Chapter 4 - unexspected passion

"Um, you can let go of me now," Hikaru mumbled when they stood parked in front of his mansion. The eldest teen looked slightly flustered by the other boy, who clung to him like he was his last chance of survival.

"You drive like a maniac!" Kaoru spat before he, with shaking fingers, released himself from Hikaru's waist. Hikaru had been enjoying the contact at first, but at one point he had been afraid that Kaoru would squeeze his very soul out of his body.

"At least you got the helmet, I am the one who would have gotten hurt," Hikaru laughed. Kaoru pouted from inside the helmet, which he had securely closed and pulled the glass down in front. Hikaru jumped off and reached a hand out toward Kaoru, but the younger teen demonstratively ignored it. Instead Hikaru held the motorcycle so Kaoru could get off, still trembling.

"Did you have to drive that fast?" Kaoru complained, looking relieved when he made contact with the ground, and pulled the helmet over his head. Hikaru couldn't help but stare at his cutely messy strands.

"No, I didn't have to," Hikaru teased and Kaoru scowled at him. The brown-haired teen ruffled his hair before his eyes widened in shock. Hikaru looked confused and followed his eyes, then he chuckled.

"Yeah, this is my house," he grinned, putting his hands in the pockets.

"This is not a house!" Kaoru spat, slamming the helmet into Hikaru's chest, making Hikaru huff and catch it quickly. Kaoru stretched his arms widely as to see if he could embrace it. "This is a hotel, a palace, a castle."

"No, I'm pretty sure that it's my house," Hikaru joked and secretly rubbed his stomach from where Kaoru had hit with the helmet.

"You own this?" Kaoru whispered in a daze. Hikaru felt a pang of happiness by the dreamy look on the other boys face. He wanted to make it happen again, many times.

"Well, my parents do," Hikaru answered, walking with the helmet under his arm as he passed Kaoru, casually hiding a slightly smug smile. "Why don't we go inside before you stare my house into another fire?"

Kaoru seemed to realize at that point that he had been unnecessarily open and as if on cue, he pulled out his cap from his pocket. Puff! And loner-Kaoru was back in place. Hikaru resisted his urge to rip it off, knowing that it wouldn't help.

"My mom is sleeping, so be very quiet," Hikaru told him, pressing a finger to his lips. Kaoru nodded as they began to walk up the stairs to the "main entrance", Kaoru couldn't call it anything else to call it – "door" would just not work.

"Where's your dad?" Kaoru whispered, quietly. Hikaru looked at him in awe.

"Did you just ask me a question, about something personal? Look who's getting out of their shell" Hikaru teased with slight mock-surprise.

"Whatever," Kaoru pouted, immediately looking away in anger. The Hitachiin chuckled.

"I'm kidding, I'm kidding," he said and lifted his hands in apology. "My dad is on a business trip and he won't be back before next month. Speaking of family-"

"No, not speaking of family!" Kaoru suddenly spat, looking up shocked and Hikaru's hand stopped on the door handle.

"What?" Hikaru asked, furrowing his eyebrows. Kaoru stared at him for a second, his eyes flickering slightly before he looked down again.

"W-well, I don't like to talk about my family, but- I like hearing about others," he whispered, clearly embarrassed. Hikaru's eyes softened, the boy in front of him just looked so cute - it should be illegal. "Are you going to open the damn door or not?" Kaoru snarled, flushing under the cap.

Hikaru smiled softly and opened it. "You know," he began, making Kaoru side-glance at him from under the cap. "My mother have tried to get the door painted for a while," Kaoru furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "She gets really frustrated when things are not neat and perfect. She's a fashion designer, you see. She loves making things perfect, down to every detail, and she notice small things."

Kaoru scratched his cheek and followed Hikaru inside. "She sounds like a person that knows what she wants."

"She is," Hikaru grinned and did something that surprised both of the boys. He took Kaoru's hand, leading him toward the stair to the second floor. At first Kaoru tensed, stretching his fingers under Hikaru's hold, but after a while he closed his hand around the other boys too. Both teens couldn't help but wonder how right that felt.

"Um, where should I sleep?" Kaoru whispered, almost inaudible as he was pulled along.

"We have a nice guest room," Hikaru murmured quietly, dragging Kaoru down the long halls in quick steps. "You can also sleep on the couch downstairs, it can get pulled out to a pretty huge bed," he stopped by a door and opened it. "There's also my fathers room, it have a large bed too," Kaoru followed Hikaru silently into, what could only be… "And then, there's my room."

"T-this is your room?" Kaoru whispered, looking around while feeling Hikaru's hand clench tighter around his.

"Yes… yes, this is my room," Hikaru said, not looking at Kaoru, focusing his eyes on a spot on the floor. What was he doing? Why had he brought Kaoru here? He was surely not in the mood for a tour. He had to be exhausted. Hell, his house had just burned down, he probably really needed a…

"Can I take a shower?" Kaoru asked, making Hikaru yelp in shock by the unexpected timing.

"U-um, yes," Hikaru stuttered. Gosh, he couldn't even look at the guy at this point, just the thought of Kaoru getting undressed and taking a shower – no he couldn't think about it.

"W-where is the bathroom?" Kaoru mumbled and pulled a little in his hand. Hikaru realized that he was still holding the other boy's hand clenched in his own - he hadn't even noticed at this point - it had just felt so familiar. He quickly released his fingers and took a step away, his back turned to Kaoru, and a hand running through his hair in frustration.

"D-down the hall, the door on the right, there's a… a sign that says "bathroom"," Hikaru shook out and closed his eyes, gaining control. When had he turned into such a pervert? Damn it.

"Um, alright then, can I use your towels?" Kaoru asked and Hikaru heard him backing out quietly.

"Y-yes, and I'll leave some clothes for you… outside the door," Hikaru spat, saying it more to himself than to Kaoru.

"Ooo-kay," Kaoru mumbled, taken aback by his strange change of character. "I'll go now."

'Yes, you do that' Hikaru thought, miserable.


Kaoru let out a sigh of comfort when he stepped out of the shower. It had been long since he had taken a hot bath. He watched the steam float around in the bathroom and wrapped a (outrageous huge, well-scented and soft) towel around himself, almost going into a daze by the comfort.

He quick-stepped to the door and opened it slightly, seeing that Hikaru had left him some clothes on the floor to sleep in. He yanked it inside shyly, closing the door again and pulled it on clumsily. It was much more fitting than he was used too, it was not tight, but it was not the baggy stuff he usually wore. It was basically a black tank top and a pair of sweatpants, but they somehow looked like something from a fashion show, if that was even possible.

He couldn't look in the mirror, because of the fog on the glass, so he just wrapped the towel around his shoulders and walked out.

He shivered when he walked back into room temperature and rubbed his face against the towel to warm up.

"Hikaru, why are you taking a shower this late?" a drowsy voice asked. His whole body tensed and he stopped in the middle of a step. The door next to him had opened and a woman that couldn't be more than in her twenties stood in the door. Her hair was short and slightly curly, the same shade as Hikaru's, he noticed. She looked a lot like him and could only be Hikaru's mother.

"S-sorry, did I wake you?" Kaoru stuttered in a need of words.

"Nah, I have had troubles sleeping anyway, so how did it go?" she asked and stretched her arms over her head.

"How did it go with what?" Kaoru spat, flustered.

"You were visiting a person named, Kaoru, right? How did it go, Hikaru?" she asked, slightly impatient and crossed her arms with a smirk. Kaoru finally understood the situation and looked down embarrassed.

"Um, I don't-" Kaoru began and laughed awkwardly. "I'm not your son, Hikaru is in his room."

"Um, excuse me?" she asked, her mouth turning into a frown.

"I… I am, Kaoru, the one he visited," he whispered and kept his eyes on the floor, but suddenly the woman bolted forward and grabbed his chin. With a gasp his face was lifted and she stared at his face with a shocked expression. He winced slightly by the closeness, but just endured it until she released him.

"Hikaru!" She suddenly yelled through the house, making Kaoru jump a little in shock.

There was a stumbling sound at the end of the hall before the door opened to his room and his head peaked out. Flustered and confused. He had changed into black sweatpants and his shirt were blue, the opposite colors of Kaoru's.

"I thought you were sleeping," Hikaru called back, but stopped in his tracks when he saw his mother holding Kaoru tightly in the shoulder.

"Are you going to explain why this-" she waved a hand up and down Kaoru, "copy of yourself, are taking a shower in my bathroom? Wearing your clothes, looking like you."

"It was your bathroom? I'm sorry," Kaoru mumbled, paralyzed.

"It's not her bathroom, we both use it," Hikaru reassured and gave Kaoru a small smile.

"Don't change the subject," his mother spat annoyed and pointed at Kaoru frantically. "Who is this? Why does he look like you?"

"He's just a boy from my class," Hikaru mumbled and put a hand on Kaoru's shoulder calmly pulling him out of his mother's claws. "His house burned down a few hours ago, and I thought he could live here for a while."

"W-well, of course he can, but…" she said and waved her hair around a little, trying to find the words she was looking for. "C-could you repeat what his name was?"

"Mom." Hikaru said between clenched teeth.

"My name is Kaoru," Kaoru hurried to say, and the lady in front of them seemed to get a heart attack. Making both the boys exchange glances.

"You look like a mirror… oh my god…I – I need to make a call," she breathed out in a daze and staggered toward the stairs. "You guys can go to bed, I'll… I'll talk to you tomorrow."

Hikaru rolled his eyes and turned toward Kaoru with a grin. "I told you she was- holy shit, you do look exactly like me!" he widened his eyes in shock and Kaoru took a step back in uncomfortably. Hikaru stared at Kaoru in awe. His body was beautifully sculptured in the change of clothes, and his face was fully shows (Hikaru was going to burn his cap for sure) and his hair had more color in it too from the shampoo that Hikaru used as well. Hikaru lifted a finger and poked Kaoru's shoulder with a frown.

"What are you doing?" Kaoru sighed and slapped his hand away.

"Checking that you're a human, and not an evil doppelganger android from space," Hikaru explained and gave him a small grin. Kaoru furrowed his eyebrows, but the side of his mouth lifted slightly.

"I would have killed you much sooner," Kaoru told him and crossed his arms.

"True enough. Anyway, where do you want to sleep?" Hikaru asked with a smile. Kaoru shrugged, he really didn't mind at this point, he would be fine with the floor right now; he was exhausted.

"I'll just take a guest room," Kaoru said tiredly and slugged his shoulders. Hikaru nodded, and leaded him around a corner to a sea of doors. "Why am I not surprised by this?"

"What?" Hikaru asked, knowing the answer.

"The endless amounts of doors," Kaoru suggested as an explanation.

"My house where always the preferred place for hide and seek," Hikaru joked and opened the sixth door from the right – Yes, Kaoru counted, in case he had to find the exit on his own.

Kaoru huffed in disbelief when he walked inside. This was a guestroom? This was a freaking guestroom? If Kaoru hadn't been so tired he would have made some snappy comment toward the luxurious place – red long curtains, dobbl- no, triple bed, huge closet and well, just a lot of stuff that belonged in a museum – but as it was, he was exhausted and just bolted for the bed.

"Okay, goodnight!" Kaoru yelled, muffled by the pillow and literally just slept on his face.

"You'll probably need air, like, pretty soon," Hikaru mumbled, slightly concerned and walked over to turn him around. The younger teen sighed into the pillows, more comfortable than ever, but didn't resist as Hikaru turned him around and pulled the blanket over him.

"Comfy?" Hikaru joked, and Kaoru nodded with his eyes shut in a daze. "Do you want to burrow a toothbrush?"

"You should have reminded me before I touched heaven," Kaoru murmured and cuddled himself deeper into the fluffy pillows. Hikaru smiled softly, watching his relaxed expression. After a while Kaoru shifted a little. "Stop staring and leave."

"That's unnecessarily harsh don't you think?" Hikaru asked with a slight smirk. "I just made you, what was it? "Touch heaven", right?" Hikaru teased, watching as Kaoru opened his eyes lazily and scowling up at him.

"Too bad you placed the mouth of hell next to me," he countered back, making Hikaru chuckle – Kaoru was too easy to trigger, it had almost turned into a game for the oldest teen.

"Yeah, I bet you think a lot about that mouth, am I right?" Hikaru purred, almost drowning in laughter, as Kaoru blushed crimson.

"J-jerk!" Kaoru spat flustered and pressed a pillow over his face to hide his flushing cheeks. Hikaru laughed loudly, now sitting on the bed and leaning closer to Kaoru.

"Ad-mit it," he sing-song'ed, making Kaoru wince under the pillows.

"Never!" he yelled through the pillow.

"I take that as a challenge!" Hikaru informed amused, attacked Kaoru with fingers.

Kaoru spat in laughter when Hikaru's fingers tickled him all over, Kaoru hurried to grab all the pillows around him and threw it in Hikaru's face one after one, but Hikaru dodged them elegantly, moving his fingers across all in reach. Hikaru couldn't remember having heard a sweeter sound than the sound of that laughter that came from the defenseless boy under his hands.

"S-stop it!" Kaoru demanded between a chuckled, trying to catch Hikaru's hands.

"Beg me to," Hikaru laughed, the other boys laughter was so contagious that he couldn't help it.

"Please! Please!" Kaoru broke immediately and started slamming a pillow in Hikaru's face, while laughing uncontrollably. "I hate you! But please, please stop!"

Hikaru pulled his hands back to catch the pillow midair, as it was swung toward his face, giving Kaoru enough time to escape to the other end of the bed. The boys took a minute to finish chuckling before they went quiet.

"You're freaking crazy, Hitachiin!" Kaoru mumbled, but his smile told that he had been amused.

"Heh, sorry," Hikaru mumbled, smiling sheepishly, pulling a feather out of his hair. Kaoru shrugged, ruffling his hair back in place too.

"You can leave now," Kaoru murmured and moved back to the middle of the bed to get comfortable again. Hikaru nodded silently, not leaving the other teen with his eyes while he put the pillows back in place.

"Kaoru?" Hikaru whispered, making Kaoru turned his head in question.

"What is it?" he asked, putting the last pillow in place.

"How mad would you be, if…" Hikaru held a pause, coughing awkwardly. Kaoru watched him silently for a moment, but then he grew impatient, furrowing his eyebrows.

"If…" he helped, waving a hand to make him continue. Hikaru scoffed and suddenly crawled up on the bed, scooting closer to Kaoru before he answered.

"How mad would you be," he repeated and slowly leaned closer toward the other. "If I kissed you right now?"

Kaoru gaped shocked and looked down. "I would probably get… pretty mad."

"How mad?" Hikaru asked and rested his forehead on Kaoru's, making both boys take in a deep breath. Kaoru's forehead felt hot, he was blushing. Cute. Kaoru had probably never tried things like this before, which made Hikaru slightly happy. He would be his first.

"I would probably yell at you," Kaoru whispered, before Hikaru gently pressed his lips toward Kaoru's and pulled back, with a teasing smile on.

"I'm waiting, yell away," Hikaru purred, feeling Kaoru shiver slightly in response. He couldn't take it anymore, this kid was simply too adorable. He lunged forward, loving the way Kaoru moaned in shock as electricity filled the air.

He pressed the younger boy into the covers with his lips, breathing out harshly; annoyed that Kaoru wouldn't open his mouth for him. Kaoru made a small whimper as Hikaru let a hand trail down his neck with a light touch that made him tremble.

Hikaru pulled away slightly and looked down at his prey, who had his eyes wide and stared up at him like a frightened child.

"What the h-" he spat.

"Kaoru, it will be much better if you open your mouth," Hikaru explained, making the younger teen look away with a huff.

"Don't say it like that," he complained, but a slight blush traveled over his cheeks regardless. Hikaru loved it; he loved being the one that made such strong emotions show. He bent down again and placed a light kiss on the tip of Kaoru's nose.

"Hey!" Kaoru spat and scowled up at him. Hikaru laughed loudly and before Kaoru could ruin the moment he attacked his lips again. Kaoru continued to refuse his mouth open, to Hikaru's annoyance.

"Open your mouth, Kaoru," Hikaru complained and teasingly bit down on his lower lip. Kaoru immediately clenched his lips tightly together and shook his head. "Why not?" Hikaru pouted.

"I don't want to," Kaoru murmured quietly. "It's embarrassing and your mom is close by."

"I can lock the door," Hikaru purred and ran his hand all the way down to Kaoru's hip, making him yelp shocked.

"N-no! I want to sleep!" he yelled flustered, grabbing a pillow and slamming it against the side of Hikaru's head – with absolutely no effect whatsoever. Hikaru sighed and looked down at him. He was a mess of blush and frown.

"I'll lock the door," Hikaru murmured, making Kaoru whine in protest. "Wait for me." No answer.

Hikaru bent down and pressed his lips against Kaoru's roughly, letting his tongue circle around his – demonstratively – closed lips and hurried to the door. Kaoru sat up from his lying position and watched Hikaru with wide eyes as he closed, locked and secured the door.

"Okay, where were we," Hikaru teased and turned around with a smirk.

"N-no!" Kaoru spat and pulled the blanket over his head in shock. Hikaru furrowed his brows confused and hurried toward the hidden teen.

"What are you doing?" Hikaru chuckled and pulled the blanket away gently. Kaoru's head poked out from the sheets and Hikaru's smile immediately faded. He looked absolutely terrified. Hikaru had never seen him like this. Angry, yes. Terrified, never.

"Hikaru, I… I can't do this," he breathed out, choking on a sob. "There's something-" He stopped mid-sentence and wrapped his blanket closer around him. Hikaru sighed deeply and took a seat beside him.

"What is it?" Hikaru whispered, putting a hand around the awkward pile of blankets that Kaoru had himself wrapped in. "Come on, you can tell me."

There was a long pause, but Hikaru waited patiently while Kaoru mentally found himself.

"When I was younger, I lived in an orphanage," Kaoru began in a whisper, feeling Hikaru's hands tense around him. "I was adopted when I was about seven years old, by this tall guy and this blonde girl. I was really happy, but… it shows that the woman was a hooker and the man was… well, I won't say, but he used me for things that will have me scared for life… but after that, I have never let anybody touch me. After that guy used me like that, I have been covering myself up in baggy clothes and caps to keep the whole world out. I'm sorry Hikaru, I'm just…" Kaoru let out a sigh and let his head fall on Hikaru's shoulder.

Hikaru didn't say anything for long, but then he turned his head and kissed Kaoru gently on the lips. The younger boy winced a little.

"Hikaru, I just said-"

"I don't want you to be afraid!" Hikaru suddenly yelled, making Kaoru make a small jump by the loud tone. "I don't want you to wear clothes that cover you up and drown the world out. I want to hold you and to…" he stopped himself and sighed loudly before he attacked Kaoru's lips again. "Open your mouth, Kaoru." Hikaru demanded again.

And to his surprise, the younger teen obeyed. He moaned in surprise and quickly invaded the new territory with his tongue. He put a hand behind Kaoru's head and let his tongue move in symphony with the others.

His hand moved down to the edge of the tank top, which fitted the other quite well by the way, and moved his hand up his chest. Kaoru made a whimpering sound, but didn't protest, which encouraged Hikaru to keep going. Suddenly Kaoru was too captured in his daze to balance, and fell backwards down the sheets, almost getting absorbed by the pillows and blankets.

"Kaoru, do you want to go all the way," Hikaru whispered into his ear, before he gently bit down on his earlobe.

"N-no," Kaoru whined, making Hikaru sigh frustrated. He could feel his groin grow in his pants, actually it had been there for quite some time now, and he really needed release... soon.

"I'll be really gentle," Hikaru assured, not sure if he could keep the promise, but giving it regardless.

"W-well, then… only…only oral sex," Kaoru whispered, immediately blushing like the kid he was.

"Oral sex?" Hikaru laughed amused and kissed the younger teens neck fondly. "It's just us here, Kao, you can say 'blowjob'."

"You're gross, and who are you calling Kao?" Kaoru protested annoyed. Hikaru laughed again and moved his way down to Kaoru's sweatpants, pulling them down slowly. Kaoru sat up with a gasp and stared at him with wide eyes.

"What the hell are you doing?" Kaoru yelled shocked. Hikaru gave him a confused look.

"Giving you the blowjo- oral sex you ordered," Hikaru smirked.

"Here? Now?" Kaoru spat flustered.

"Yes, here! Yes, now!" Hikaru said, rolling his eyes and pushing Kaoru back down with a finger to his forehead. "Now, just relax, I'll do all the work for you."

"What about you?" Kaoru whispered with a tiny voice.

"What about me, Kao?" Hikaru purred and pulled his pants down. He took a moment to watch Kaoru and smirked, they really did look alike. He reached out curiously and enjoyed the rasping breath that Kaoru made as he grabbed around his erection.

"Should I do this to you too?" Kaoru breathed out, clenching his fingers in the sheets around him, as Hikaru started to stroke him gently.

"That's alright," Hikaru laughed and took slightly faster strokes. Kaoru covered his face with his palms and gasped breathless. Hikaru smirked slightly; somehow he got more excited when he saw Kaoru get excited. He let go of his groin and moved back to his mouth, which stood nice and open for him this time. Kaoru allowed him to kiss for a moment, while his hands trailed down under his shirt.

"Hmm…" Kaoru hummed when he felt Hikaru's warm, slick muscle explore the property that belonged to him for this short moment. Hikaru was sure that he would never grow tired of Kaoru's mouth. The soft lips and the way Kaoru knew what to do when they kissed, even though they had never done it before tonight. Hikaru bit Kaoru's bottom lip, pulling away ever so carefully as to not hurt his victim. Chuckling at the sound of his victory as Kaoru groaned.

When Hikaru had let go, Kaoru pulled away for a second as he shook his head at the grinning face of the older boy. "You're such a joke, Hikaru," Kaoru pouted, getting embarrassed. Hikaru shrugged, not denying it and pulled Kaoru's shirt off, taking the younger boy off guard.

"Hikaru," he spat in surprise, tilting his head back as he felt the older teen place his lips around one of his nipples. Sucking softly, licking the pale skin and nibbling on the tip ever so slightly. "Ah! Hikaru…" He whispered.

Hikaru grinded against his erection again, with a slight smirk playing on his lips. He was as born to be the seme, just as Kaoru was the perfect uke. "I like when you say my name like that, Kao." He purred, receiving a small huff in response – well, the stubborn little Kaoru was still in there after all.

He started grinding his groin again, but suddenly it wasn't enough. Kaoru was aching all over, and Hikaru just continued in his slow pace.

"Hikaru, P-please… um…" he stuttered and covered his face with his palms once more.

"What?" Hikaru asked with a smile. "What is Kaoru?"

"F-fas-" he couldn't make himself say the word. His face was so hot that you could have fried an egg on his forehead, but Hikaru found it incredibly cute. After some training he would get a lot of fun out of Kaoru for sure.

He bent down and licked Kaoru's privacy teasingly before taking it all in his mouth and moving his head in a steady pace. Kaoru let out an audible gasp and almost dug his nails into his own face.

"ahh! Mhmn…"Kaoru moaned, clasping his mouth shut from the sounds he was starting to make.

Hikaru was dragging his tongue slowly up and down over his shaft, Swirling his tongue at the tip before he engulfed the whole member. Kaoru's back arching, thrusting into Hikaru, surprising them both; almost choking him as he started to feel the hum he gave. The vibrations riveting up his spine, sending chills and Goosebumps's all over his body, something he had never felt before.

Kaoru moaned in ecstasy, thrashing his head from side to side as Hikaru deep throated him continuously, he had never felt like this in his whole life. It was wrong, totally wrong, but he couldn't stop it now.

The sweat formed on both of their heads and bodies. The blush formed wider on Kaoru's cheeks from all the heat and pleasure he was feeling, but he had removed his hands from his face. "Ah!" He whimpered, "I-I'm going t-to c-" He shuddered and let out a gasp when he released into Hikaru's mouth. Breathing deep when he had finished, opening his eyes to see Hikaru with a smile, licking the seeds from his lips.

"How was that?" he whispered teasingly.

"G-good," Kaoru squeaked unintelligently. Hikaru laughed and stood up very sudden.

"Goodnight then," he mumbled, somehow sounding very stiff.

"W-what's wrong?" Kaoru whispered, stunned how small his voice had become.

"Well, I want you to be comfortable, so I'll start carefully," Hikaru mumbled stopping by the door and turning stiffly. Kaoru furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "Therefore I'll let you be "the pleasured" today." The words sounded forced and it took Kaoru a moment to understand what he meant.

"Oh…" he spat, his eyes flickering to the bulge in Hikaru's pants, finally getting it. Hikaru shifted by his gaze, looking somewhat hungry, but shook it off. He couldn't scare him off already. He didn't want to. He would wait. He would make it perfect.

"Goodnight," Hikaru said, wanting to make a quick release at the bathroom before he went to bed.

"I- um, I could…" Kaoru mumbled, wrapping himself in blankets in embarrassment from his own words. "I could make you feel good too."

Hikaru stiffened by those words. God, was that kid trying to kill him? Damn damn… no! He wouldn't ruin things… he had to-

"I don't mind, if you want me to," Kaoru whispered, looking up at him with his hair falling cutely down his face. "I could do it, if you want me to."

That was it. Hikaru couldn't take it anymore; he bolted toward the other teen and embraced him in a flying hug. Kaoru let out a squeak in shock when he was forced back in the bed, with Hikaru's whole weight pinning him down.

"Kaoru, if you don't stop being so damn cute, I'll have to tie you to the bed and never let you go again, understood?" Hikaru warned with a huge smile plastered on his face. Kaoru looked at him with shocked eyes, before nodding slowly.

"F-fine," Kaoru said, in the need of a better response. Hikaru lifted his body so he could tower over Kaoru.

"Good," Hikaru chuckled and lowered so he could kiss him gently on the lips. "so, are you going to keep your promise?"

"You want me to give you oral sex?" Kaoru questioned and Hikaru chuckled amused.

"Yes, you dope, I want you to give me "oral sex"."

"Well, all right, but I have never done it before," Kaoru said and shrugged a little under Hikaru. "How do I start?"

Hikaru looked at him with stunned eyes. "What?"

"Don't look at me like I'm an idiot, tell me how do I start?" Kaoru mumbled, rolling his eyes. Hikaru let out an exhausted sigh and with a huge smile plastered on, he collapsed on the bed next to Kaoru.

"You're killing me, you know that?" Hikaru chuckled.

"Why? I just asked?" Kaoru said and crossed his arms. "How am I suppose to know how to do something well, if I don't ask? I want to make you feel like I did."

"I can't teach you," Hikaru sighed and his chuckles were coming out frustrated now.

"Oh… should I just try then? Go by instinct or whatever?" Kaoru asked and rolled to the side to look at Hikaru. The other teen let out a deep sigh and rolled to the side too, his face resting on the palm.

"I guess, that is how you do it," he mumbled with a slight shrug.

"Okay, I can try," Kaoru offered.

"No, it's okay," Hikaru whispered with a small smile.

"Why?" Kaoru asked and looked confused.

"Magic's gone," Hikaru laughed.


A/N: Sorry 'bout delay, but on the bright side this chapter was really long AND had a lemon for all you crazy ppl out there (I love you for it). Kaoru have opened a lot, haven't he? ^_O

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tmmdeathwishraven - (Lol, yes poor Kaoru get's his house burned down, but Hikaru gave him a good night after all. ;) And it's spelled "Hikaru", but yours sounds cute too, hehe.)YaoiFangirl x3 - (Thanks for not eating my cookies, and thanks for reviewing. : D) - SweetCheri - (Love love love YOU! Yeah, nothing's more romantic than a guy inviting you to lov- I mean live with him, while your house is burning in the background. O_^) -xdeathxbunnyx - (tsunderer Kaoru, I have never thought about it like that, but I guess he IS a little like that. xD And yes, Hikaru is feeling the brotherly love subconsciously. ^^) - Butterfly- (Yes, he'll meet her. xD But she was too tired and flustered to get it completely, she'll be more intelligent in the morning. xD)- Freekness - (Juicy enough? Lol. I have a hard time with lemons, but I did it, did ya like.:b I'll make Kao more forceful in the future, but he's totally inexperienced so you'll have to give him some time. xD) -KuroPika X- (Uh! You liked the text? ^_^ I might make them text more in later chaps. Did ya like the lemon? ;) ) - SuJuxKenichixJakotsu - (I like that we have started a conversation that has nothing to do with the story. : D Anyway, Yes, he's pretty hot too, I guess. But all the cute guys have to die in that serie. xD Oh, well, we still have Sasuke. :b) - WhyMustIdoThis (O_O'' You'll eat my soul? But- I need that to ... whatever you use a soul for. xD) - AngelGirl0200 - (They just did? To your liking? : D Thanks for reviewing) - Crazy-Lil-Yume-Chan - (aw, thanks. I love that evil smily you made, sorry, just thought I would point that out. xD)

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