I invite Christian in. As soon as he is in he says, "Ready to go Buffy?"
"Ready as I'll ever be Sparky." I reply back. He then takes my arm in his and says, "Well off we go my lady." I then replied back with "Why, thank you kind sir." After a short 15 minute walk and short talk between us we finally arrive at the club. When we arm in arm into the club I immediately feel jealousy through the bond. I turn my head to see Lissa with a pissed off look at mine and Christian's arms. But as soon as I saw it, it disappeared. I can't believe she thinks I would that to her. I look around to see the whole gang there, including my parents and the scar face bitched named Tasha. Speaking of the devil she is all over my man Dimitri. "No Rose. He's not your man anymore. Remember, love fades mine has?" I say to myself. The whole time I try not to stare at him. But I know even though my back is turned on him he is staring at me. Just like he used to all the time back at the academy not so long ago. And as soon as I quickly turn to meet his gazing eyes his damn guardian mask slips into place. Arggg. Well whatever I ain't gonna let him ruin my good mood. I actually strike up a conversation with Lissa like old times. But then I excuse myself to "go to the bathroom." Little does everyone know I'm going to sign up to sing a song tonight to Dimitri. No one really know that I can sing. Lissa is the only one that does. And as soon as I excused myself I felt through the bond that she knows what I am about to do. As soon as I get back, the DJ says into the mic, "alright everyone, we have a new singer tonight. She goes by the name of Rose Hathaway. She is very beautiful and talented so everyone ive it up for Rose!" as soon as he said that I got up and looked back to the gang. They all looked shock except for Liss, her eyes shined with pride and happiness because she knew what I was doing. I made my way up to the stage and said into the mic, " Alright everyone, I'm Rose and I will be singing a song to my ex lover. He is here tonight and you know who you are. This is for you." After saying this I looked at Dimitri and hoped to see something in his eys, but his mask was in place. Just then the beat started to the song I specifically picked out for him.
When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,
I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,
But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,
Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When will I see you again?
The whole time I am singing this song I had my eyes locked on Dimitri. He let a whole whirl of emotions pass through his beautiful chocolate brown eyes. Love, regret, sadness, guilt and many more. I then announce I was going to sing one more song. The beat of the next song came pouring out of the speakers.
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Guess I didn't know you
'Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
'Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life (in my life, in my life), baby
[Chorus]
Baby!
[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back, baby, please, 'cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better.
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
After singing my two songs the crowd broke out into an applause. Everyone was surprised of how good of a voice I had. After I went off stage I told everyone I was goin outside to clear my head. As soon as I stepped outside tears started falling from my eyes. I knew Dimitri didn't love me, and I knew that we would never ave anything anymore. But did he have to act like he was so disgusted to look at me? Or atleast be friends? I wasn't outside for two minutes before I heard someone approach me. I smelt him before I saw him. I felt him approach I knew it was him. We just knew each other that well. He just stood there and I turned around so he could see all the hurt in my eyes. I started to open my mouth to speak but he just pulled me into his warm embrace and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. This type of kiss was earth shattering made the planets align kind of kiss. At first I was too shocked to react put then I soon melted into the kiss. After a few mintues he pulled back. We we're both panting for more air. He started to speak, "Rose, I know what I said was rong and stupid. I know that you were the one who saved me. But I just felt so guilty for everything I did in Siberia. I couldn't look at you without feeling disgusted at myself for what I have done to you. So I lied and said I didn't love you. And that was the biggest most stupidest mistake I have ver made in my life. I was stupid to let you go. But now all I can ask is for you to take me back and forgive me?'
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. I just sat there and he must of took it the wrong because he started to say something but I silenced him with a kiss. As soon as I pulled back I said, "Dimitri, I forgave you the moment you turned back into a dhampir. What hurt more was the rejection you gave me. But I forgive you for that. You know why? Because I love you. Simple as that. And whatever you do or anyone else for that matter can't stop me from loving you. Dimitri, you are my rock, my heart, my soul, my very being. I forgive you. And I love you." I didn't even reliaze it but by the time I was done I was crying. He just wipped my tears away and pulled e too him. And then I felt something wet fall on my head that was when I realized he was crying too. We just sat there holding each other, crying, touvhing each other, kissing. We couldn't get enough. We eventually pulled back and I said, " I think we better go back in, comrade or they'll think we went missing or something." So we walked hand in hand back into the club. High off of eachother.