed like forever until I had to just hug him.

He chuckled "Nessie you look beautiful." And he looked back at me and then shocked ran across his face when he found out what he had just said.

"I mean…um…I...uh" I just laughed

"Shut up. And thank you"

He chuckled to himself and led me to his car. I looked back at Rosalie and she gave me a wink and closed the door behind her Seth opened the car door for me and until then I found out what he was wearing. Just a Aran T-Shirt with Jean shorts and Niky's High tops.

He walked around to the passenger seat and took a quick glance at me.

"So where are we going sir on this fine morning" I smiled.

He smiled back. "We are going on a picnic and later…well it's a surprise"

AND we end it there. I hope you guys are checking out the outfits I've made on my profile plzzz do and tell me what you think of them. OH and did you also see what renesmee looks like. Isn't she awesome or what?

PREVIEW FOR Next CHAPTER

Alice wakes up to find herself in peaceful place and in jaspers arms. HE thinks she's still sleep and wont notice or listen to what he's saying about he's feelings for her

Nessie and Seth's date goes fine but ends kind of terrible.

Where the hell is Bella? She wont answer her phone and she's not home.

Emmett mistakenly gets the wrong directions and ends up at nessie's house were Rosalie is.

NEW SONG AND BAND PRACTICE!

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