That night I rode with Nessie and the girls back to Miami. The trip was taking way to long for me. That's only because I was so tired, weak, beaten, anxious, scared, pained, sad, and above all very paranoid. I just couldn't believe what my father did to me. I knew I should have seen it coming sooner or later but not like this. My mother…cries her eyes out as to why this happened. My brothers speechless and above all Paul. The one who looks out for me like a dad should… Hurt just as the rest of them.
I sat down by the window with nessie sitting next to me sleep. Everybody was sleep. Except me. Heck...I had a lot on my mind right now. Not to mention the fact that 10 hours 20 minutes and 5 seconds ago I was abused by no other that Harry Clearwater. My…father
*Flashback*
Jared came outside the back as I was lying down on the grass looking up at the sky.
"Hey" he yelled at me. I shot my head up at him and he looked a little uncomfortable or sad no…scared. I got up from the grass and walked over to him "What's wrong?"
He hesitated for a second and looked back at the fence behind me. Like he was trying to figure out something. Then he looked like he gave up and looked down on the ground. "Dad...um…wants to see you for a minute."
I frowned "Why?...What hap-" he cut me off "Just go down and see what he wants…please" I hesitated then went straight to the house to see my mom cooking. She smiled at me but I was still curious "Where's Paul?" I didn't feel comfortable with going downstairs to my father who was probably drunk. "He's downstairs doing something with your dad. Hey when you come back up there's this new cookie recipe I mad just for you sweetie. I really would like for you to try it." I smiled and nodded and she winked at me in response. Before I left she ran her fingers in my hair and kissed it. "Awe mom" I whined. "Oh shut up boy you boys are growing up to fast for me" I chuckled to myself and headed downstairs with Jared.
Good Paul was downstairs already. Perfect. Once I reached the end step I saw Paul standing right next to dad and as soon as I walked in my father turned around and glared at me. "Paul you know what to do" e said and suddenly I was confused. Embry and Jared finally came downstairs and locked the door behind them and soon Paul had a little confusion on his face as well. What the…what's going on" I asked. Paul looked at Embry and Embry looked at me. Then that's when my dad pulled out a big box of empty glass bottles of liquor and he walked over to me and soon Jared and Embry flinched over to where Paul was standing. My dad smirked at me and said "I'm going to enjoy this" he brought one bottle and took out this very skinny but wooden stick. He put the bottle straight to my temple and I closed my eyes and had one tear escape from my eye. All of a sudden I went into unconsciousness. The last voice I heard was Paul. As he roared in pain "NOOOO"
*End Flashback*
I didn't know I had dozed off until I woke up panting and sweating but I felt something cold and we press against my head and I flinched away from it and I opened my eyes to see the girls and nessie staring at me with worried eyes. Nessie looked at me and I noticed that she had the towel in her hand.
"Guys can you please give us some privacy" She looked back and the girls nodded then left out of place we were in. She looked back at me and sat down on the side of me.
"You want to talk about it?" She gave me a sympathetic expression. Man she was breathtakingly beautiful.
"No" I was surprised by my voice. It sounded so weak and dry. I felt a lump in my throat. She put my hand in both of hers and kissed it. Then cried. "You're staying with us. Whether you like it or not…I…I can't afford to loose you. Your one of the greatest things that happened to me and me…can not…and will not loose you" and she wiped her tears away and looked at me. I felt a tear stroll down my face and I smiled. I didn't know how much she cared about me but I yet I still felt like I was stepping into someone else's family. I didn't miss mine except my mother. I missed her so much. "I don't want to in-"she cut me off "Save it. No…no. no you're coming to live with us…please" she pleaded. How I hated to see her like this I wanted to say yes so bad I mean of course I wanted to live with her its just going to take me a lot of time. And I mean A LOT of time. I have to be honest with her.
"Nessie please don't cry. Of course I want to lie with you but…I'm stepping into another life here. Another family and I just never experienced so much care for me before…well except my mom…well I shouldn't say that but. Not the way you do." I smiled at her. I brought her chin up to face me and I gently kissed her tears away.
When I pulled away she still had her eyes cloths and her hand on my chest "I can't afford to loose you either Nessie" I brought my head to hers.
"I know" She simply said and we chuckled.
"Mmm your one of a kind" I said
"And you're never afraid to show your emotions"
"What can I say? I can only do it around you and I'm totally embarrassed by it" I said wiping the tears that strolled down.
She was about to lay on my shoulder but looked at me for an answer. I nodded and she laid down on my shoulder "What are we going to do now" I said as I placed my head on her ignoring the deep pain in my shoulder.
"We figure it out" She said. I smiled to myself.
"Like an angel herself she fly's here to stay. In front she stands before me ready to sink in."
"I take in the beauty of the wings and the glory of her smile" Nessie smiled reciting my poem from the Convention when we first met.
"I love her so…here we wait a while…I kiss her gently tasting the sweetness of her lips. Like an angel she is she kisses with passion. Like the fool I am I feel the softness of her fashion. We pull away and she smiles at me and says "lover-" Nessie finished it as her trip to unconsciousness was coming.
"Lover here I am to stay…Forever…And ever…and" Nessie trialed off to sleep and I looked at her and smiled
"Forever…My nessie"
Alice:
"Alright Sweet Honey we have just landed back in Sweet Miami, Florida" The Pilot announced on the PD. I understand that but does it have to be so loud. Dang.
Rosalie squirmed and groaned on the side of me and looked at me. I smiled brightly at her.
"Hello Friend" I said
"Hello Doll" She got up from her sleeping bag and came over to me and lay down on the side of me. While she did that I caught a glimpse of Bella. Bella was lying upside down with her mouth full open and her nano ear phone in her ear. It sounded like "California Girls" was on by Katy Perry. I guess Rosalie saw it too because she held her mouth to keep from laughing and went to find her duffel bag and take a picture. Bella snore got even louder that it woke own self up. She looked around and then looked at us then glared as Rosalie stood still with the camera stilling her hand. I pretended like I didn't see anything and ducked back in side my sleeping bag. Shoot it was to early for me to be fighting and running away.
"ROSALIE I'M GOING TO KILL YOU" Bella screamed. Rosalie obviously dropped the camera which just had to land on my head.
"Owe" I Screamed
"HELP ME!" Rosalie shrieked. While pinned up against the corner by Bella.
"HAHA" I laughed so hard it woke up nessie and Seth. At that point everything fell silent.
Bella let go of Rosalie and Rosalie fell to the floor.
"I'm okay dolls. Don't worry" But I don't think everybody was paying attention. I guess everyone was kind of still on the knocks about Seth.
"Hey" I said to him breaking the silence "Um...how are you?" He gave me a weak smile. "I'm…sore I won't lie" he chuckled.
"Yeah I couldn't have imagined getting hit with glass bottles would make you "A Okay" the next morning" Bella and Rosalie chuckled.
"Shut up Bella" Nessie glared at Bella. Bella immediately fell quiet.
"So-"Seth was about to say but the pilot guy cut him off.
"Sweet honey's just to remind you again that we have landed in Miami and you Limo is waiting for you to take you all home. You have 20 minutes until we well have to come and get you"
"You working for us" Rosalie murmured.
"Girl I know that right" Bella and her agreed with our famous handshake.
"So what do I do now?"
Nessie interjected "right now were all going to Rosalie's cabin. That's were she has all the supplies we need to get ready. You know take the shower, Do the hair, and brush the teeth. And then we'll go on from there.
"Sounds like a plan to me. My mom and laurant are going to be home and I wan nothing to do with them." I said
"Yeah I'm cool with it. And don't worry Seth I have cloths that will fit you from Alice's collection. I never knew why I got those boys cloths but I uses I just found them. Cut and I couldn't pass it up" Rosalie smiled.
"Thank you…I greatly appreciate it" He smiled. I thought I was almost about to tear up by his expression. Poor guy probably never has been hurt in his life and he just absolutely awestruck.
"You're really like…just new to this aren't you" Bella said. Seth looked down and murmured "Yes…I am"
"I mean you think your whole life…trying to figure out why you own parent hates you and one day he finally cracks…and" he let a tear fall down and nessie brushed them away.
"Let's just not talk about it" She said. We packed our cloths and make-up and stuff away and Bella and nessie helped Seth out the pane.
"Hey Doll" Rosalie Of course the little blonde not offering to help in anyway called out to the limo Driver Lucas.
"Good Evening Miss. Hale how are this Afternoon"
Rosalie checked her watch "Huh…It's only 1:13 P.M. I'm doing excellent and yourself"
"Splendid Miss. Hale thanks for asking" She smiled at him and got in the Limo with me on her tale and the Bella, Nessie, and Seth behind. Oh boy it's going to be an interesting ride.
*Rosalie's Cabin*
Rosalie:
I walked up to the house with the gang right behind me. Alice ran straight up to her room and Bella and nessie helped Seth as I was trying to show him his guest room. To me he had the best one because it was downstairs and I had just finished it last year with some very nice people of mine… of course my girls. And the best part about it was that it wasn't even girly, just a regular room that had a movie theater and everything. Well I shouldn't call it a regular room but it was the best room in the cabin. The girls and I came down here once a week to watch a scary movie or whatever we feel in the mood in that week. If it's bad lets just say we watch some pretty star-struck movies.
The helped him downstairs and I opened the door and lead them in.
"Awe does he have to get this room" Bella whined.
"Yes" nessie and said in unison.
"Okay your bathroom is over there Seth, and Of course you have a very big TV, you have a walk in closet right over there, your4 bed of course is right here next to your desk and your couch is of course in front of the TV. Now you have a panic room right next to the bathroom. Yes it's disguised as that mirror over there so people won't even know what hit them and the code is 7-8-9-9-4 and then your eye so they can register it and they automatically know. The girls have already registered our eye so if you feel like you need to as well just tell me-"he cut me off.
"Yes…yes very much so" He said with no hesitation.
"Okay then I'll just call the company and tell them we need another registration" I said amazed and confused that he didn't even want to think about it. It's not like his dad will come looking all the way up for him. He'll never find him here.
*30 minutes later*
Nessie:
Seth was in his shower. I had just got done with everything and was now putting on an outfit I decided to wear a pretty tan Sunny dress and put my hair in a nice neat ponytail (Remember all outfits are located on my profile if you want to check it out). Before I left to do downstairs and meet the girls I checked myself in the mirror for a second. I looked very nice and elegant. I also saw a girl who was growing up and a girl who's life was about to change. I practically ran downstairs and met the girls in the living room. I noticed something too. They were all wearing sundress as me. I don't know why but I found that kind of funny.
"Why are you laughing silly girl." Alice said stinging on Rosalie lap.
"I guess we all decided to wear a nice sun dress. Fashion minds think alike" I aid and sat down on Bella's lap. The whole gang looked around at our outfits and they fell into hysterics.
"Why...am...I laughing…its not even…really... that funny" Alice said in between giggles.
"I...don't know" Bella's said pushing me gently off her so she could breathe in air.
"Umm" all of a sudden we heard a voice. We shot our heads up and saw a very clean but wet Seth with a towel wrapped around his waist.
"Uh…um…I have…uh…cloths" He said really embarrassed but we were still all to shocked. "Oh I mean …I have no cloth...um…no cloths" And then suddenly we all laughed even harder.
"Wow...Come one little man I'll show…" Rosalie trialed off gasping for air.
He looked so embarrassed and he was turning a little red "Nessie?" he said looking over to me for help but all I could do was just laugh.
"Nessie…please" he pleaded and all of a sudden he ran back downstairs. That got our attention. Then we heard him scream. I was the first one to get up and run downstairs. He fell downstairs.
"SETH" I yelled and ran towards him. "ALICE" I shrieked. I didn't know who else to call she was the first to come into my mind.
"Nessie…it...hurts so badly" He winced in pain.
"Dang set him so sorry" Alice was at our side in an instant.
*Hour later*
Seth ended up taking another shower. This time with our help I was told to stand outside as they tried to put him in the bathtub. We were waiting for him to call our name.
"Nessie I feel bad now" Rosalie said.
I took her hand "I too doll" I said mocking her. She glared at me and the gang and I laughed except her.
"You know what we need at a time like this." Alice said while on Bella's lap.
"What doll"
"Slumber party"
"Man…we haven't had one of those in like… a year?" Bella smiled.
"Wow Bella" Alice giggled
"What?" she said
"We haven't had one of those in like what…a year" she mocked.
"Shut up"
"Make me"
"GUYS" me and Rosalie yelled
"UMM…BELLA?" Seth yelled form downstairs.
The girls all got up except for me. Apparently it's too inappropriate. As my um I guess new mothers say.
I went upstairs to the secret door were nobody new about except me. I know it sounds weird from me just saying 'secret door' but it really was secret. I was a way to get up to the roof. For me to just think. I sat down next to the chimney and just closed my eyes and go with the wind. Then I let my song slip through my lips. A song I did when the girls and I first started the band,
Hey, yeah
I used to think
Being like you
Was the key to having everything
Every dream come true
I used to think
Following the crowd
Was the only thing that I could do
Until I found out
I'm OK
Sometimes you have to do your own thing
every winter turns to spring
and everybody's got their own wings
The little girl you knew
The one who never stood up to you
Who kept her silence to long
Well she's gone with the wind
and now I'm standing my ground
and who I am and for that I'm proud
and the girl that you knew
Well she's gone with the wind
She's gone, she's gone
gone she's gone
She's gone she's gone
Gone she's gone
she's gone she's gone
gone she's gone
yea she's gone with the wind
I opened my eyes back up and that song always reminded me of my dad. I wrote it because I though that one day I would get the guts to stand up to him and say that little girl that you knew is gone. You know just stand up to him and say I'm not taking it anymore and when I was done I'd just escape and be gone with the wind, But for now I song the song because I felt the wind blowing at me. The breeze just felt nice.
"Nessie" I heard Bella yell. Dang I forgot. I climbed down the roof onto the table as light as a feather and came in the back door. Years of practice and I finally aced the drop. I didn't care though I just wanted to see my Seth.
"Oh there you are. Alice is calling some of our friends over and Seth said he was cool with the whole slumber party idea." Bella said walking me to the living room.
That's when I saw him. My Seth already in his P'Js sitting on the couch listening the girl's conversation. I ran to him and gently hugged him and fell into his chest.
"Forgive me Seth I'm so sorry. I promise I won-"he cut me off.
"Whoa nessie babe relax I'm not made at you. I kind of wanted to but it's impossible" he laughed at the end.
"It nice to see you laugh again" I smiled.
He blushed "Yeah it is nice"
"Aw" the girls said in unison. I blushed and got back up.
"Um...I know this might sound weird especially for the accident that just happened but is it okay if I invite some friends over too.
"Sure" Alice piped in
"Yeah I guess it's cool" Rosalie smiled.
"Guys what do you think paparazzi will say when they find out about this" I said.
"Dang nessie's right" Bella said.
"Aint that the truth" Rosalie said.
"Well I know this might hurt you Seth but…did your father or brother ...um...did you hear them ever develop some cover story. We have to remember…Dang this is messed up" Alice said putting her hand on her chin as if she was bored but when she did that it always meant she was thinking.
"I guess we would just finally confess that me and nessie are dating and we thought it be pretty cool to spend some time well…Loads of time with each other" Seth suggested.
Bella gave him a smile "I like the way you think little man"
"I'm not little" He snapped.
Bella still looked impressed "I like your attitude" She gave out a knuckle touch. He hesitated for a while and eventually shrugged smiled and fisted Bella's knuckle.
"I can tell you guys are going to become really good friends" Alice said getting out her cell phone and calling them to come to the slumber party.
"Um…Nessie do you mind coming with me to call?" he trialed off and I smiled.
"I don't mind at all" and I took he's hand and helped him up. And helped him down the stairs to is bedroom.
"OKAY GUYS BE READY IN LIKE 10 MINUTES BECAUSE WE HEADING OUT TO GET THE SNACKS" Bella yelled.
"Kay" we yelled back.
Seth smiled at me "I like them"
I snorted "really…whose your favorite?" I smiled.
"Surprisingly Bella. She's so tough but yet really nice. It's like she a Pretty girl but you can tell she has a pretty side and a tough side."
"I thought I was the only one who thought that" I said jumping on his bed
He got out his cell phone probably about to call those friends he was talking about. "But of course she's not prettier than my angel" he wiggled he eye brows.
I stopped jumping and game down to him "Awe you think I'm pretty?" I said bashing my eyes.
"No" What? I frowned at him and stepped away.
"I think you breathtakingly beautiful" He smiled and got up. He walked closer to me and brought his hand to my waist and pulled me closer to him. I leaned my head to he's chest and he lay he's head on mine.
"I'm so glad I'm here with you. I have to say that I don't think I would have it any other way"
"Just me and you?" he leant down and kissed me. I smiled up at him.
"Forever"
"ALRIGHT TIME TO GO" the girls screamed from upstairs.
"Coming" I yelled back.
Seth smiled dorkely at me and I pecked him on the nose.
"Come on lets go"
"Can you peck me on the nose more often" he wiggled he eyebrows at me.
I snorted as I helped him up the steps "Shut up"
Seth:
I simply hear my dear friend Michael Jackson saying "The way you make me feel"
Ah she's like paradise to me.
Bella:
"Okay Rosalie we need the Rainbow marshmallows and the regular big ones."
"Nessie and Seth you in charge of Candy and be sure to get the Hershey bars"
"I'll get the chips"
"And little pixie of ours?" Alice was too busy dancing to her IPod and the gang and I laughed. She was too cute.
"Um…" I yelled and she turned around and blushed when she saw us laughing.
"Shut up" She said
"OMG MOM ITS ALICE BRANDON."
"KATLYNN I THINK WE DIES AND WENT TO CELEBRATY HEAVEN" These groups of friends came up and asked for Alice's autograph. I'm guessing the tall one was Katelyn.
"Hi um who do I make this out to?" she smiled.
"Wait first off I just have to say that me and my best friends here love you and admire you so much and were your number #1 fans for life. We love you so much and just worshiped your song fearless. And can you make this out to me. Actually all of us that's Vicky, Pat, Joan, and Katelyn" Dang they must really love Alice. Alice found it rather funny how fast they were talking.
"Here you go ladies. Stay beautiful"
"OMG she said stay beautiful" The pat kid said.
"I know it's so cool. We will thank you so much." They said and ran off.
Alice turned back to us "I love the smell of fans in the afternoon always makes my day." She smiled.
"Doesn't it always" Seth commented.
"Alright as I was saying Alice you in church of the drinks…UN alcohol please" I smiled.
She snorted "Why yes mother" And she gave me a fishy face and bowed down which caused all of us to all to fall into hysterics. But I couldn't help shake the feeling that somebody was watching us, Looked behind Seth to find a women looking terribly pained and turned the other way and run out the door.
"Umm doesn't anybody know that women?" They looked my way and Seth staggered back a little.
"She looked kind of familiar…She looked like…nah it couldn't be. I mean she's on the other side of town" HE murmured that last statement to himself.
"You know you her doll" Rosalie asked looking concern.
He shoo his head absolutely sure "No…Don't know her"
"Ok well everybody battle Stations"
"Lets do it" Nessie song like an opera and Seth smiled at her and whispered something in her hear that I sworn said something like "You're so adorable" Whatever he said he earned a light kick in the but my nessie and she smiled up at him. I didn't realize Alice was gone but Rosalie was still there looking at me and nessie back and forth.
"You okay" she asked concerned.
"Yeah…It's just that…it wouldn't kill if once in a while I had someone tell me that I'm beautiful and…look at me like that "Rosalie knew exactly what I was talking about and smiled at me.
"Your beautiful doll"
I smiled "Thanks my Gay blonde"
"No problem. Hey don't let that get to you today's a good day don't get upset"
"I won't"
"Good" She came over and hugged me.
"Gay kiss?" I looked around.
"Fine Gay kiss" She pecked me on the lips and I smiled.
"Thanks doll"
"Don't mention it doll" She smiled and left me…and I patted her on the Butt. The things I do for my friends. Man I love them.
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The girls have a slumber party and surprised guest of Edward, Jasper, Emmett and Jacob.
But wait why is Jacob acting weird around Nessie and Alice is extremely upset with jasper and have no idea why the hell the Cullen's are at her house. Why are the Cullen's there? Who fell first Emmet or Rosalie or are they still not cool?
Find out in the next chapter
PS YES I DID WRITE THAT PEOM WITH NESSIE AND SETH