Thank so much for you kind reviews, and since you asked for it here is the next chapter in EPOV. Hope you like as much as I liked write it. Bella is really coming out of her shell.
Bella had left and I was seated on the same couch where minutes earlier she had been in my arms. I couldn't believe I had actually kissed her…I could still feel her scent on my clothes, the memory of her body against mine made me feel empty and incomplete, I needed her near me it starting to feel like an addiction.
On Sunday night after I came home from the time I spend with my family, I set down on my desk and laid down the most careful, thorough plan I could think of. I put down all sorts of probable problems and complications…I had planned that the wisest thing would be to keep things between Bella and me, purely platonic until the end of the school year. But when she came into the class room wearing that blue dress, my body reacted immediately and I knew it would be impossible to do that. It took all of my strength to restrain myself from walking to her and kiss right then. She made things even harder by teasing me with her words and biting her lower lip, it made me burn with desire for her.
Later on when she begged me to kiss her, was the hardest thing not to do it, because all I wanted was to lock that door and take her in my arms. It was delightful to see the way she reacted to me; it was like she melted in my arms. The away she had teased me here…moving away every time I tried to kissed, made me want her even more and when she finally gave in and our lips touched for the first time, it was like nothing I had ever felt, it was pure ecstasy…the way she fit in my arms was amazing, the taste of her mouth…I almost made her completely mine…I took me all of my strength to pull away.
When she told me that she felt for me the same intense strong feelings I had for her, it was indescribable, I felt like I could take on the world…that with her by my side I could do anything, be anything…if Emmet could hear my thoughts right now he would laugh at me, but not even that could ruin what I was feeling. I was happy beyond words…
I decided I would put in course the only part of my plan I could salvage, so tonight I would meet Bella's mother.
"What are you grinning about?"-Alice asked.
"How would you feel about going on a mission?"- She smiled widely.
"I would love to…"-She answered clapping her hands.
I told the four of them what my plan was and they all agreed to help me, of course Emmet made a stupid remark, but I could care less.
We drove to the restaurant and about thirty minutes later we were seated a few tables behind Bella, I had a perfect view of her, she was just beautiful. Her mother was just like she had described, a beautiful happy woman, it was obvious she had strong feelings towards the man sitting next to her. I waited for the perfect moment and walked there.
"Hello, I'm sorry to interrupt, I'm Edward Cullen, Bella's English teacher, and I just wanted to say hello." I said this standing right behind Bella, and she froze in surprise, it was amazing to realize how well she knew my voice.
Her mother gasped and looked at me; I tried to hide how nervous I was and Bella didn't react, probably afraid of what she might do.
"Bella, aren't you going to say hello to your teacher, it was very polite of him to came and greet you."- Her mother said and she turned around trying not to laugh, looked up fake this really bad annoyed look.
"Hello, Mr. Cullen, how surprising to see you here."-I extended my hand to her, she took my hand in hers gently and my skin burned at her touch. I discreetly winked at her, and she smiled widely. Her mom cleared her throat to get our attention and Bella turned to her and said.-"This is my mom Renée and her boyfriend Phil."
I went around the table shook her mother's hand and smiled.-"It's nice to meet you, Renée."-We shook hands and she smiled and blushed a little. Then I moved to Phil and shook his hand firmly.-"Nice to meet you Phil, have we met before, your face seems familiar."- I had done some research and knew who he was, and where he played.
"I don't think we have."
"You play for the Brewers, don't you?"- The look on his face was priceless.
"Yes, I do."- Phil answered beaming with the fact that I knew who he was. I looked at Bella and she smiled proudly at me.
"Great season, this year, congratulations."
"Thanks."-He smiled shyly.
"Well, it was really nice to meet you, I just wanted to come and say hello."- I turned to Renée and said smiling.-"You know, students like Bella, are what makes being a teacher very rewarding."- She smiled widely and full of pride, so I continued.-"She is very special, you should be very proud."- By the look on her face I knew I had accomplished my goal.
"Thank you."- She said proudly.
"I'll see tomorrow, Bella."-She looked at me her eye filled with love and desire, and all I wanted to do was to take her in my arms.
"Bye."- She said and I turned and I left to join my family, before I did something that I would regret later.
"That went well, don't you think?"- Jasper asked.
"I think so."
"Then why don't you seem happy?"- Emmet asked.
"Because I wanted to be there, sitting next to her, holding her..."
"Oh. Calm down bro, or you will ruin everything."He was right; I needed to calm myself.-"You really like her, don't you?"-Emmet asked.
"Like is an understatement."- I could feel Renée eyes on me, appraising me. I tried to act as natural as possible, laughing and talking with my family. Bella occasionally look quickly my way, she was completely distracted in her thoughts, playing with her food. I decided to make her smile a little bit; I took my phone and wrote her a text saying:
"Stop playing with your food…Dad"- She smiled when she read the text message, a minute later she answered me.
"Can't believe you are here…my mom can't take her eyes of you. Is that a good sign?"
"You tell me…you know her…by the way you look beautiful from over here."
"I think she's eyeing you too much and she is not the only one, all the women are looking at your table."
"Are you jealous?"
"You have no idea…it would be kind of weird if my mom, liked you a bit too much, don't you think?"- I laughed out loud at this one and my family looked at me in a strange way.
"Are you texting her?"- Rosalie asked.
"Yes."
"That's so childish…"- She said in a way that irritated me. Rosalie was a nice woman but sometimes she acted like she was above all and everything.
"You wrong…it is actually very stimulating, you should try sometime."- Emmet grinned in anticipation.
"Uh. I know exactly what kind of text messages I want you to send me."- Emmet said and they looked at each other hungrily and I rolled my eyes and wrote Bella another text saying:
"Don't you worry about her or any other women; I only have eyes for you."
"Don't say those things, do you know how hard it is to be in the same room as you and not be able to touch you…it's killing me."- It was amazing how Bella could be so shy sometimes, and other times she was confident and took charge of things, and I loved it.
"I know exactly how it feels…by the way I love when you tell me things like that."
"Really? I wanted to kiss to you right now…to have your hands touching my body."- She was killing me, my body burned as I read her words. I looked at her and she had that wicked smile she had this afternoon.
"You're being a bad girl…I might have to make you pay for what you are doing to me."- She blushed as she read text, and I assumed she would stop but she surprised me once again and drove me over the edge with what she wrote.
"Promise?I can hardly wait."- And I completely lost my sanity.
"Go to the bathroom, NOW!"
"No…"- She had no idea what her actions and words were doing to me…
"Do it or I will come and get out of table." I got up and walked towards her table and she panicked, but I diverted my way and went to the bathroom to wait for her. I knew this restaurant like the palm of my hand, and she was in for a surprise. I talked to one of the waiters and planned my little revenge.
"Are you insane?"- She said as she came in to hall where the bathrooms were, I took her hand and pulled so that she would follow me.-"Where are you taking me? My mom is here…Edward?"- I didn't say a word and pulled her until we reached the door of one of the private dining rooms that this restaurant had and it was opened like I had planned.
I pulled her in and locked the door, the look on her face was worth the big tip I had given the waiter, and she looked surprised, scared but also thrilled to be there with me. I slowly came closer to her and I could hear her breathing become heavier in anticipation. Has I came closer she walked back teasing me, until her back was against the big dining table that occupied the center of the room, and she could not escape from me. I pushed myself against her making her moan with desire, put my hands through her long hair and pulled her close to me.
"Go ahead kiss me…"- She gave me that wicked smile and said:
"No…"- And that was all it took to make me go insane. I pressed her lips to mine and they parted inviting me in and allowing our tongues to taste one another. I kissed her with all the desire I felt making us both experience pure bliss... I felt the need I had for her take over my body and I pressed her against the table, her body fitted perfectly in mine. The way she was panting against me made me hunger for more of her so my hands gained a mind of their own and traveled down her perfect body, caressing her…I stopped at her tights and the fabric between my hands and her skin became too much so I took the bottom hem of her dress and pulled it up giving me full access to her bare skin. She was so soft…I wanted her so badly.
I put my hands under her thighs and lifted her and set her on the table, I put her legs around my body and she moan with pleasure, her hands came up mine neck and into my hair and she pulled it gently making me groan against her lips...my mouth came down of her lips tasting her skin, I bit her earlobe and she shivered with pleasure, my hands grasped her thighs pulling her against me, giving us the friction we were so desperate for and she moan with pleasure. I wanted her to be mine, I wanted to take her and make love to her on top of that table…but a wisest part of me knew, that this was not the perfect place or time to do that.
Her mother was just in the next, oh God I was really becoming a monster and taking advantage of her. I quickly pulled away from her and put all the distance I could between us and leaned against the wall opposite from the table.
She set there trying to catch her breath, and to calm her body's reactions; she looked at me with confusion in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Bella…I shouldn't have brought you here."- She got down from the table and walked to me, I felt so ashamed of myself that I couldn't look her in the eyes. She put her hands on my face to make me look at her but I just couldn't face her, so I turned away.
"Edward, look at me, please."
"I can't…I'm so ashamed of what I just did to you…I almost…almost…"- She put her hand on my lips to keep me from saying anything else.
"Did I ask you to stop?"- What? What did she mean by that?
"No, but that's not the point. I'm older than you, probably more experienced then you, and I'm your teacher…"- She rolled her eyes in despair.
"You are my teacher at school…when we are alone, like this… we are just a man and a young woman who have feelings for each other, and if I don't tell you to stop is because I'm enjoying it as much as you are."
"But…I almost lost control, if I didn't pull way when I did, we would probably be…"- She put her finger on my lips again.
"My point exactly…"
"Are you listening to yourself? Is this how you see our first time together? Sneaking around, hiding."- She smiled widely.
"I don't think about how and where, I just want my first time to be with you."- I froze…was she saying she was a virgin? That, made me feel so much worse.
"Your first time? You're a virgin?"-I felt so disgust with myself; she had no experience at all. I was so relieved that I had stop things before they went any further. This changed everything…
"Does that bother you?"- She must have misread my face.
"No…I'm just relieved I stopped when I did. This is not the place to…for your first time."
"Why? I don't care about the place, I just want you…"- And she blushed and my heart melted. I put my arms around her and held her tight.
"Well, as you could see I want you too, desperately. But your first time shouldn't be rushed; it should be special, slow and beautiful, not like…like this."
"I don't care…"
"But I do! I can't lose control like this anymore."- She turned in my arms to face me.
"What do you mean…"
"I don't want to take advantage of your lack of experience."- She didn't like what I said; it was like I had offended her.
"I may not have the practical experience of it, but I know all the theory in detail."- She smile wickedly and pushed herself against me, slowly she put her hand under my shirt, and gently scratching my back with nails, make me groan with desire and I automatically pulled her into a deep consuming kiss.-"I rest my case."- She said laughing.
"What am I going to do with you?"
"Well, you were going in the right direction minutes ago."- She was unbelievable, and was not going to make life easy for me.
"Bella, Bella…you need to behave…this is serious."
"I know and I'm sorry. But you bring to the surface, this new Bella, I didn't know I had inside me, and I see myself saying and doing things I never thought I could and I like it."- It made me happy to know I was changing her life, just like she was changing mine.-"I promise I'll try to behave…but if I go too far, just let me know."
"But that's the problem…I love it when you go too far…you have no idea how it makes me feel, well after what just happened I think you have a clear picture. But we can't let ourselves lose control like this…we need to wait…at least until school is over."
"But that's like three months away…I don't know if I can survive that long."- I had to laugh.
"We'll help each other, ok?"- She was pouting…it was the cutest thing.-"We should go, your mother is probably wondering why you are taking so long."
"You are probably right…can I just have one more kiss before I go."- She said shyly, and how I could I deny her that. So I kissed her but this time I held back the need I had for her making this a slow gentle kiss.
I told her I would go first and that she should wait a little bit before she did, I walked back through the hall that lead to the bathroom and back to the main room and Alice was standing there waiting for me and she looked mad.
"What the hell are you thinking…I can't believe you just did this, her mother is right there!"
"Alice, please…nothing happened ok? And I already hate myself for letting my feelings get the best of me."
"I'm sorry. I just worry about the two of you, especially you. This is really hard, isn't it?"
"It's excruciating."
"Come; let's go back to our table."- We went back to our table and set down, nobody said a word but I could tell Emmet was making a huge effort to keep his comments to himself.
The rest of the night went well and I was able to enjoy my meal, my family help by making the conversation topics interesting and away from Bella.
As Bella and her mother were about to leave, so did we and the second part of our mission was set in motion. We went outside through a different door and crossed their way.
"Hello again."- I said surprisingly and they all looked at our group.
"Hello."- Renée said.
"Hi, Bella."- Alice said and Renée looked at her puzzled and Bella froze without knowing what to do, so Alice continued as planned.-"What a small world. I had no idea you were one of my brother's students."-She turned to Renée.-"I'm sorry how rude of me, I didn't introduced myself. I'm Alice Cullen and this is Rosalie Hale, Bella will be working for us at AliRose, starting tomorrow."- The look on Renée's face was priceless.
"Oh…It's a pleasure to meet you both. Thank you for the opportunity you are giving Bella."
"It will be our pleasure, your daughter is full of potential, you should be proud of her."-Rosalie said.
"Thank you, it's always rewarding for a mother to hear things like that, but in this case, Bella is the one who gets the credit, she kind of raised herself, she is actually the one who takes care of me."- Bella's face was becoming red, due to being the topic of the conversation.-"Oh. This is Phil my boyfriend.
They all introduced their selves and talk for a bit; during that time I couldn't take my eyes of Bella, I loved the way she acted around my family, it was like she belonged there, even Emmet talked to her and they both laughed together at something. Looking at her like this made me realize that what I felt for her was more than just need, desire or lust, I loved her, I really loved this seventeen year old girl that I hardly knew, but could not live without.
"Don't look at her like that."-Jasper whispered in my ear.-"You are not being discreet."
"Oh. Thanks…"- I said shyly, and facing reality.
Eventually we had to leave, while Renée was saying goodbye to Phil she look at me and smile. I watch her drive away with her mother by her side, taking a piece of me with her, even I rolled my eyes at that thought, I was turning into such pathetic love sick man.
I got home with my heart filled with joy and love, before I got to the couch my phone rang and it was Bella.
"Hey!"
"Hello. Did you get home alright?"
"Yes, but it was hard to concentrate with my mother talking. Do you know she talk to whole way back?"- I laughed.
"What was she talking about?"
"You and your family…she is just completely dazzled with all of you. She kept going on about how gorgeous you are, and it she was your student she wouldn't be able to concentrate. It was torture."
"Really…"
"Yes, cause every time she said your name, by mind travelled to a dark private room and…did you know I almost ran over an old man?"- I burst into laughing, picturing the scene.-"Don't laugh, that's what you do to me, Mr. Cullen."
"I'm sorry. So are you ready for bed?"
"Are you trying to ask me what am I wearing?"- I was shock, and couldn't say a word; I was divided between wanting her to go on and knowing we shouldn't, and she just laughed.-"I'm sorry, I just couldn't help it. Are you still there?"
"Yes…"- Was all I could say, because her word had made my body react and I had to calm myself.-"You promised you'd behave."
"I know, sorry."
"Bella we hardly know each other, I think we should try to get to know each other a little deeper."
"But that's exactly what I want, for you to get to know me deeply."- She was doing it again.
"You're hopeless…"- And she laughed.
"I'm sorry but you just make it so easy to tease you. I agree we should know each other better, but how do we do that?"
"By talking…"
"Talking…"
"Bella!"
"Sorry…I have an idea, it's kind of childish but it works."
"I'm all ears."
"I like it more when you are all hands."- Oh God…she was impossible.
"Bella!"
"Sorry…This is something I did with my friends when I was in fifth grade, we both tell each other every day five things about us and then you get to ask two questions that the other person has to answer truthfully. Like I said it is kind of childish."
"No, I like it…so I get to ask you two questions and you have to answer then, I like it."
"But it has to be in writing, like in an e-mail or text message, so that we are not uncomfortable answering them."
"Ok, when do you want to start?"
"Today is good. My mom is coming I have to go, see you tomorrow."- And she hung up and started to think about what five things I should start with. My phone, biped with the sound of a text message from Bella. She is quick I thought.
"My mom is coming! I bet that really turned you on. :) I'm so pathetic. Can you believe I'm hiding under my covers?
Five things you should know about me:
I can be very stubborn
I'm very grumbling if I don't sleep enough
I lose my temper easily
I tend to overreact when I'm provoked
I love to read, to a point that I forget everything around me.
My questions to you are:
How many girlfriend you had?
What do you like more in a woman?
That wasn't so hard; I'll be waiting for yours."
Bella
I smiled as I read what she wrote, five little things that told me so much about her, some of them I already knew, like losing her temper, that was actually the first thing I learned about her.
I struggled with what I would write, but it was really late and we both had to get up really early and now I knew what little sleep could do to her.
"You under the covers, now there's a thought… :)
I'll start with answering your questions.
I had two girlfriends and dated a few more.
What I love more about a woman is her mind, and the way she thinks.
Now the five things you should know about me:
I'm a perfectionist
My mind works in a different way than most people
I tend to isolate myself
I love to read and read faster than most people
I can be very possessive
Uhh. That was hard…
My questions are:
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Do you love me?
I'll be definitely waiting for your answer to that last one.
Love
D.A.D.
I waited patiently for her answer, but the minutes passed and nothing, I was beginning to think that she probably fell asleep or maybe I had scared her away with what I had said. I was pacing around my living room when my phone biped.
Sorry it took so long...my battery died.
Two girlfriends? That's it? Didi you lie? I don't get it…we definitely need to talk more about this.
I thought a lot about what you asked, a month ago I had my life kind of planed, I would be going to college, don't' ask what my major would be because I don't know, I would get a job be successful at it, and look for a husband around my thirties. But now I really don't care whether I go to college or not, I don't care what my future is, all I know is that it has to include you. So guess this kind of answers the other question, but you probably want me to write it don't you? So hear it goes:
I LOVE YOU MR. CULLEN
I have to go to sleep now; my mom is going to kill me when she gets my phone's bill.
She loved me that was all I could read; she couldn't see her future without me just like I couldn't see mine without her. There was one last thing I needed to tell her, so I typed the message for her and hit sent.
I went straight to my piano and my fingers started to play the most beautiful melody, I played with the keys until it was done and it was perfect just like the girl who had inspired it, it was just like my Bella.
Ok, I really hope you liked it, and if you do let me know, so please review...The next couple of day I'll be out of town so I won't be able to posting anything, but I will soon. Have a wonderful Christmas...and don't forget to review.
