James slowly turned to look at Sirius. "Why do I feel like I've learned more about you and Moony's relationship today than I ever wanted to know?"
"That's because we have, mate." Wormtail shuffled his foot across the floor, wishing he could forget most he'd learned that day.
"I'm sor-" Sirius began, but was abruptly cut off.
"So Siri… does this mean that I'm just going to lust after you until we have sex? We could just solve the problem…" Remus giggled, nudging him.
The boy who was nudged turned a deep crimson, and looked like he was going to be sick. Trying to coax the aching feeling away from his groin, he cleared is throat. "Um… Rem, I think we should talk about this later. In private. Okay?"
"Then let's go now!" Remus tugged on his robe sleeve and began to pull him out of the library.
Lily waved. "Have fun solving your… problems."
Sirius' frustrated look didn't fade, even as they entered the common room. "Is this better, Siri?"
"Let's go upstairs." Mentally, he hoped that their dormitory would be empty so that they could talk. Remus anxiously pulled him up the stairs, into the room, and over to his bed.
"Are we okay now?" Sirius gulped and nodded. The lycan grabbed him by his tie and meshed their lips together. His fingers stealthily moved up his tie and loosened it, pulling it off.
"Whoa," Sirius said, pushing away. "I said we need to talk, not make out."
"But Siri… I want you!" he whined. "Please!"
"Remus!" Sirius pushed him away and stood up, putting space between them. "You're in heat. This is lust, not love. If you really wanted this, we could consider it. After a discussion."
After the words left Sirius' lips, all the cuteness seemed to drop from the wolf's face. "Sirius," he growled. "I guess you don't understand. I don't just want you, I need you. Down to my very core, I have a primal, animalistic need for you." He walked up and pushed Sirius against the nearest wall so he was facing it. The lycan grabbed one of the black-haired boy's hands and put it between his legs. "Can you feel that Siri? That's how bad I want you." He took a deep breath. "I can smell you. Hear your voice. See those little hints of skin," he lightly fingered the tan flash that showed where Sirius' shirt wasn't quite buttoned all the way. "And I want it. I want you."
Sirius attempted to slow his breathing, but was unsuccessful as the boy holding him to the wall massaged his hard on through his jeans. Remus pushed his entire body against him, using it to hold him to the wall and used his free hand pull on his collar, revealing more of Sirius' shoulder. His lips brushed across it and Sirius moaned, attempting to pull away. Remus bit where he had kissed and began to suck on the sensitive skin there, causing Sirius to whimper and whisper, "Oh Merlin, Rem… that feels so good…"
Suddenly the door burst open and James walked in. "I- uh… oh. Sorry guys." He turned to leave.
"Jamie, wait! Please!" Sirius cried out.
"What?" he said, without turning around.
"Get out!" Remus snarled.
"NO!" Sirius yelled. "I'm stuck, James! Help get him off m-"
"Sirius, shut up," the wolf muttered to him in a low, dangerous voice.
James walked over, and pulled Remus away gently. "You are really not yourself, mate."
Remus jerked away from him, angrily. "Shut the fuck up James, I'm not in the mood to hear your stupid voice."
"Whoa," James replied, putting his hands up. "Didn't mean to strike a nerve."
"I'm going to bed," Remus replied, furious. He slumped over to his bed and took off his robes, shirt, and tie and climbed into bed. He jerked the curtains closed.
Both the other boys silently made their way to their own beds. Sirius laid down and closed his eyes. He soon heard the familiar sound of James' snoring, soon followed by the door opening and Peter and Frank whispering quietly as the climbed into bed. Another ten minutes or so went by, and he heard silence aside from the quiet sounds of sleep. It wasn't until he heard an unfamiliar sound that he sat back up.
Someone was crying.
He quietly stood up and walked the few feet to Remus' bed and closed curtains. As he suspected, that was where the sobbing was coming from. "Rem?" he whispered.
There was a sniffle and a sigh.
"Rem, please?" He reached out and began to pull the curtain which was immediately yanked closed by the boy inside. "Remus… babe, I'm begging you!" The tension on the curtain loosened. He pushed his way through and sat on the edge of the bed, reclosing the curtains. "What's wrong?"
There was another sniffle. "You don't want me." The sentence was simple, quiet, and followed by another sob.
"Remus Lupin, what the hell are you talking about?" he demanded.
"I… I keep trying and y-you… don't want m-me!" his shoulder shook as he stumbled through his words.
Sirius immediately crawled over curled up next to the lycan. "Oh, baby, that's not true! I do want you!"
"No, you don't!"
"Remus, yes I d-," he stopped, mid sentence. "I'll prove it." Instantly, his lips moved to Remus' neck and down to his shoulder. He pulled the wolf off his side, onto his back and crawled on top of him. Their lips connected and Sirius ground his hips into Remus'. He moved his lips, leaving a trail of kisses down the boy's chest and kissed the skin just above the waistband of his trousers, then reached for the button. He pulled the pants down his hips, along with his boxers. He glanced up at Remus, a lustful look in his eye, and wrapped his mouth around the lycan's erection without hesitation.
Remus gasped and moaned loudly, causing Sirius to immediately throw a hand over his mouth. He used his other hand to steady the boy's hips as he took more of him into his mouth, sucking almost harshly. He felt Remus' muscles begin to contract as he exploded in Sirius' mouth. "Mmm," he moaned when the lycan was finished. "I do want you, Remus. Do you understand that now?" He took Rem's pants completely off and pulled his boxers back up. "Go to sleep, babe."
