Derek walked out of the scorched home, and down the Stairs. He didn't bother looking up when he herd an engine, figuring it was Jackson.
"Derek we need to talk," Stiles said. Derek jerked his head up not believing his ears. His chest tighten when he looked Stiles up and down. "I have a few questions." Stiles said as he walked over to Derek.
….
Derek hesitated a few seconds before nodded his head.
"Get in the car," was all Derek had to say before Stiles locked his jeep, and made himself comfy in Derek's cameo. For most of the ride the car was silent. Stiles lost most of his nerve, now only looking out the window. He tapped his hand on the door, gazing out at the familiar scenery, knowing where they were heading.
Derek glanced over to Stiles, thinking that next time he looked to the teen that he wouldn't be there.
"Are you sick or something?" Derek asked, snapping Stiles out of his thoughts.
"Wa- what?" He asked with a confused look written all over his face. Derek let out a groan, rolling his eyes, as if nothing had happen.
"You haven't said a word," Derek growled out, looking to the rode.
Stiles smiled, finally looking at Derek, his heart skipped a beat, as he looked at his face. Derek had always had an effect on him. At first it was 'cause Stiles was scared shitless of the mere sight of the wolf, but now it was different. Stiles had an almost a month of no Derek and he found out very quickly, that he did not like it. As well Stiles had been craving for Derek's presence, even for a mere second would have helped! Stiles let out a breath he hadn't noticed he had been holding.
"Sorry? It's just I haven't been feeling like myself. I don't know if it is cause of the whole watching the guy I li-umm know killed his uncle, or the fact Scott has took the initiative to act like the whole thing never happen. Or that I don't like the normal-octy of it all." Stiles moved so he was facing Derek, talking without a breath, "And did you turn Jackson? Never mind I don't care about his life, some much as caring for the people around him like Lydia and Danny, and you…" He said. He said with a smile feeling good that he got all that off his chest. Stiles went back to how he was originally sitting. Derek gripped the staring wheel tightly before shooting stiles a glare.
"I was better off with the silence," He noted before looking back to the rode. 'Wait me?' Derek looked back to Stiles. "Did you actually add me to that list at the end or your rant?" Derek asked more so, to make sure he wasn't just hearing what he wanted to hear. Stiles open his mouth, and shut it a few times before settling on something to say. He nodded his head.
"Yeah I did, cause... …umm, you know I think I'd rather discuses that latter when were not on a rode going past the speed limit cause I'd rather live past this day," Stiles noted, with a slight nerves smile, which Derek never took as a good sign.
"Stiles," HE said in a stressed voice.
"It won't be that long 'cause were almost there," Stiles said pointing to Derek's small house, less than a block away. Derek nodded his head letting it pass for now, knowing he'd soon get answer weather Stiles liked it or not.
Once inside Derek placed the keys on the counter, and then walked into the living room. Stiles followed Derek into the living room sitting down on the spot on the floor, where blankets and pillows littered the floor.
"Wow, well I figured you would of put all this way by now," Stiles said commenting about the mess of blankets and pillows, he had caused last time he was here. Derek shrugged from his spot on the coach.
"Never bothered, besides I like it." Derek stated, leaning his elbows on his knees. Stiles tried to cover his laugh as he thought of Derek curling up like a dog in the spot with a fire roaring.
"Sorry, couldn't help but imaging you using it," Stiles said with a snicker. Derek let out a grunt, looking down at stiles.
"Stiles, back to my question," He said, "Now."
"Umm oh ok," Stiles stumbled over his words not exactly sure what to say. He rubbed the back of his neck, glancing up to Derek. "Before I get to that one, why did you do it?" He asked knowing Derek new what he meant.
"You're a smart kid Stiles. You should be able to figure out why I did it," Derek said with a glint in his eye. Stiles nodded his head.
"For your sister, and cause in truth Scott wouldn't truly want to go without his super human powers" Stiles said the last part with a roll of his eyes. Derek silently agreed with a nod of his head.
"Also um Derek, I wanna say sorry," Stiles said with an apologetic look on his face.
"For?" Derek urged him on, before crossing his arms. Stiles wetted his lips, a very coming trait. That had Derek only looking at his lips, pondering over what they taste like, and what they would feel like if he kissed him.
"For avoiding you I guess," Stiles said as he shrugged, looking over at the fire place that hadn't been lit for some time. Derek raised a brow, feeling that there was more Stiles wasn't telling him.
"And? Stiles speak your mind before I hurt you," Derek said, causing Stiles to flinch and look back at him, Stiles licked his lips once more; most likely a nerves habit.
"Well umm promise not to hurt me if I tell you?" Derek's look didn't change, "Right well, first off I 'm gay," Stiles said glancing a Derek expecting him to hit him for being stupid or something along those lines.
"Figures with you asking guys if they find you attractive, which you really need to stop doing. Now what else?" He asked a little amused that Stiles had told him he was guy. Derek knew how hard it could be for a teenager to tell someone they were gay, not that Derek considered himself gay; no he consider himself to be pansexual, but that's going off the topic.
"Well uh um second is I think I have ah- um," Stiles looked down at his shaking hands; he could feel his face as it started to get flush. Stiles licked his lips, as his throat felt dryer then the Sahara in the middle of a summer drought. Derek let out a sigh rolling his eyes before moving to the 'nest' of blankets and pillows. Derek placed his hand on Stiles should, hoping to get stiles to calm down a bit.
"I promise I won't hurt you if you say something stupid," Derek said patting Stiles shoulder, as Stiles nodded his head. Stiles took in a deep breath, mustering up all the courage he could get before just blurting it all out.
"I think I have a thing for you, I'm I can't stop thinking about you and its' got me all confused!" Stiles said quite fast covering his face with his hands, letting himself fall backwards. He let out a groan, regretting the whole thing now. "God just kill me now," he groaned into his hands, pretty sure Derek herd him.
yeah I finally got this up! woo. ok I am sorry it took me so long. I got side track. ^^; but on a better not I got three pages of MTV's Teen wolf comic done. I hope you like this Chapter. Once more please give me reviews they make me happy and as well make me write faster. If you got any ideas where this story should head in then tell me.