A/N: I finally got the picture from one of my friends on . The title page came together amazingly good. Go on my profile to check it out! Thanks so much for all the comments and for all the readers you guys really keep me going. So here is chapter 7:

B.P.O.V:

When Jacob finished giving us the tour of the house he saved Nerissa's room last. I was so touched by what he did not only for her to feel more at home but for letting us stay with him. Nerissa thanked him while she was playing with all her new toys. As soon as we finished unpacking most of the boxes and suitcases Jacob and I fell into the bed together.

"Ugh, I don't think I can Look at another box or suitcase." I wined after taking a long breath.

"You think you can't." He threw back. We both looked at each other and smiled. He reaches over a removes a strand of hair from my face and puts it behind my ear. I close my eyes and released the air from my lungs. He moved his hands from my face to waist and pulled me towards his chest. I rest my head against his chest while he put his chin on my head.

"I wish we could stay like this." I said breathing in his cologne.

"I would love for that to happen but I have to cook dinner." He removes his hands and gives me a kiss on my forehead. When he got up and left I felt cold and lonely like how I felt before he came into my life and made it wonderful. I got up and put all my toiletries in the bathroom. He had a lot of room for a guy but the one thing that popped out of everything it was anti-depression and the anxiety pills. They might be for the fact that Leah left him but even though I didn't want to ask him I didn't want to live with someone who was crazy either.

J.P.O.V:

I felt bad for leaving Bella in the bedroom by herself but I really wanted to cook dinner for everyone. I go through the recipe book and found an old recipe for enchiladas. I pull out all of the ingredients and measuring tools. I smiled when I heard all the kids playing in Liam and Sebastian's room. When I put the pan in the oven Bella grabs my waist and kisses my neck. I turn over and she puts her arms around my neck while I put mine around her waist. I kiss her on the lips but she feels like she's holding back.

"What's wrong?" I'm really starting to worry that she's just gonna leave me one day like Leah.

"I just wanted to ask you something." She said while playing with my short hair.

"Anything you want to know." I smile while I'm hurting inside.

"I saw the pills in the cabinet," I kept my façade waiting till she finishes. "And I was wondering what those were about." I let go of her and put my hands on the counter putting all of my weight on them.

"When Leah left I told you that I was a mess and my mom was worrying about me so she made me see a physiatrist. When I told them everything she told me to take those pills but I haven't taken them in years and she said that was fine but to keep them just in case." She takes a deep breath and looks at me with a sorry face. I've already forgiven her and she knows that. I pull her in for a hug and kiss her forehead.

THAT NIGHT:

I place the enchiladas in the middle of the table surrounded by rice, beans, and salad. I tell the kids to wash up before dinner and tell Bella that dinner is ready. I go to the bedroom and change my shirt because I had spilled the enchilada sauce all over my shirt earlier. I take it off before I even go through the door. I toss the shirt to the hamper and go into the walk-in closet that Bella and I shared. I turn on the light and started to look for anything that even resembled a shirt. I grab a white v-neck t-shirt and walk out into the bathroom. I run into Bella fixing her makeup. She's redoing her eyeliner but she put her focus to my stomach all I do is just smile.

"Umm…I was just…umm…I don't know what to…" She says still keeping a hard eye on me blushing.

"Is something wrong?" I ask for the second time today.

"No, I was just…umm…I don't know." She said smiling at herself in the mirror. I put the shirt over my head and wash my hands in the second sink. I kiss her on the head and go to Liam and Sebastian's room.

"Are you guys gonna eat?" I said leaning against the door frame watching them play video games.

"Yeah just in a minute." Liam mumbled obviously more into the game rather than eating.

"Okay but I'm not gonna remind you." I said leaving the room walking the short distance to Nerissa's new bedroom. She was sitting on her bed surrounded by a hundred stuff animals with Sky, her cat, sleeping in her little bed.

"Are you ready for dinner sweetie?" I ask sitting on her bed trying not to sit on one the animals.

"Yes, but I'm trying to unpack all of my toys, and there is a lot." She said with a confused face like Bella does when she can't figure something out.

"Well how about this," I said leaning my head in. "Me and you will put all of these animals somewhere amazing after dinner."

"That sounds like a great idea." She exclaimed throwing her hands up. I start to tickle her stomach and she gives this cute like laugh making me laugh along with her. After ten minutes of laughing and tickling we go to the kitchen. I give her placemats to put on the table while I put the silverware in all the right places.

"Dinner's ready!" I yelled but not so loud where the neighbors could hear me. Liam stands up straight in front of me so I can check if he has washed up like I asked.

"You're good." I pat him on the back and tell him to take a seat. Sebastian follows him and Bella comes through the hallway and takes a seat next to me. I know Bella and the kids are Catholic but I wasn't sure if they said grace before they ate. But they all looked at me as if I knew what to do.

I cough into my fist and looked at Bella. "Do you say grace at home?" I asked stupidly wishing I hadn't.

She laughs and nods at me. I let out a sigh and say grace. I learn a lot about Bella like she eats counterclockwise and plays with her food more than any kid I know. Sebastian talks about school and how much he loves a new project that his teacher is giving him. Nerissa eats quietly and really slowly. I find out that Bella has to work on Sunday's so she can figure out what everyone should write for the next Sunday paper. I'm kind of sad that we can't spend time tomorrow but I thought that it would be great if I took the kids somewhere fun.

When we finish dinner I help Nerissa put her stuff animals away like I said I would. We put them practically everywhere with an open space. We finish around 9:30 and I tuck in her in and kissed her goodnight. I peak into Liam and Sebastian's room and they were already asleep. I close their door and make my way into Bella and I's bedroom she was on her Blackberry looking through some files. I put on my pajamas and crawl in bed right next to her. I wrap my arms around her sinking my nose in her hair breathing in her perfume. She smiled and put her phone away and turned to me and gave me a quick kiss. I smile and turn off the lights.

I wake up the next day to an empty bed without Bella and I note on her pillow.

Jacob,

Didn't want to wake you at five o' clock in the morning so I figure let you and the kids sleep in. I'm not gonna be home until later on in the evening. Why don't you do something with kids today?

Love, Bella

I smile and put the note away. I go into the Liam's bedroom and find all the kids watching TV. I ask them what they want to do today.

"The carnival" Said Liam with a happy look on his face. The Carnival it is.