JPOV
Things are cool between us.
Although now that I've told you I'm gay I feel like I have to be more careful around you.
I'm afraid you'll notice me staring or checking out your ass.
It doesn't help that we work together.
I'm worried you'll realize that I want you for myself…
That you'll realize that no matter how much I like Bella, that I think I'd be better for you than her.
The fact that you've never even given the slightest hint that you could be bi or gay doesn't matter.
But I keep myself from saying anything at all about it to you…because that's how much I love you.