Hey guys! Sorry I took forever! Please forgive me. School's been Crazy! It's hard to find time. But winter break is soon and I never have a life because I'm always snowed in at my out-in-the-middle-of-nowhere house. Well here's Chapter thirteen. It's not my best but yeah. READ, ENJOY, and REVIEW! :D
And anyone else find tonight's episode like weird. I don't think it's their best. I loved Eli and Clare's hammock scene that was adorable. And like when Eli was like "Stop making me look bad" It was just an episode that had it's moments. Also I totally called Jenna was faking! XD But I'm still laughing from the coming in 2011 Drew High! That's going to be the greatest. Well sorry for the rant. Here's the chapter.
[Author Note: Its been a few days on her vacation to Victoria. And italics are Clare's dream]
Clare was cuddling with Eli. Her head resting against his chest. He kept saying cute cheesy things that made her chuckle. They started to kiss, intensifying every second. And the setting of in the back of Morty magically changed to a green meadow with a waterfall behind them. Just like you see in fairy tales. Articles of clothing came off one-by-one. She kissed his neck as he continued to say "I love you Clare" Until a familiar voice chuckled that wasn't Eli's, "The greatest of pay back." She snapped up to see her amazingly sexy boyfriend had changed to Fitz. Her fairy tale and changed to a dark hell. Every thing in black and gray. Wilted burnt trees and solid black ground. She tried to get off the evil naked bastard. But he had her pinned to the ground, straddling her hips. His face contrasted so his eyes were just black shadows. Clare screamed but her voice was gone. Fitz face furiously flew to hers.
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Clare jumped from her bed with fear in her eyes. She was shaking as she struggled to turn on the lamp on the nightstand next to her. Once it was on, she blinked a few times to regain her sight. The most terrifying of the dreams she's had every night since the night Fitz attempted to rape her. She was sweating and face was wet from tears. She grasped at her chest gasping for breath. She calmed down slightly, but was still crying. She picked her laptop off the desk and opened it drawing up video chat. She continually clicked on Eli's picture.
Eli, crashed on his bed lying on his stomach, without a shirt and in his boxers. A continuous beep woke him. He got up slowly reaching for his laptop on the floor in the dark. He set it on his lap and opened it. Clare's picture on the video chat flashed signifying she wants to connect with him. He accepted yawning as soon as the video chat started.
Clare saw on her screen was a black background and Eli's tired face tinted blue from the monitor being his only light. Clare stayed silent, afraid to speak.
"Hey. Clare. What's up?" He said with tired words as he wiped his eyes.
"I'm sorry. Did I wake you? Stupid time change." Clare replied.
"Nah. It's cool. I gatta wake up in, less than two hours anyway." He yawned again. "But what are you doing up? Its got to be like two-thirty in the morning there."
"Eli. We need to talk." Clare tried to hold back her tears.
"Okay. Shoot." Was all he said.
"I can't do this anymore?" She looked down.
"Do what?" That caught Eli's attention.
"These nightmares are too much." She sniffled.
"Huh? What nightmares? Clare what's wrong?"
"Ever since" -tear- "that night."
Eli immediately knew what she was talking about. "Clare. Why didn't you tell me? I asked you a million times to tell me if something was wrong! And you promised you talk to me."
"I Can't." she took a breath. "not anymore."
"Why? I love you Clare and will always be there for you."
"I'm sorry Eli. But-" She choked. "We need to break up."
Eli was speechless. "But-"
"All of this happened when you came into my life. I can't handle it anymore." Her tears ran like rivers.
Eli couldn't even look at her. "I understand."
"Bye." Clare said and shut her laptop when he wouldn't reply. She hugged her legs bawling into her knees. Heaving every few seconds from her crying.
Eli stared at his screensaver. A picture of him and Clare when she first came to dinner at his house. Clare smiling, leaning into Eli's shoulder, but Eli with a funny annoyed face. "AGH!" He screamed and chucked his laptop across the room. He buried his face into his palms in tears. Every muscle was flexed in uncontrollable anger and tortured sorrow.
DON'T KILL ME! It had to happen. I'm sorry. But it just did. You will understand later if you REVIEW! I will update when I get enough and more reviews that I want. I'm not telling you how many I want so that just means you will just have to keep reviewing. I'm again sorry but it will all make sense later, I promise! :*(^_^) ~Eli
