EmPOV
You were right Jasper…what we did changed everything.
You've been so distant, and truth be told I don't know how to act around you anymore.
I don't know what to say to you.
Things with Bella are…difficult.
For me anyway.
She's over the moon with planning the wedding.
All I can think about is you.
Whenever Bella touches me, or has sex with me, my mind wanders to you.
Bella's mouth on my dick doesn't feel right anymore.
Her kisses feel wrong.
I long for your touch and to feel you underneath me.
I want your cock in my mouth again.
But I'm torn…I still love Bella too, and I can't just walk away from her.
These months since that night have made me realize a lot of things.
That what I feel for Bella is nothing compared to what I feel for you.
I love you both, I just love you both differently.
It's getting harder for me to be physical with her.
I told her we should wait until our wedding night so she wouldn't get suspicious.
I don't know how to choose between you two because I don't want anyone to be hurt.
My bachelor's party is tomorrow.
Will you still be there?
Will I get the chance to talk to you?
Will I get the change to tell you that I don't regret what happened between us.
That I've accepted that part of myself.
That I'm in love with you too.
A/N: Ok, so this is where I'm ending for today. There are still 12 chapters left to this story. Now...what I need you to let me know is do you want all twelve tomorrow, or do you want 6 tomorrow and 6 on Sunday. It's up to you guys, so click that little review button and let me know!
Til tomorrow,
Steph