A/N: Sorry again for the HUGE delay. My grandma was in the hospital and I needed to go to California for a week. Hope this makes up for it.

BPOV:

We've been quite some time now and its making me feel nervous. He's looking straight ahead tapping each finger on the steering wheel. Every twenty seconds he would look at me and give a smile that I was in love with. I would smile back but I starting to feel nervous, I had no idea where he was taking me and I didn't have the balls to ask. I straighten the hem of my dress for the hundredth time and let out a sigh.

"You okay?" Jacob said sounding worried.

"Yeah I'm fine. Where exactly are you taking me?" I asked cursing myself in my mind.

"Guess." He said more playfully this time.

"A dinner?"

"No, guess again."

"Please don't tell me were going dancing." He chuckles first, then let's the thought sink in and gives another chuckle "Even though I would love to see you dancing, that's not what I were doing, sorry." He laughs again and I blush a deep red.

James was amazing guy up until I kept telling him we needed to get married because I didn't want to be known as is 'baby mama'. Then when Edward and I decided to go out when Sebastian was three and it worked out great because he was still in med school and I just had finished at Columbia for journalism. We got married a year later in and of course I got pregnant again with Nerissa. She was born a month to early but she was healthy thank God.

"Is something on your mind?" I feel his warm hand touch my cold one and I blush again. "Were here." He get's out the driver's seat and opens mine. He held his hand out for me to grab. I place my cold hand in his warm hand I blushed again. I seriously could not stop it. He lets me go and goes behind me and whispers "I'm gonna have to ask you for permission to put my hands over your eyes." I nod my head and before I knew it it's completely dark. We walk for what seems like forever. I almost fall three times but every time I do he's always there to catch me.

He finally removes his hands from my eyes and I gasp at what's in front of me. It's a boat with twinkly lights hanging everywhere there's a table with a white cloth and a candle right in the middle. When I look to the left of the boat there's a big blanket on the floor with what looks like chocolate strawberries. I smile and look at Jacob and he's looking at me with hopeful eyes.

"What do you think?" He asks in a husky voice.

"I think it's amazing. I can not believe that you did all this."

"Well I did." He starts running towards the boat and signals me to join him. I take off my high heels and start to race towards the boat. We both laugh at each other. When we reach the boat Jacob reaches for my hand and pulls me onto his boat. It looks way prettier up close he holds out my chair and I sit down. He sits right in front of me and smiles. I smile back and look around hoping he would say something to lighten the mood like he's done all night.

His eyes widened and he said,"Oh, I almost forgot." He leaves the table and I almost feel empty without him around me like I need him near me twenty four seven. He comes back with two plates with what looked like mushroom ravioli.

"Looks good." I say while I inhale the aroma of the food. He places down the plate and I lift my napkin and put it in my lap. He leaves again and brings back some champagne in a bucket with ice. Very romantic, I thought to myself. He then pours the champagne into both of our glasses and sits back down. I grab my fork and placed it into my mouth. It tasted hot for ten seconds and then I started to chew it and it literally melted into my mouth.

"How do you like it?" He asked when I swallowed.

I placed my napkin onto my mouth and wiped whatever sauce was on it.

"It's really good. Did you make this yourself?" I popped another ravioli in my mouth while he took a sip of his drink.

"Yeah my mom taught me. She's half Italian and half Native American." My eyes go wide when he says he's half Italian, I would have never guessed that.

"That's amazing. So you're half Native American and half Italian?"

"Well I also have a little bit of Canadian from my great grandmother. How about you?" He asked poking his fork in my direction.

"Well I'm Turkey, German, Russian, Polish, Greek, and a little bit Hawaiian. Basically I'm all white." I laughed remembering how my dad used to say it when people asked him. He laughed too like he was in on the inside joke. "Why don't you tell me about yourself?"

"My whole life or just the bad stuff?" He chuckled and looked serious at the same time.

"Isn't your whole life good and bad? I mean that's how everyone's is." I raised my glass to my lips and took a short sip.

"I guess that's the way it is, isn't it?" He ponders at the thought and chuckles again.

JPOV:

I was a little nervous to tell Bella my whole life. I know it's kind of weird to tell someone your whole life on the first date but I just had this feeling that Bella wouldn't judge anyone. Or wouldn't run scared like the others.

I signed and took a deep breath in. "I had a good childhood, great parents, amazing sisters, and I had an outstanding girlfriend in high school. I got accepted into Harvard for pre-law with a full scholarship. Then when I graduated college in 2003 I decided I wanted to marry my girlfriend from high school and in 2004 Leah and I got married. And that exact year we had twins, Liam Billy Black and Sarah Cheyenne Black. But the next day Sarah stopped breathing and when we got home Leah and I got into a huge fight because she thought she wasn't worth to be a mom. She left during the night and left me with Liam and nothing else. Till this day I don't know where she's at." I look up at where Bella was sitting and her chair was empty I look around and find her kneeling on my right. I looked right at her feeling those knots again. I cupped her cheek and wiped the wetness on her cheeks with my thumb she closed her eyes and smiled.

"I'm really sorry for asking." She said when her eyes opened.

"No its okay, you needed to know. And besides it felt good letting it out." I smiled and she smiled back. She got up and went back to her seat. We both finished our meal and we brought our drinks over to the blanket and just sat there looking at the stars. I hadn't done this since I was kid with my dad. I think I was falling in love. I look over at her and she looks back and blushes that sweet pink. Oh yeah I'm in love.

BPOV:

I sat up and put my hands behind my back and sigh at the gorgeous man in front of me. He caught me looking at him and he got up as well.

"It's your turn to tell me your life story." I smiled and felt a million bombs go off in my stomach. I was really afraid of him being like 'Oh you have to much drama see yah.' I would rather stick bamboos under my fingernails anything but this awkward conversation.

"Well when I was three my parents got a divorce and I was stuck with my mom in New York while my dad was in Forks. I would visit every summer until when I was 16 that's when I told my mom I wanted to live with my dad. I met my high school boyfriend in my first year there. He was the bad boy with good inside him. I got accepted with a full scholarship to Stanford for journalism. I didn't really want to leave my dad but he literally forced me onto the plane. James got into community college there and was working part time. I got pregnant in my senior year with Sebastian and then had him in July. When he turned three James and me got into a huge ass fight because I told him that I wanted to get married because I didn't want to know as his baby mama and we broke up. I felt really bad because I felt that I was repeating history with Sebastian. So I felt that I needed to get out of California and I moved back to my dad's until I got money to go back to New York. When I got there I lived with my mom for a couple weeks and I met Edward through my mom. He was still in med school. We got married the next year and of course I got pregnant with Nerissa from the honeymoon. She was born a month early but luckily she was healthy." He looked puzzled when I finished. "Oh um the day that you and I met I was crying because Edward and I had our divorce final and I hadn't told the kids." He looked way more reassured this time. We both laughed and looked at each other.

"You mind me asking why you and Edward got a divorce." He asked grabbing my hand.

"He cheated on me with one of my colleagues." I made a disgusted face and smiled when I looked at Jacob.

"That guy has a lot of balls doing that. Is he going to kick you out or something? His thumb was doing a circle between my index finger and thumb.

"Yeah I have like one week to move out. I don't know what I'm going to do." I place both of my hands on my face and rub my temples. He grabs both of my hands and puts them on my thighs and then moves my chin towards his face.

"You know you can move in with me."

"No, I can't do that. We just met and trust me I'm going to be a big burden."

"You can and will. I love your kids and you and I highly doubt that you're gonna be a burden Bella."

"You just said you love me you do realize that don't you?"

"Yes I realize that Bella and its true." He cups my face and pulls me into a kiss. He backs away but he still had his eyes closed.

"So is that a yes?"

"Yes just keep kissing me."

A/N:

I loved that! If you want spoilers PM me! God I just love it lol! Thanks for reading!