Okay. Again. NO FREAKIN IDEA WHAT I'M WRITING. Don't harass me people. Its just I have no idea how to lead up to it. Its sad isn't it?
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Previously:
I felt tears threaten.
And I let them go free.
Chapter seven: Voices
Jace's POV
The words kept replaying in my head. It almost caused me to kill Isabelle. But even if I did kill her. She'd be dead and whatever was possessing her would still be free. And Izzy would be dead.
The words. They hurt.
The monster. The bastard. Kept talking to me through my head. And I was not able to determine if it was a man or woman. Demon or Shadowhunter.
I shall take her. I shall kill her. I shall rip her to shreds. I am stronger than you boy whom carries the Angel's blood within your veins.
You cannot protect her. You cannot protect her because you are mentally and physically weak. You cannot win.
You cannot protect the one you love most.
You cannot save her.
I will kill her.
I will kill your Clarissa Fairchild.
And soon.
And then Clary drew the Paralyze and Out rune. And whatever was gone left no trace to what it was.
But the words. They kept replaying in my head. Over and over.
I couldn't save her.
I couldn't save my Clary.
She'd die.
And then Vivian walked in.
She was a fucking whore.
Such was such a slut it was disgusting.
And the whore was in love with me.
Talk about complicated.
Clary jumped out of my arms but I didn't want her to. I wanted to hold her and keep her from danger. It wasn't fair! Shit. Dammit. Fuck. It just wasn't fucking fair! What did she have to fucking die? Why my Clary.
Oh, God. I swear on the Angel Raziel that I'll kill him. Oh, I'll kill that bastard.
I looked at Clary as she looked at Vivian. I was aware of her stare. But I didn't give a shit. No, I didn't give a fucking shit.
" Are we still going to Taki's?" She asked. WTF?! Did she even see Isabelle? Did she?
I sighed trying not to show my annoyance, " I don't know Vivian." I paused trying hard not to retort something really mean, " I really don't know." I gave Clary my hand to help her up. She took it.
Clary turned toward me, " Why don't we just go? I mean, Izzy's probably fine with Simon."
What the fuck?
"Simon?" Vivian asked.
" My friend." Clary answered.
" Oh." Vivian replied nodding her head.
Clary looked at me with her beautiful big emerald eyes. " Let's go Jace." She whispered.
I couldn't let anything happen to her. I just...couldn't.
I just looked at her. I felt my brow furrow. I looked down but then my gaze rested on hers. I smiled sadly.
I couldn't let anything happen to her. Not now. Not ever.
I caressed her cheek with my hand. " I love you Clary." I said softly.
" I love you too Jace." Oh what those words did to me.
My lips brushed hers. Just a bit. I closed my eyes and rested my forehead against her's. I sighed.
This was going to be fucking hard. Keeping Clary safe while her not knowing anything.
I pulled away, " Oh, god, Clary. I don't want you to go through this." She had no idea what was going on. No idea whatsoever.
" What do you mean?" She whispered.
I reached my hand to caress her cheek but I didn't. I couldn't. It was like if I caressed her cheek she would break because of fragility. I'm so sorry Clary. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I tried to tell her with my eyes. I closed them and let my forehead touch hers.
You cannot protect her. You cannot protect her because you are mentally and physically weak. You cannot win.
You cannot save her.
I will kill her.
And soon.
The words. They were so harsh.
I heard Vivian sob quietly. I didn't care though.
I just didn't care.
The next thing I heard was Clary sobbing quietly. My eyes snapped open immediately. I wiped away the tears that seemed to refuse to stop.
She opened her eyes slowly. And smiled sadly.
Why was she sad? She shouldn't be sad.
Even if she was in danger.
She stepped back and bit her lip. I didn't grab her and crush her to my side. I let her have her space. But I knew that she knew I was hating every moment of us not together. Not holding her.
She opened her mouth to say something but her body had a spasm. She crumpled to the floor.
Her body jerking in inhuman positions.
Then she went into unconsciousness.
The demon's poison was working.
Whoa! Never expected that now did ya?!!?!?!?! Lmao. Okay now I didn't even expected that either I just went with the flow. Lmao.
Yeah okay so who feels bad for Vivian? I know I do...er – never mind. 'Cuz I know whats coming and your not gonna feel bad for her then
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P.S. - TWO FREAKING CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY!! come on how awesome am I??!?!?!?!?