Mature Matthew and Destiny fanfic:
'Chasing Feelings Immensely' continuation of 'Chasing Feelings Initially'...
Part 4:
Destiny and Matthew stared into each others eyes basking in their afterglow. They lay side by side,legs entangled, panting in each others sweat slicked arms. Destiny's head laid on Matthew's arm. His other arm held her close while his fingers played in her ebony braids. The room had the distinctive scent of sex in the air.
Destiny smiled and kissed Matthew softly and slowly. 'OMG I can't believe we just lost our virginity to each other', she thought 'I mean, I didn't even know Matthew felt that way about me. I wonder when that happened...? The first time we kissed he was quick to make it clear that it meant nothing to him. Unless...was this just about him feeling better...? I know I would do anything for Matthew but this meant so much to me & I would be crushed, no devastated, if this was just some sort of release for him. He did say he loved me but we were in the middle of foreplay! He might have just said it in the heat of the moment or worse because he thought it's what I wanted to hear...' A trickle of sweat slid down Destiny's back causing her to shiver.
"Are you cold? I can go grab my sheet", Matthew suggested. He was all wrapped up in his thoughts until he felt her shiver. 'Holy shit WE JUST HAD SEX! TWICE!' was blaring through Matthew's mind, along with a million other questions 'Was I any good? Does she regret it? What does that make Destiny now (just calling her my best friend would be a big fat lie.) I want her to be more, like my girlfriend... but I didn't even tell her how I felt before I jumped on her, literally. Damn what is she thinking? I wish I had telepathy like a comic book character...'
Matthew jumped off of the bed to grab a sheet. As he was walking back to the bed with it he heard his cell ringing. ' Damn could the timing get any worse?', he lamented to himself.
"Hello? Hi Mom, how's Uncle Clint? Uh huh..."
While Matthew was busy on the phone with his back turned, Destiny grabbed her clothes and dashed to the bathroom to get dressed. This is my cue to make a hasty escape before the shit hits the fan.
I can't face Matthew right now. There was no way Matthew meant what he said...is there? I won't get my hopes up, I cant. I've been down that road before with Matthew and that was just me TELLING him that I loved him. It wasn't us having sex & giving our virginity to each other. I think the best thing is to just pretend this didn't happen. Oh man, I have to get out of here & figure this out.
On her way out of the bathroom Destiny grabbed a pen & paper to scrawl a brief note. She ran to the bedroom relieved he was still on the phone with his parents.
Matthew turned around hearing her heels clicking on the hardwood floors. 'Damn why is she dressed? I don't want her to leave.' Matthew covered the phone with his hand causing the sheet he wrapped around his waist to fall. " Wait Des don't go." Des took one look at Matthew's naked body and could feel her face blush bright red. She struggled to peel her eyes up to his face and mouthed, " I have to go. Shaun is waiting." She pointed her thumb towards the door.
Matthew noticed Destiny blush, it was so cute he thought. Even after we were just as intimate as two people can get she's still shy around me.
"Matthew are you still there? Did you hear me? Your Dad and I will be heading back home now", he heard his Mom Nora Buchanan, blare on his speakerphone. Oh crap I must have hit it by accident, he thought as Destiny waved and left. 'Damn' he tried to run out to the hallway but his legs were all tangled up in the sheet on the floor. " Ok, I'll see you," Matthew said hanging up. By the time he reached the living room Destiny was already gone.
Matthew pulled out his phone to text Destiny, ''she probably thought I was saying 'see you' to her'. I really need to talk to her & see if we're okay. With my parents heading back I can't chase after her but ill text her asking her to meet me tomorrow at my locker at lunchtime. We can sneak outta school, go to the Buenos Dias Cafe for lunch & have a picnic in the park. We'll be isolated and .talk & maybe makeout some more, Matthew slyly grinned. 'Player from the Himilayas', I guess Snoop was right about me... I'd better get dressed and straighten up a little before the 'rents return. I wonder if they'll be able to take one look at me and tell that I'm different now?