What's wrong with me!

A/N ok guys I'm so sorry for the long wait….some things came up and I couldn't write my story…..anyways please forgive me…..I can write all week because I'm off…..so hope you like the story….bye! Oh and Keii doesn't exist…..just Karin's friend. And no Jealousy sorry….it's just too weird for me….AND I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS CHAPTER TO SHELBYQUEEN25 THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME!!!!!!!

I walked out of the classroom and was just happy to get out of there.

"Wait Karin hold on!" Jinta yelled.

"Why?!" I yelled since he was all the way down the hallway.

"I wanted to tell you something." Jinta said, but it wasn't awkward for some reason.

"What?" I said annoyed that he was slowing me down from getting to my next class.

"What do you think of Toshiro?" He asked.

"I don't know." I said guiltily since I hadn't told him about the whole soul reaper thing.

"You both seem kind of close, were you meaning to tell me something?" He asked.

"You were the one who asked me the question." I said while walking up to my locker.

"It seems like something is bothering you though." He said slowly.

"Meet me at the soccer field after school…..I'll tell you then." I said grabbing my books and closing my locker.

"Ok." He said.

Last class of the day……

I sat down in my seat. "Just a little more to go." I said trying to encourage myself. My last class of the day was art, and it was my best subject.

"Ok class today is free sketch book day." He said happily.

"Yes!" I said to myself, free sketch book day was a day when you get to do any art you wanted to do, and today I wanted to paint. I got the materials I needed and started the basics to my painting. There was about 6 or 7 other people who were painting also.

I started to paint a dragon….I knew why I wanted to paint dragons now…..especially the white and teal dragons…..for the colors blended so well together, along with a little black. I never wanted to paint dragons, but now there was an urge to, it felt like I had to…..It made me feel safe rather…..happy.

I had realized what I had just thought…..and I felt my face grow warm….

"What's wrong with me!" I said out loud.

"Huh?" Keii said as he was walking by me with art supplies.

"Heh nothing" I said trying to hide my blush.

"Nice painting." He said.

"Thanks." I said.

"So what does it mean?" He said while setting down his half done painting next to the empty seat beside me.

"Huh? Oh nothing." I said while still painting.

"C'mon, every piece of art has a meaning and I seen you blushing…..try and tell me it doesn't have a meaning now." He said looking at me.

"I don't know I just like painting dragons that's all." I said.

"Alright……so anyone ask you to the winter dance yet?" Keii said deciding to change the subject.

"Oh, that's right! Well you know me….I don't go to dances." I said.

"Oh that's right." He said while starting to paint again. Me and Keii started to paint again, we were surrounded by comfortable silence until class was over.

"I'll see you Monday Karin." Keii said while he walked out of the classroom.

"Ok!" I called out after him.

I grabbed my belongings and walked out of the classroom. I had to meet Jinta. I walked all the way outside of the school and started on my way to the soccer field.

At the soccer field!

I walked up the hill to the soccer field and leaned against the soccer goal. And then I seen Jinta. His red hair wasn't hard to spot. He walked up to me.

"Ok Karin what's up?" he said. I sat down on the grass and he sat down too.

"Ok….I'm spending so much time with Toshiro because he's…." I stopped.

"He's what?" Jinta asked.

"He's going to train me to become a soul reaper…" I said pulling out the grass of the soccer field.

"What? When?" He asked.

"I don't know……Monday I guess." I said grabbing another handful of grass.

"Just keep in your mind that when it gets hard I'll always be here to lean on….ok? Jinta said.

"Ok…" I said smiling.

"Well I got to get back to Urahara's shop. Wait didn't you have to do work for the school?" Jinta asked.

"You knew I wasn't going to do it." I said.

Jinta laughed.

"Of course." Jinta said getting up and walking away.

I watched him walk away until I couldn't see him anymore. I got up and started walking up the hill that Toshiro took me. I enjoyed the breeze that swept through my hair while it lasted. I sat down on the railing, and looked at the view. I stopped when I heard someone behind me.

"Hey…" Toshiro said softly.

"Hi…" I said.

"I met an interesting boy….his name was Keii." Toshiro said while sitting down.

"Oh, gosh…..don't believe anything he says….please." I said while laughing.

"Not even about dragons?" Toshiro said.

"What! Oh…." I said smiling and trying to hide my blush yet again.

"It's fine." Toshiro said softly.

I looked out to the sky, and seen the beautiful colors of light that spread itself across the sky. I smiled, whenever I looked out to the sky it made me forget about everything in life…..and everything around me…..there was nothing compared to the feeling I had right now. I was interrupted by the sound of Toshiro's voice.

"So training starts Monday." He said.

"Ok…." I said.

"Are you worried…." Toshiro asked.

"Not so much for myself…….just wondering what I'm getting myself into." I said slowly and sadly.

"What's wrong?" Toshiro said worriedly.

"Whenever I talk about this stuff….it makes me think about Ichigo and I wonder if…..if he's still alive usually I can feel him and know he's ok…." I said.

"I'm sure he's ok…" Toshiro said.

"How do you know!" I said almost in tears but I would never let him see this side of me.

"Because I just know it….Ichigo doesn't get hurt that easily." Toshiro said.

I stopped….

"Ok…thank you….I better get home" I said standing up.

"Ok….." Toshiro said looking out to the sky.

"Bye." I said walking away.

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