JPOV
You crushed my heart this morning.
I wasn't foolish enough to think that things would change between us overnight, but for you to toss what happened aside…
For you to just pretend like nothing happened and just go on as if nothing had changed between us…
It killed me.
Your voice was so cold towards me.
I don't think you even realized how harsh and void of emotion it was.
You dismissed me, as if what I thought or felt or had to say didn't matter.
I can see the war going on inside you.
It's clear in your eyes that you don't know who you are anymore.
You're unsure of what you want.
And I know I should probably walk away now before I get hurt any more, but…I love you.
I always will.
The way I feel about you…there's no getting over it because this kind of love only comes along once in a lifetime and I'd rather live my life alone as just your friend than be with someone else.
But for now, I need to go.
I need a little distance to allow the hurt to fade, and for you to realize that what I said is true.
What happened between us changes everything.