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Chapter 14
Alice:
My dream was so peaceful. Probably one of the best dreams I've had. I was in on this beach called "Isle Esme" and I was just looking up at the sky thinking about nothing. How peaceful I was…it was like I was really there and there really wasn't anything to think about. I felt safe and…loved? I was laying down on the sand but in someone's arms. We were laughing and having a good time but I couldn't recognize his voice. Then all of a sudden he came around on top of me and my eyes went into shock at who it was. Jasper Cullen, wow talk about how opposites attract.
I couldn't push away. I couldn't even move or control anything it was like a vision before my eyes except for I was the person in my own point of view who saw it. He smiled at me and I smiled back and he bent down and kissed me. Again couldn't pull away but OMG he was such a great kisser. It was tasteful and surprisingly magic to my lips. He's mouth tasted like strawberries and fruit punch…his lips tasted as a tangy flavor. Oh how I enjoyed every second of it. After that he looked at me with those gorgeous ocean blue eyes. I loved the ocean. He smiled at me and I smiled back "You and me forever love"
WHAT? Did he just call me love. I felt kind of awkward but in the dream I chuckled and I repeated back "You and me forever" and then all of a sudden the vision had faded away. But yet still in front of me it was like it was pulling away from and before I slipped to consciousness I will never forget how happy I looked to have a Cullen in my life.
WOW! Talk about weird.
My eyes opened up and I felt myself wrapped in someone's arms but not really it was like I was leaning on someone's shoulder and their arm was around my waist. My eyes fluttered open to see a peaceful meadow. Man it was so beautiful yellow and pink tulips my favorite. The scene was unbelievably gorgeous. A sun shining down on the trees which made the light green reflect off the leaves, the flowers were not only yellow and pink but blue also, and I felt the back of my head and back by a tree. I was enjoying the scenery but I still wanted to know who I was with so I lifted up my had to find blond hair.
Oh Crap this is going to be so awkward.
He looked down at me and frowned
I looked curious "What"
He didn't answer he just got up and sat back down in front of me. Just staring as if I was a very hard math problem. "You really don't like me do you" he smirked at the last part.
I felt kind f embarrassed but I had to tell him the truth. "Yeah pretty much" He chuckled to himself and looked off behind him at the trees
"I really shouldn't have brought you here"
"Why is that?"
"Its my brothers place...Edward I mean. Whenever he was really serious about a girl he would take her here. So far so girl of his has heck not even Tanya and she's pretty hot but he told me if he ever met that special girl…this would be the place he took her. SO its kind of hard for me to be here and I'm his brother and I'm with.." I finished his sentence. There he goes again using that sexy southern accent.
"With a girl. Wow men are so territorial."
"Tell me about it but hey we cant really help it."
"Why did you ask me 'you really hate me huh'" His head snapped at me
And he hesitated for a second. "No reason" he felt like he wanted to say more but didn't.
"No its okay you can tell me. Nobody is here its just me an you so if you have something to say just go ahead and say before I take a picture of this scenery and head home."
He hesitated again and he answered about 2 minutes later looking at the sky "Isn't it obvious by now" he said and looked down.
"What is" I really had no idea what he's talking about"
"Well as much as I hate your stinking guts…I kind of like you." Dang I didn't know that was going to come out.
I wanted to melt he looked so adorable but I had to hate him…I just had to it was the rules right?
"Look I know it sounds weird now but you told me to tell you so I did…Just because I had feelings for you don't mean you have to have the same for me and he walked off. But I followed him. I was going to get my revenge from earlier.
"Oh really"
He didn't look back "Really"
"Is that all you have to say?" I smiled to myself.
"Yep. No you can run away back to your car or whatever I have to um…Get home myself…I got practice" He said and ran away into the forest. It was so light and bright outside. It looked even beautiful there were just trees everywhere.
"I called out for him "Jasper" as in a way of saying Oh-Come-On-its-Okay. But I don't think he heard me. When he left I kind of felt sad and bummed, When I looked into his eyes when he was starting at me I felt something spark. He was just so simple. I don't know what the feeling was but all I knew was that…I couldn't stop it. It was like there was something I wanted from him…Like when you want a diamond purse but it cost way too much and you wonder if you got the money and look for it you should get it but if you know its way to big for you can just forget it.
Urge he didn't even tell me how do get out of here. The only way I know out of here is just to follow his trail he ran off on.
Oh crap this fool is going to make me run after him.
Seth:
Nessie looked so amazing. I was beginning to fall for her. She was nothing liked I had ever known in a girl.
"OMG these peanut butter sandwiches are SOOO good. Who would have ever thought that jelly really wasn't any need" She smiled at me.
Wow how that smile dazzled me "I know…tell me about it" I couldn't barely talk by her beauty. She was just perfect.
"Mmm. The breeze feels nice. So do you thin you can tell me now what were doing next.?"
"Nope" I said adding the extra "P" at the end.
She chuckled "Fine…You know I was kind of scared to go on this date"
That caught my attention. All these thoughts running through my head "Maybe she didn't want to come with me in the first place" or "Okay Seth you know this girl is too beautiful to be fooling around with a dork like you"
So I just sucked it up and asked in the calmest way "Why?"
"Because…Never mind it's a very long story"
"I Love stories" I Smiled. And then she told me. She told me about her life, mom, and…dad. Wow her dad was such a dick how dare she treat her that way. I had to calm down cause I could tell my face warming up from anger. She told me about her recent beating from her dad from last week but that it was all over now. She cried at that part and I just comforted her. She told me about how some days she just had enough but still had to put on a face for everybody including her sisters and fans. I even cried a little myself. At the end she also told me how Bella and the girls practically raised her by themselves while her mother was battling for dear life.
"Wow Nessie…I'm so sorry you had to endure that. You know my life sometimes wasn't perfect either. My father is still a drunk and he treats me and only me like crap. The rest of the gang is his perfect angels. Sometimes he likes me but only in front of paparazzi or media or something like that but that's it. You know I thought that I was only person in this whole world who couldn't really depend on anybody but his brothers well one but…" I Smiled "now that I'm with you all that stuff just goes away"
She smiled as she took out a mini plastic container of grapes. She was still staring at me "What" I chuckled.
"Your just…cute I guess" She blushed.
I took that in for a second. In all my relationship not one girl has told me I was handsome or cute or even funny. IF they were funny they would laugh and say "OMG your such a fag" or "OMG your gay LOL" . And now this angel comes along and tells me I'm cute. My heart sanked.
"I was going to say the same thing about you" She blushed even more a hot pink color. But she soon realized her cheeks and hid them by covering her face. I smiled and crawled over to her as we sat on the beach were there was just me and her. No one else.
I came right up to her on my knees as she was as well and took them away from her eyes "Overtime I see you my heart sinks and I get butterflies. Its like nothing I've experienced about a girl in my whole entire life…You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I've heard about you on tv and stuff but I guess I just never really paid attention but now….its like your just perfect. I'm getting butterflies now" I chuckled" I know maybe this might not sound so romantic now but I really like you. I wanna be your boyfriend I wanna know you. I wanna know you Renesmee Carlie Uley. I want to make all the pain you had to endure go away…I want to have dates and stuff like this. I could stay right here forever if I wanted too." She was blushing even harder and kept trying to hide her face but I put her arms back down.
"Please don't hide you blush…I thinks its absolutely 100% adorable" She laughed as soon as I said absolute.
She looked at me and she started to say something but closed her mouth and there was tears starting to form in her eyes. OH CRAP WHAT DID I SAY?
"Crap is it me...Did I say something wrong…I shouldn't have said that im sorry Nessie…I am so sorry-" She cut me off
"No…I'm glad you told me that because I have the same feelings for you. Its just that…I have trust issues right now…you remember Bella?"
"Yeah one of those girls from your band right" she laid down on the 2 towels that I
Brought in case she wanted to swim but I forgot to tell her about the beach part so we couldn't. She laid down there flat on her back with her beautiful dirty blonde hair shining clean. I mimicked her with both my arms on the back of my head like I was tanning or something.
"That's the one. She promised me she would never have done what my parents did and would always be there for me…but that day when we came out she pushed me to the ground and I know it was just a push but…the fear that I had of her of how she could do that especially after the incident with my dad before that. She was my sister and she…she betrayed me and I know again its just a push but what if it was a punch in the face. I hate that it happened I hate it" She sobbed. I was kind of heartbroken too. To see Nessie likes that made me want to break Bella's neck. I remember that day of what she did. I was so pissed but my stupid brother Jared pushed me into the car before I could do anything.
I Started to get angry and I think Nessie noticed me tense up "Oh don't be angry please?"
I help my composure "Is it ok if I hold you until you finally have let it out?" I tried to smile but was unsuccessful.
A tea escaped from her left eye and she nodded "Of course" And there it was. She cried and cried. I was kind of happy though at the same time. I was holding her, and man how she felt so perfect and warm in my arms. I rocked her sideways and held my shin on her beautiful hair. It seemed like forever to someone else but to me it was like heaven. She started to calm down and I was happy for myself that I could be there and comfort her. She was like an angel and I needed her. I liked her a lot. Not just because she was nothing I ever had she was just the perfect one for me and very lovable.
I knew exactly that was going to cheer her up though.. I began humming one of my new favorite songs that were made form the awesome "Bob Marley's Baby don't worry about thing"
She instantly new the song and hummed along with me until she started singing it
"Baby don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is going to be alright" I came in with her on the second verse"
"Rise up this morning smiled with the rising sun. Three little birds pitch by my doorstep singing sweet songs of melodies pure and true saying This is my message to you"
We both laughed at the end cause I went off beat and she looked up at me. It was like it was just me and her "You know what I think?"
"What?" I smiled
"This could be the start of something new" I was surprised. I thought she would wait a little while until she would think about being in a relationship.
"Are you sure?" I wanted to be sure this is what she really wanted.
"I have never been sure in my life" She smiled and there again came the butterflies. I looked down at my stomach and she did too and laughed She pressed he little hand against my tummy.
"Butterflies are my favorite creatures…and I think their adorable" She looked up at me and met my eyes "Just like you"
We slowly took each other in until our lips met. OMG HER LIPS. It was so magical like nothing I've ever experienced. Nessie's lips were filled with passion and love and I just wanted more. It was like we were linked forever.
We parted and we both took in what just happened
"Wow" she said and smiled
"I know" Still gazed.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?" We jumped at a big strong voice. We turned around to find Jared and my dad both glaring at me.
"Dad?" I asked kind a little nervous.
"That better not be who I think it is" He snapped.
Nessie turned at me with confusion and fear in her eyes "don't worry ill take care of it my dads probably just drunk again" I whispered only for her to hear. Nessie looked at me with a apologetic but yet fearful expression "don't worry about it I got you. I promise nothing will ever happened to you." I whispered again.
Nessie:
There I was still in Seth's arms when his dad came. He was really mean looking but looked kind of old like in his 50's but still kind of older. I turned and looked at Seth. I didn't know what was going to happened all I knew was that I basically loved Seth. It felt right in his arms. I felt so safe.
"Boy, if Renesmee Uley's wasn't here I kick your butt" His dad threatened. Yeah he wasn't drunk he was serious.
Seth looked away like he was trying to hide pain or embarrassment form me.
"Boy, what I tell your about keeping truth to your family. You're a disappointment to me and your mother." Seth's head shot up
"MY MOTHER LOVES ME" but his dad ignored that comment and kept going on.
"who knows what you've could have done you probably would have told this girl about new music. She's the enemy boy how can you be this damn dumb"
Seth looked like he was about to hurt someone. "She. IS. NO. ENEMY. OF. MINE"
"YES SHE IS BOY"
"MY NAME IS SETH CLEWARWATER. JUST LIKE THE NAME YOU GAVE ME WHEN I WAS BORN"
"Your no son of mine" HE said and walked away. Jared Seth's brother looked shocked at what his dad had just said. HE was on his way to Seth but his dad called out to him.
"JARED THIS WAY!" Jared looked back at Seth and the path his dad went. He gave Seth a sympathetic look and murmured "Sorry" and ran straight to where his dad was.
I was so stricken by what happened. Wow I guess Seth did have a hard life. He's older now I don't know what kind if pain he endured when he was little.
I felt Seth tense up and kind of gently pushed me of his laps and stood up to get some rocks. And he skipped them through the ocean in front of us. "All my life I tried to impress that man."
I stood up with him and walked to stand by his side. I placed my hand in his shoulder and he looked at me. His eyes were red as if he was about to cry. I smiled he was really being a guy right now "You can keep all that 'I'm hard and I will never cry in front of a girl' for later. Just because you're a guy doesn't mean you can't let out a few tears sometimes." He turned away from me. And He shoulder and body began to shake. Yeah he was crying.
"You have no idea how hard it is living in a home where your parent doesn't even love you" I chuckled.
"Oh you might think that but I know exactly what it feels like" He shot me a apologetic look.
"don't worry about it" I smiled at him. I was a sucker for him and I actually found men like him very attractive. Someone who actually has the balls to cry in front of there crush.
I looked at him with my hand still on his shoulder. He stared back at the ground and brought his hand up to touch mine. His eyes closed and he kissed it and opened his eyes up again. I Looked at him for a moment. He looked sad. Hell I would be sad too. I didn't like seeing him like this so I did what any soon-to-be-girlfriend would do and came around. I hugged him from the waist line and kissed him gently on the lips. He put his arms around my waist to and kissed me back. I pulled us apart and he looked at me and smiled.
"You must have experience to calm a guy down" He chuckled.
"I know what your feeling and I'm sorry. But lets just get over that for now and come back later. I like you and you like me so why don't we enjoy each others company for the rest of the morning and of course you still wont tell me where we are going next so lets just enjoy everything. What do you say" I gave him a big huge 5 years old smile and he laughed.
"I say I want to be your boyfriend."
"And I say I want to be your girlfriend"
"Good then you should know that next were going rock climbing."
"WHAT!" I squealed. "I've always wanted to do that but I just…never had time" I couldn't stop smiling.
Seth laughed at my energy "Your face shows it. Come on lets go" He pulled me into the water which I didn't care it was pretty hot out here. And we splashed and splashed each other until we have backwards and let the soothing of the water take all of our stress and worries away.
Seth found me and winked at me "Wow" and I mimicked him.
"Wow"
Bella:
I put my mother in rehab the other day and I just moved in to my new house. I haven't heard from Charlie ever since he got put into jail. The story of my real life was posted on the internet this morning and I was scheduled to show up on the Tyra banks show next week. Man I loved that show.
My new house was perfect. It wasn't big it was just simple and mine. It was a medium sized mansion well not even a mansion it was just a house. But a very nice one. I never liked those celebrity houses anyway. I actually pretty much hated them. To big for me and a waste of money. As long as my house was nice and had a pull I was just fine.
I was shopping at some furniture stores so I could make my house feel right at home. All I had bought so far was a bed. I had decides to leave all my clothes at my old house. Actually I left everything there. I wanted to start off fresh with just me. It was my time to shine. Of course my mom would be in the picture but they said she looked so bad it would probably take a year. She needed extra care. The doctors said she was dealing with depression and that she needed a lot of therapy. I wasn't ready to live with my mom so I paid the whole thing then and there and let her stay wherever she needed to. SO now it was just me.
I thought I would love being just me and I did but I still missed my girls. Every night I was crying about how stupid I was to hurt my best friend like that. I didn't mean to it was just on purpose I was just mad that day because of my dad and I took my anger out on her. I missed Alice. Oh Alice my little pixie fairy the one that was always there to catch you when you fall. She was filled with so much cheerful and laughter. Now all I was left with was poop. Lat but not least my girl Rosalie. How I missed my Diva we were always close and she's always full of creativity. She had it all beauty and no beast. She was a true friend and would always be there for you wither if you were right or wrong. Now all I have left is no friend.
The bright news of this story was that I was finally going to church again. There were so many thing I didn't know it was like a new hobby of mine. I was starting to think clearly about my path and goals in life. I was focused more on god then of myself. I love the days I started to find that I didn't have to be so angry of my past all the time. I found out that it was just time to forget about all that crap and focus on the forward. And I began to learn that no matter how I hard I failed or did something wrong God was always going to be there and catch me when I fall. That's really all I wanted right now was his love. Just love. I appreciated his but I needed my friends back.
"Come here rude boy boy come and get it up" my cell phone rang. I was just coming out of the sore and I couldn't find it. My heels where throwing me off and plus paparazzi couldn't get enough pictures of me. I didn't make it in time to pick it up so I just ignored it and went home to decorate my new house. I haven't even heard from my friends and they didn't even know I had moved and I was cool with that I didn't really mine.. That's really all I felt like doing. Hell I didn't even know what the date was.
Alice:
She didn't pick up. She was suppose t be here so we could practice the new song. I guess its just me for the day. The gang seems to be down who knows what.
I lugged in my guitar and adjusted my background singers and music into full play. Man I love that gadget it already had the song cords and stuff in there all was left to do was press play.
I moved up to my microphone and let my hands and voice do the work.
She never thought that she would
Get her second chance
Running so far from all she's ever known
Convinced she's lost all meaning
Where did her dreams go
Still she knew that there was something more
Don't be scared, there's someone there
To say these words you need to hear
Don't let anybody tell you who you are (who you are)
It's okay to let go, you're that shooting star (shooting star)
Remember all you wished for
Believe it will be true
You will never find yourself anywhere else,
find yourself in you
Sometimes people tell you
Be like me to fit in
Do you know your identity is not in them
Don't be scared there's someone there
To say these words you need to hear
Why should I measure the world
By someone else's design
Oh I won't let this fly by
Hey look over here I just found the real me
Now it's your turn to see
Now it's your turn to see
Rosalie's solo was about to come up but since she wasnt here I sung it for her.
Don't let anybody tell you who you are
It's okay to let go, you're that shooting star
Remember all you wished for
Believe it will be true
You will never find yourself anywhere else,
find yourself in you
Find yourslef in you
I smiled to myself at how good I did. I was talented so talented. But I always was a talented girl who needed her friend Bella back and to figure out her feelings for jasper.
I think I'm falling for him.
Emmett:
I was on my way to one of my new friends house. I don't know what happened to jasper earlier but he was pretty pissed off about something. And everyone knows except for the parents not to mess with jasper when he's angry. I was wearing something simple just some jean shorts and a muscle tee top to show off of course my biceps and 6-pack.
Wow I didn't know I was this cocky.
I jumped in my hummer and drove off to the place. Nobody knew this but secretly liked Hannah Montana. I keep all her records in one of my storage areas in the trunk so nobody can ever see. I popped in her album party in the U.S.A and started singing like a girl to the lyrics. This is the only really time I have to being just me without getting laughed at.
"So I out my hands up they playing my song the butterflies fly away. Knobbing my head like yeah moving my hips like yeah. I got my hands up they playing my song you know I'm gonna be okay. YEAH ITS PARTYING IN THE USA" I shouted the last part out like I was crazy as I stopped at the red light. People though I was going insane but I didn't care.
I came across one of the nicest neighborhoods in Miami and parked up in Rico's drive way. Man his house was nice and I mean real nice. I got up out the car and locked it until I heard the beep and headed towards the door.
*DING DONG*
…
…
Finally he opened the door.
But when he opened the door it wasn't him it was that Rosalie girl. Oh crap I hope she isn't he's friend to cause if she we got to have A SERIOUS talk.
"Oh hell no" She sneered.
I just came in without her permission. "Look we don't like each other I get that but this is for Rico so the best is just to pretend…Wait where is he?"
She looked at me like I had lost my mind" Who the heck do you think you are busting her ass up in someone's house uninvited acting like you own something and who the HELICOPTER is Rico?"
Why is she acting like that…OH CRAP I HAVE THE WRONG HOUSE!
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Rosalie and Emmett don't hit it off but Rosalie starts to have feeling when they meet at a party That same night.
The girls has a CONCERT SO NEW SONGS and special guest BEYONCE which is dancing with Rosalie. ( maybe i havent thought it through yet.) maybe ill hold that until chapter 16 not 15)
Seth gets kicked out of his house and the brothers do nothing about it.
Alice makes a unexpected trip to jaspers house. and jasper revelas a secret that alice finds...attractive? funny? cool?
And maybe (I DON'T KNOW YET BUT I WANT TO BRING NESSIE"S DAD SAME BACK IS THAT OKAY?) review what you think about that.
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