Chapter 16: I Know What I Want

I began to gain consciousness. The first person I saw was my dad. I fluttered my eyes a few times, so they could get focused.

"Dad?" I said. He rubbed my forehead.

"I'm here son. Don't worry." he said. I could tell he was tired. He must've been here for quite a while.

"Where's-where's Riley?" I asked. He smiled and pointed to Riley lying down on the couch. He looked so peaceful.

"He's a real keeper, considering that he never leaves." my dad said. "Oh, your mom, Zoey, and Layla are down in the waiting room." I rubbed my head. I couldn't really remember what happened. It was like a blur.

"What happened?" I asked. Dad sat on the edge of the bed and held my hand.

"Well, Riley said that he and his mom came down to find you. They wanted you to come back to Toronto with them. But you took off and was hit by a car. It was a hit and run. You broke your leg, which resulted in you losing a lot of blood. You don't remember a thing do you?" I shook my head. I thought for a moment. It did seem like a logical explanation. But why didn't I believe it? I heard his phone vibrate. My dad was actually sending out a text.

"You're texting?" I asked.

"Don't think that just because I'm your father that I don't keep up with the trends." he said with a smile. "It was just Layla. She asked if you were awake." I wanted so bad to pull the prongs out of my nose. I reached up to do just that when my dad stopped me. "No don't do that. Those are there for a reason."

"Alright." I said.

"I wanted to tell you that we got a house in New York. Oh man, you're gonna love it there. It's big just like the celebrities and very spacious." He said.

"Wait, hold on dad. I still want to live with mom." I said.

"What?"

"I said, I still want to live with mom." He patted my non-broken leg.

"Okay son. It's your choice." I smiled at him and yawned.

"Can you go get mom. There's some things we need to talk about." I said. He smiled and left. I looked over at Riley to see that he was fully awake. I knew he was faking.

"You're finally awake." he said as he flew over to me. I tried to sit up and he fluffed my pillow.

"Where's Alex?" I asked. I tried to remember, but I kept getting a blurred vision. Riley sat on my bed.

"Don't worry, we handled it. The guy, Jay? Well he's gone." he said sadly.

"Don't look so sad. I'm grateful for what you did. If you hadn't, I wouldn't be here right now." I said as I caressed his face. He grabbed my hand and held it.

"You also wouldn't be in this hospital right now if it wasn't for me. You'd be out there living a normal life." he said. I didn't like where this was going. "And to top it off, I almost killed you. I couldn't stop..."

"But you did. Don't beat yourself up over this." I said sternly.

"I think you should go to New York with your dad. At least there, I won't be able to put you in danger anymore." he said. I just stared at him. He actually wanted me to go? I suddenly felt dizzy. It was as if I had lost the ability to speak correctly.

"Wha…? Are you…? NO! N-no! How could you even thi-? You… you want me to ju-just… up and leave? I can't believe you'd say something like that! I can't.. no I won't leave you! What? I don't understand! I-I…" The whole time I was stammering, he looked like he was in sheer pain.

"I understand how you must be feeling." he said.

"No, you don't. We're in too deep, Riley. You can't just leave me. We've been through too much! We can't be apart!" I screeched.

"Don't worry, I'll be here." he said as he rubbed my hand. I knew I was worked up and so l gently laid back down.

"You have to realize something Riley, you can never say something like that to me. I don't think my heart could take it." I said on the verge of tears. He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

"Where else do you think I'd go?" he asked.

"I don't care, as long as I'm with you." I said firmly. He smiled and got in the bed with me. I felt so complete with him by my side.

Over the next couple of weeks, I got out of the hospital and explained everything to Zoey, so we could get our 'story' right for mom. My mother did forgive me, but Riley was on her list for sure. I made Zoey swear not to tell anyone about my boyfriend or his family.

"Don't worry, I'll keep it a secret. But there's just one thing that I want you to do for me, Riley." she said.

"And what would that be?" he asked with a sly smile.

"Well, I want to meet your family too. I feel as though you're already part of our family. So I feel that it would only be right for me to be included in yours. Since I know about the big secret." she said hopeful. Riley smiled and put his arm around her.

"Welcome to the family." he said.

It was the day of prom and since we were doing the Masquerade theme, everybody had to wear masks. I suppose it was fun, but it's not what I wanted to be doing. Langston had a vision of what type of suit I'd be wearing and bought one. I had to admit, he was pretty savvy when it came to fashion. Probably because of their friends Kurt and Blaine. As I descended down the stairs, I was met by Riley, Zoey, and my mom.

"Okay, so how do I look?" I asked as I showed of my black designer tuxedo. Riley's matched mine, but his was a navy blue.

"Absolutely stunning." Riley said. My mom just gave him a cold stare. Zoey smiled and rubbed mom's shoulders. Zoey had on a long sleeve black backless dress.

"Yes, you do like pretty cool bro." Zoey said and grabbed her jacket. We kissed mom and left. But before I could fully leave, she whispered in my ear.

"You do look very handsome. Just like your father." she said with tears in her eyes. I hugged her and walked out the door. Well, more like limped. You see, I had to wear this boot, because of my leg. The whole ride over there I just complained.

"God, this thing itches." I said trying to reach an annoying itch. Riley just smiled while he drove. I could hear Zoey giggling in the back.

"So Zane, how do you expect to dance?" she asked.

"Oh, I got that covered." Riley said and grinned even wider. We pulled up to the school and Zoey helped me out. "I'll be back." Riley said as he went to go park his car. I sat on the bench.

"I can wait for him alone, you know?" I said to Zoey.

"Oh, look at you! All grown up and with a perfect boyfriend." she said as she hugged me.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah I know. Go be with your friends, I'll be in, in a minute." I said. She smiled and took off for the building. I was waiting for Riley, when I saw Owen come out of the school.

"Hey Zane." Owen said as he came over and sat beside me.

"Hi." I said. "You come with a date?" I asked. Man did I sound eager, I hope he doesn't misconstrue that in any way.

"Um, no. I decided to just hang out with my friends instead. Besides, no one around here is really my type." he said with a smile.

"Oh, well don't worry, you'll find that special someone soon." I said as I playfully nudged his shoulder. He smiled and then looked a little distraught. "What is it?"

"Um, try not to get mad, okay?" I nodded for him to continue. "My dad wants you to dump Riley." I arched an eyebrow. I wonder why he would want me to do that.

"Why?" I asked, trying not to sound too agitated. Owen just shrugged his shoulders.

"I honestly don't know. But I wouldn't pay too much attention to him anyway." he said. I just nodded my head. I tried to stand up on my own, but failed miserably. Luckily Owen caught me in the nick of time. I looked into his blue eyes and saw something. I'm not quite sure what it was, but I knew it was something.

"Uh, thanks." I said. Riley then walked over and took me from Owen.

"I'll handle it from here." Riley said with a smile that had a threatening tone. Owen kind of glowered at him.

"Well, I hope you have fun, both of you. See you later Zane." he said and entered the building. I looked at Riley's face. It was hard.

"Wow, someone's jealous." I said trying to break the ice. He quickly looked at me and smiled.

"No.. it's just that, I leave you alone for a few minutes and the dogs' arrive." he said as we walked towards the school. We put on our masks and walked through the crowd. I saw all of my friends there having fun. It was a joyous sight. I suddenly felt nervous. I didn't really like being in crowds too much. Riley sensed my change in posture and leaned down to whisper in my ear.

"I have a surprise for you." he said as he led me out of the building. I looked at Zoey who lifted up her mask and winked. I had no idea what was going on, but obviously she did. We went back outside and headed towards the woods behind the school.

"Where are we going?" I asked. He just smiled. He put me on his back and began running. Within minutes we were in our forest. It was more beautiful than before. It was lit up with lights.

"This is what I wanted to show you." he said as I got off of his back. I looked around in awe.

"I can't believe this. It's gorgeous." I said.

"I knew you'd like it. Zoey helped me plan the whole thing." Riley said. So that's what she was up to. He came up behind me and turned me around.

"Let's dance." he said. I looked at him in utter horror.

"You're joking right?" I asked. Please say yes.

"Nope." he said. Damn. He held my hand and I put my other hand on his shoulder. He lifted me up just enough to where I was standing on his feet. As we glided across the forest floor, we stared into each other's eyes.

"Wow, I'm actually dancing." I said.

"Yep and at prom." he said sarcastically. I blushed. He was so cute sometimes.

"You know, if you hadn't saved me, I could've been like you." I said.

"You have no idea what you're talking about." he said as we moved slowly. "This isn't something you really want."

"How would you know?" I asked him.

"Because I do." he replied.

"I want you, forever." I said.

"I won't end your life. You have too much to live for." he said.

"I'm already dead. Well, not technically. But I'm closer to death every minute of every day." I said.

"That's how it's meant to be."

"But Langston said he saw it happening. I was gonna be like you."

"Yeah, but the visions change." he said.

"I know, but if it's my choice, then the vision will come true." I said.

"So that's your wish? Becoming a killer? A monster?" he asked.

"If that's what it takes to be with you forever, then yes." I said.

"Forever?" he said as he caressed my face. I nodded my head yes. I could see that he was struggling. I slowly leaned my head back. "You're ready already?"

"Yes." I said and leaned back some more, so that my neck was visible. He leaned me back and leaned towards my neck. I closed my eyes and awaited his arrival. But when he reached my neck, he didn't bite it, he kissed it gently. He pulled back and smiled.

"Can't you just live a long life with me and be happy?" he asked. I leaned back up so that I could face him.

"Fine, but that will only last for now." I said. He just laughed.

"Okay, for now." he said. We moved around on the forest floor for a few minutes. Riley reached for the back of my head and leaned down to kiss me. We kissed for a few minutes and then continued to dance. I hope he realizes that this isn't over. Surrendering tonight isn't an option. And of course, I won't give up. I know what I want. And I plan on getting it. I looked at him again, as we stared at each other, it was then that I realized that this is perfect. It couldn't get much more perfect than this. I leaned in for another kiss and was met with his cold lips once again.

The End

A/N: Well this is the end. But have no fear, the second part in the series will be up soon. So don't worry. I left some hints in about what's coming up. I hope you catch them. I really hope you guys like the ending. I worked really hard on it. Read and Review. And Meagan darling, let me know if you see any mistakes. I love all of you. And remember Non-members can review too. XOXO ShadowBeauty.