A/N Hi to everyone reading this. This Fic is my first so it might be a bit long don't like to cut things short only the time between updating. I hope you all like it and have a fun time reading it. Please R&R.

Thanks to you all,

Fairy Kisses :)

Summary: When the Cullen's get way to over protective of Renessme and Bella is forced not to touch her she runs away for awhile and discovers a brighter side of living as a Vampire with the Denali coven. Now that she has seen all the perks will she ever go back? Or will the time she has spent away from her daughter be too much to handle? Set after Bella's transformation. Something's maybe out of place but just bare with me :) Please R&R this is my first story and it will hopefully be good :)

Disclaimer: No I do not own the fabulous Twilight or it's Saga's, so if anything in this fic resembles any other work it will be either I didn't know or I have asked ; )

CHAPTER 1BPOV

I ran out of the house, dry sobbing, going as fast as I could, not stopping until I reached my destination. Were ever ITwas.

My own daughter. I couldn't hold my own daughter. How stupid! If they only knew how much it meant to me that she stayed safe. They said I couldn't hold for her own safety but it didn't seem like it. My own family looked as though they would rip me apart if I so much as looked at her. They thought that if I couldn't touch her I wouldn't hurt her. I heard it in their heads, and I know I have so many more powers to come, they'll see. I knew for a fact that Alice immediately felt sorry for her part and knew that what I had to do now would need to stay a secret. But just thinking about what they did to me made my non-existent heart break and my cold blood boil.

Ha! Hurt her! As if I could. My own flesh and blood. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did.

I rested under a tree just after sunset so I knew I was safe from being stared at like I was this year's Forks Carnival Light Show. I sat down and dry sobbed for a while then started to think about what I would do know.

I knew that I couldn't go back to the Mansion or stay in Forks because ether way they wouldn't let me touch her, but I also knew that I need to be somewhere that I would be accepted for who I was and not be made fun of or let down the second I had my hopes up again.

At that moment I knew where I would go. Forcing my-self to go at full speed I emerged at the end of the forest across the street from my own house, the one I used to call home before I moved into the Cullen's Mansion. It looked exactly the same as it did before Edward and I went on our short honeymoon.

I waved to the next-door-neighbour, Mrs. Benson, while she gawked at me after dropping her gardening tools. She picked them up and shook her head as if to expel a silly thought from her head, got onto her feet waved back at me and walked inside. I remembered her as the kind old lady who looked after me for an hour or two when Charlie had to work and I was too young to look after my-self.

Charlie was at work so I walked up the steps cautiously and looked around, as soon as I was in the clear I lifted up the heavy pot plant, that lived out the front of the house, like it was as light as a feather, which I had to admit it was pretty cool, and grabbed the spare house key that had been there ever since I lost my keys the first time I moved here.

I walked inside and the smells around me brought back a whole heap of memories. The time I told my Dad I had to leave him, like the same way my mother did, because it wasn't safe for me to be around him and the weekend when Edward laid on the couch with me as we watched and recited lines from Romeo and Juliet. The times Charlie and I tried but failed to bond over dinner although we already knew that we cared for each other, the nights of Baseball games and Pizza Dad and I would have when I visited him in the holidays. The way dads face looked when Edward and I sat down in the living room and told him that we were going to get married.

I ran up to my room and opened the door when a whole new bunch of memories floated through my head. The day I came home and sat down with a Quileute Folklore book and researched Cold Ones, The day I found out Edward was a Vampire. The time Jacob scaled the side of my house and jumped through my window trying to convince me I already knew who or what he was. And then countless nights I slept in Edward's arms dreaming about our perfect future together. Look how that turned out.

I went to my bed and under it I pulled out my large duffel bag and a sock that contained a whole lot of cash and a new phone in case of emergency since dad was still a cop. I walked over to my wardrobe and opened it up took one of my favourite pieces of clothing and two my surprise I smelled it. It smelled like strawberries and fuchsia just like he said. It smelled like me. I had left everything of mine before the Cullen's here because Alice had bought a new wardrobe and stuff so I packed everything I would need from my wardrobe: clothes, socks, undies, shoes then walked into the bathroom. I grabbed my favourite shampoo and conditioner, my toothbrush and a travel tube of paste, some elastic's and walked out of the white tiled room, skipping on the lady stuff because I knew mother nature wouldn't be sending me that gift anymore.

I walked into my Dad's room and remembered one time when I was 8, the third time I had visited Charlie, and there was a terrible storm. I had climbed into Dad's bed because I was scared that the storm was going to whisk me up and blow me away and I would never see my family again. The room smelled strongly of my dad's sweet cologne I savoured that smell and stole one of his shirts and packed that into my duffel bag as well. I saw my dad's half used cologne on his bedside table so I stole that as well I just wanted his sent to be around me because it calmed me and made me feel happier. I lay on his bed for a while until I knew it was time to leave.

I walked at human pace, with my duffel on my shoulder, back to my room and stuffed the money in my pink/tan purse then grabbed the new mobile, my laptop and charger and put it all in the bag. I made sure that I had everything then zipped it all up and rested it on my purple coloured bed. I walked over to my desk and grabbed a piece of pink paper and a black pen.

I wrote Charlie a letter telling him first not to show it to the Cullen's and to make sure he didn't talk or even go near them, except for Carlisle though only for work purposes. I then told him I needed some space from Edward and that I was moving out of town for a while and that I was staying with a few of my friends I knew from Phoenix. I said that he should go to the diner and order healthy food instead of pizza and junk even thought I knew he would probably forget that bit a few days after he read this. I told him lastly that none of this was his fault and that I loved him and would call him in a few days once I got settled in. I gave him my new mobile number told him to put this letter in the house safe and once again told him not to show it to the Cullen's. I signed it with a 'Love you Daddy, xoxo'. I gave it a once over and was happy with the note, although I was very surprised to find my righting was very neat now. I lightly sprayed it with my bubblegum perfume I used to wear and left the note on the kitchen table for him to find when he got home.

I walked out of the house and looked behind me. I blew a kiss to my house and home as I stood on the curb. I grabbed my duffel that was straining to hold all of my belongings and memories that I needed to bring with me and swung it on my back.

I walked to the other side of the road then into the forest. I looked back once more, sighed, and then with all my might and strength I started to run and headed away from forks.

I knew where I was going, a place where I knew some people wouldn't like me as much as the others, but I needed to stay someplace, a place I could call home for a while. I just couldn't go back to the Cullen's right now, and I hoped for Alice's sake she would shut her mouth and keep my location a secret, especially from Edward.

Leaving all of my sadness, hate and troubles behind, just hoping the wind would just blow it all away, I headed to the only other coven of vegetarian vampires I knew of.

The Denali's.

A/N: Hi guys

Just letting you know that this chapter has been epically modified and is way more awesome than what it used to be. If you have any questions just pm me :)

Hope everything is good and that you liked my first chap :) Anyway the next chapter (the modified chapter) will be up soon, and ready to be read.

Hope you enjoy my Fic!

Fairy Kisses :)