JPOV
You sit and stare at me.
It's clear you didn't expect me to come out to you.
I start to freak out…maybe I should have just kept it a secret.
We've always been honest with each other, but I don't want to lose your friendship either.
It's why I'll never tell you the whole truth.
That I'm in love you with.
That I have been for years now.
I could never tell you the truth, not now that you have Bella.
Not now that you just had me go ring shopping for her with you.
"Its cool man, as long as you're happy," you tell me.
And just like that, everything goes back to normal.