I didn't sleep, but somehow – the nightmares came anyway.
I am Caliban, they whispered. I could see the mass again, swimming, bright red and eating me alive. My monster genes, my monster blood, saying, My name is Caliban.
I knew that voice. I remembered it from when I was thirteen, and would lie in bed and listen to it and agree with it, and whisper into scary darkness, "Yes, alright, my name is Caliban."
I wasn't quite so obliging these days. "Cal," I ground into my pillow.
Caliban.
"Shut the hell up. I will not be controlled."
But the nightmares only laughed.
