AN: Sorry I havent updated in awhile... I have sooo much going on for school and soo much to do, but heres the next chapter. I hope you like it. :)

PS.: I'm gonna tell you already that the father of the baby will not be Robbie or Andre, they are Becks friends and I dont think that either of them would do that to him.

So that baby can't be mine and my world will never be the same.

Becks POV

All of this took place about 3 days ago, I haven't eaten or slept since Jade told me this terrible new. I get sick everytime I try to eat and when I sleep that conversation plays through my mind.

FLASHBACK

"Beck, I have something to tell you. It's not gonna be easy to tell you..." Jade said while fighting back tears.

"Jade, you know you can tell me anything." I said getting worried. Jade could always tell me anything. I've never seen her so upset and frightened which scared me even more. Jade was always one to just come out and say what she needed to say. What could possibly so bad that she it made her scared to talk to me?

"I'm... Pregnant." Jade whispered.

At first I was sure I heard her wrong... "Wh-what did you just say?" I stammered.

"I'm pregnat Beck." She said again.

"Thats what I thought... I gotta go." I said as I ran away from her.

"Beck! We have to talk about this! Comeback!" I heard in the distance... but I couldn't turn back. So I just kept running.

END FLASHBACK

That had to be the absolute worst conversation of my life. I dont know who the father is... I'm not sure that I even want to know. I still hurts way to much. I still haven't been to school. I'm honestly to scared to go back. Everything there reminds me of Jade. That I know I will get over... But I'm still afraid to face Jade and find out answers that I'm not sure I even want to know... But I know I have to go back. I'll just have to try and avoid her at all cost.

LINE

Its 6am... Time to wake up. I actually have to go to school today. Its Friday anyway so if it gets to be to much I always have the weekend to sit here and think. So I get up and get in the shower. Its already 645 when I get out. The shower was just so relaxing... It was the first time I relaxed in days. But by the time I was completely ready to go it was 715. School starts at 745. I need to get going since its a 15 minute drive my house to school. The drive over I listen to music. I turned the radio up pretty loud to drown out my thoughts. I don't want to think today. I need to concentrate on going to school, and if I start thinking now I won't want to go. I soon get to the school and as I get up to the door to go in, my mind starts screaming at me that I'm not ready and to just go home and just when I'm about to turn around to leave I hear a voice behind me.

"Beck?..."

AN: Im sorry I know its short. I just wanted to give you guys something. I will try to make the next chapter longer. I promise. Thank you

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