Chapter 6

(GPOV)

Zim came! I was so surprised! Considering I'd just been there, 'n' all. But he just wants to talk to my stupid brother. Pugh. He did smile and wink at me on his way upstairs though! That made me really happy!

I still can't get my head around what he told me at his base, though. At least he doen't love Tak anymore. That's good! But she loves him... Well I guess that's just too bad; he's mine, bitch! If she wants him, she's gonna have to get through me first!

(TPOV)

Why did I say that? Argh! Now he'll never take me back... He loves Gaz now. I sighed.

"MiMi?" I called. She ran over to me obidiently. "Put these up in Zim's and Gaz's houses. One in each room. Make sure you're not noticed." I handed her some tiny spy cameras, though obviously much more advanced than the ones Dib tried to use in my base once. They were small enough to fit into any tiny space without being noticed, and advanced enough to get clear footage, even at night. MiMi nodded and instantly became a cat, then set off on her mission. "I really should get her a voice chip installed." I said aloud to myself. "It would be useful." I went down to my lab to fetch one. I would install when she got back.

(ZPOV)

I sat down on the Dib-human's bed. I noted that it was amazingly soft, much, much better than the one I had at my base. Then again, I didn't really need a good bed since I never used it, but I wasn't going to let Dib have something I didn't. I made a mental note to upgrade it once I got back to the base.

"So Zim, what did you need to talk about?" Dib asked. I cringed and flushed blue.

"Um... You know when you kissed me earlier?" I mumbled, embarrassed. Now it was Dib's turn to be embarrassed. He flushed red all over, from head to toe.

"Y-y-yes?"

I grimaced. I hated talking about things like this.

"Why did you kiss me?" I said, dangerously quiet. He stayed silent. I got up and pinned himto the wall, my hand clamped againt his throat.

"Don't you ever do that to me again, you little shit. If you try anything like that again, I will fucking kill you. Do you understand?" He nodded silently, a tear rolling down his cheek. I let go, disgusted.

"I'm leaving." I announced, and spat at him.

I went downstairs and was just about to leave when Gaz grabbed my arm and stopped me.

"Z-Z-Zim...?" She asked quietly. I sighed.

"Yeah?"

"D-d-do you think I could s-stay round yours tonight? It's just me and Dib were arguing earlier and I can't stant to be around him tonight. I won't be any trouble, I swear!" she begged.

"...Ok. Do you need to bring anything?"

She nodded, let go and darted upstairs. A few minutes later she returned, holding a small bag.

"Come on then. I took the cruiser, so get in." I told her, closing the front door. I got in too, and set off.

(DPOV)

I stayed where I was, frozen to the wall.

"He... he hates me..." I said to myself. Somehow it sounded much worse saying it out loud. A tear escaped from the corner of my eye. Then another... and another. Suddenly I fell to the ground, hands over my face, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Why Zim? I love you so fucking much! WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME BACK? YOU STUPID BASTARD! YOU ONLY LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR STUPID SHIT-HEADED TALLEST! WHAT'VE THEY EVER DONE FOR YOU?" I screamed, not caring who heard. I was all alone, anyway. Without really registering what I was doing, I walked into the bathroom and grabbed a razor. I slid it over my wrists, once, twice, three times. I felt a dull pain and smiled to myself. The blood flowed out, spilling onto the floor. I didn't care. Life wasn't worth living without Zim. He was my everything. Eventually I put the razor back and lay down on my bed. I was still bleeding quite a lot but I was too distraught to care. I cried myself to sleep, and welcomed the darkness. At least then Zim would be there in my dreams.

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