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Daryl and Jillian ate together and talked quietly. He was wearing one of his shirts that he knew she loved. It was a grey button down with the sleeves cut out. He had cut almost all the sleeves out of his shirts because he hunted so much and got hot. He was wearing dark grey, cargo pants while she was wearing faded jeans and a pink flannel shirt with the sleeves pushed up to her elbows. It was tight and hugged her figure. She had the first few buttons undone so he could see her cleavage. He was sitting with his legs spread out and sloughing slightly.

" So you're really jealous of Shane?" She asked.

" He checks you out." Daryl said. She looked at him and laughed.

" He does not." She said.

" He does so. Looks at your ass every time your back is turned." Daryl said. She looked away and down at her sandwich.

" And you don't?" She asked.

" Oh no, I do." He said quickly, making her look at him again. " I do, never denied that. You have an amazing ass." She laughed. He smiled as he looked at her. " You do. Always loved your ass."

" Wow, Dixon, you know how to compliment a girl." She said as she looked back at her sandwich.

" What?" He asked. She shook her head and took a bite. He laughed and looked away from her. "You do, just saying."

" Was that the first thing you noticed about me?" She asked.

" No. You eyes sold me. I always loved your eyes, they sparkle and every thing you feel goes through your eyes." He said. They fell into a comfortable silence then. He poured them the lemonade that he brought and they finished up their lunch.

After lunch, Daryl laid back on the blanket, linking his ankles together. He pulled her down to him so she was laying with her head on his stomach. He had one arm under his head and he was running his other hand through her hair while he looked down at her. She was staring at the sky, pointing out clouds and saying that they looked like.

" Look! That one looks like you with your cross bow!" She said excitedly. He looked to where she was pointing.

" It does not!" He said as he started to laugh.

" Yes it does!" She got up and moved so she could put her head next to his. " You aren't looking at the right one." She grabbed his hand and made it point at the cloud she was looking at. " There is your arm, then your body and your other arm. That little cloud beside you looks like your cross bow." He interlaced their fingers then put their hands down.

" You're seeing things, babe." He said.

" You're crazy! It does look like you." She said. " Maybe you aren't looking at the right one." She let go of his hand and turned onto her side. She took a hold of his chin and turned his head. She moved her head close to his and looked into the sky then back at him. " Do you see it now?" She asked.

" Yeah, babe, I do." He said softly as he brought a hand to the back of her neck.

He pulled her head down to him and raised his head at the same time. He tilted his head a second before his lips meant hers. Her hand loosen on his chin and slide down to his chest. He took his arm out from behind his head and put it around her waist as they made out slowly. She let herself come down on top of him slowly as their tongues twisted around each other.

He moved up and gently turned them over so he was half on top of her. Her hands moved down his chest to his waist line. She moved them inside his shirt to his bare stomach. She ran them slowing up to his chest, letting her fingers pull lightly against the hair she found there. He didn't have a lot, never had, it was mostly just down the center of his chest but she had always loved to play with it.

Daryl groaned and came fully on top of her then. He pushed himself against her hips as he ran his hands through her hair. They started moving against each other, mimicking sex. He teased her with his tongue, bring it into her mouth then taking it back out, making her chase it with her tongue. He hadn't meant to kiss her, had wanted to keep things slow between them but he couldn't resist her.

He broke their kissing and started moving his lips down her jawline to her neck. She moaned softly as she arched her back. He moved one hand to her thigh and squeezed it tightly as he sucked on her skin. Her hands came to his head then and she ran her hands up and down the back of his head and neck. His other hand moved to her stomach and started inching up under her shirt. He was going slow, not wanting to scare her and testing to see how far she let him take it.

He placed sucking kisses around her neck, moving from one side to the other then back again. His hand continued up her shirt until he reached her bra. Daryl pulled it down slightly and rubbing his rough fingers across her nipple before bring his mouth back to hers. He had always loved kissing her. He loved how she tasted and how she responded to his touch and to his mouth.

" I want to be with you." He groaned. Her eyes fluttered opened and they locked eyes. He pulled away to gaze at her. He ran a hand through her hair. " I ain't stopped thinking about you since that day. I can't change things but I want to try and make them right."

" I don't know what to say." She said softly.

" Do you want to be with me?" He asked.

" Of course I do but you broke my heart, broke me. I can't just let that go." She said.

" I get that." Daryl said as he let his finger tips slip across her cheek. He watched as he started lightly rubbing her neck up and down. " I do." His voice was low. His fingers slid across her bust line then across her collarbone. He meant her eyes again. " I can wait til you trust me again, til you let it go." Her eyes went shut as she took a shaky breath.

" I can't think when you touch me like that." She said. He smiled and lean down. He sucked in the skin on her collarbone. She whimpered softly. " Dixon..." He released her skin slowly before he looked at her. He tilted his head and they started kissing again. They made out for a few minutes before he pulled away.

" If I don't stop kissing you, I ain't gonna be able to til I'm inside of you and we ain't there yet." Daryl said. He pulled away to sit up on his knees. He placed his hands on his hips and took a few deep breaths. Her legs were on either side of his.

" Wow, self control coming from Daryl Dixon, that's a change." She said. He smiled and ran a hand through his hair.

" Yeah, well, sometimes you need it." He said. She propped herself up on her elbows and smiled.

" You need a few minutes?" She asked.

" Yeah, I kind of do. You get me really hard when we kiss." Jillian sighed and pulled away from him. She brought her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them.

" So did you freak when you first saw me at the house?" She asked.

" Yeah I did. I was pissed but then I was relieved that you were alive." He asked.