Chapter 2 19:20
Santana had never been so relaxed or felt so calm with someone when she was so vulnerable and exposed. No one was ever this gentle with her, this caring. She let out a big sigh and turned to face Sunny who was standing under the hot streaming water.
"Why do you do this?" she said looking the smaller girl directly in the eyes.
"Why do I do what, San? Oh god did I hurt you? I am so sorry!" Her eyes were flooded with concern as she dropped the loofa to the wet tiles.
"No! No. I mean this, with me, you are always so…so soft. And caring. All the time."
Sunny stood staring at Santana in bewilderment. This was the oddest question she had ever been asked.
"San, I am a little confused here. You want me to be mean?" she asked searching the Latina's face for an answer.
"No I don't want you to be mean. I just want to know what I did to deserve you. You are kind, and gentle. You never ask for anything yet give everything you have. Its like you see past my bitchyness and my anger. I just…I just don't. What I mean is I've never met anyone like you." Santana looked away from Sunny to hide the tears that were now falling down her cheeks.
Damnit Santana get your shit together. This was supposed to be sexy shower time, not bare your soul in an "I love you" speech. WAIT. Hold the phone. I love her? I love her. Fuck do I tell her? Oh my god no! We agreed from the beginning there were no strings attached. What do I say now "Hi I know I said no strings attached and it wasn't personal but I love you". No. And I can't exactly change the subject. Fuck what if she doesn't love me back? Maybe those guys in high school were right. I am just good for a quick fuck and laugh. Shit. SHIT SHIT SHIT!
"San?" Sunny was panicking a little at the lack of response from the normally very vocal girl
"Santana can you hear me? Say something damnit"
Sunny's urgent words pulled Santana back to the present. She had somehow managed to sit down and pull her knees to her chest in the corner of the shower. She was breathing hard and her eyes were burning from the tears that now dripped from her chin.
"Huh?" was the only thing Santana could say. She wiped her face and looked over at Sunny. She had knelt down next to her still half covered in bubbles from the body wash and wet hair hanging around her obviously concerned face.
"Santana are you ok?" she asked again
"I am fine. I'm ok. Sorry," Santana stood up slowly, pulling Sunny with her.
"I just had a little fight with myself. I mean I just had to think about something and I didn't want to freak you out."
Sunny still confused crossed her arms and looked at Santana expectantly, waiting for further explanation.
Santana was nervous. She didn't know what to say and if she didn't say something fast, shower sex might permanently be cancelled.
"Great ," she said with a sigh,"Now you think I am nuts."
"I don't think you are nuts. I think you need to tell me what you really want to say and stop beating around the bush. Did I do something wrong?" Sunny's eyes started to fill with tears at the lack of response from Santana.
"Ok fine I get it."
Sunny turned to leave and just as she was opening the shower door she felt a hand touch the small of her back and she stopped. She turned to see Santana's face red and covered in more tears.
"Wait. Please?" She said with a little sob "I don't know how to do this. I've never loved someone like this."
Sunny was shocked to say the least. Here she was thinking she had broken some weird Santana rule and ruined everything and Santana said she loved her.
"What did you say?"
"Fuck. Um…I said I love you? And I know I said no strings attached at the beginning and that it was just supposed to be fun but I just…I can't no-"
She was cut off Sunny's lips as the pressed firmly into hers. The kiss was deep and passionate.
"I love you too, San" sunny said, eyes red from tears of relief.
"Really?" Santana sniffed and wiped her face.
Sunny moved a little closer and placed her hands on either side of San's face and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Really, really"
Santana in closer until their fronts were pressed together tightly
"Then maybe its time you teach me to be gentle," and after another soft kiss she leaned in a little further to whisper in the girl's ear, "In every way. She reached behind them and detached the shower hose and began slowly rinsing away all the bubbles left on Sunny's small tan body.
Taking the shower hose with one hand she used the other to pull Santana by the arm and guide her to the little seat on the other side of the shower.
"Sit"
At this point if felt like a million butterflies were being held captive inside Santana's stomach trying to burst out. God she hoped that "I love you sex" wasn't horrible, cause there is really no turning back now.
"Sunny I-"
But before she could finish her sentence Sunny took one finger and placed it against her lips.
"Uh uh. No talking right now. Just lean back and relax. Turn off your urge to squash and conquer for a few minutes." Sunny was smiling at Santana's hesitance. Not in a condescending way, but in a loving way.
Sunny grabbed a few towels from the towel rack just outside the shower door, rolled them up and placed them behind Santana's back.
"Lean back babe. Trust me."
Santana hesitated a little at first but gave in and leaned back into the warm towels. She had no idea what to expect and those damn butterflies were still swarming around inside her ready to burst out in a rage of insecure hurtful words. She held them back and waited patiently.
Sunny picked up the loofa off of thetiles where it had fallen and added alittle more body wash and placed the shower hose next to Santana's feet while she lathered the loofa in her hands.
"You have to learn to trust," Sunny said as she started to spread suds in small circles on the top of Santana's thighs, "that is where you start learning to be gentle. So right now you are going to let me do my thing and you are going to sit there and trust me."
Sunny kissed the tops of the Latina's knees and then slowly spread her legs wide. She moved the sudsy loofa to Santana's inner thighs and resumed her small circles on her left while making small wet kisses in a line up her right thigh.
"Oh my god, Sunny I-"
Sunny stopped what she was doing and put her finger to Santana's lips once more.
"No talking I said. Now relax. Lean back, or watch if you want" Sunny winked at the girl whose face was now flushed crimson. She resumed washing the girls inner thighs but this time moved to wash away what remained of her wet kisses. Once there were suds all the way up both thighs and almost to her core Sunny put the loofa on the floor and picked up the shower hose that was lying at Santana's feet. She turned the dial from pulsating massage to steady stream and slowing started retracing the circles she had drawn on the girls thighs to wash away the soap. With her free hand she reached around and grabbed Santana's ass firmly and pulled her forward to the edge of the small seat.
"Mmm you smell good. Unless that is just shower water" sunny said with a little giggle.
"uh uh" Santana said as her cheeks turned an ever deeper crimson.
"Just as I thought missy. But remember, we are playing the silent game."
Santana was breathing deep with anticipation. It was actually happening. Granted it was happening nothing like she had expected, but it was happening. Hot shower sex, with the hottest girl she had ever met.
Sunny scooted a little closer on her knees and licked up the water drops on Santana's thigh. She licked up her inner thigh moving the water across the girls aching core to the other thigh and washed away the few bubbles that lingered on the tan skin.
Noticing a very sharp intakeof air and a little squirm from Santana after she ran the water over her most sensitive spot, Sunny decided it was time to get to work. She moved the stream of water off of San's now shaking thighs and focused the water on her outer lips and started licking slow circles around the girls sensitive clit.
Santana was losing it. It felt like a fire was building in her core and the heat was spreading through her body like streams of lava. The blush on her cheeks had spread down her chest and her perky enhanced breasts making her hardened nipples stand out clearly. With the soft teasing to her core Santana's deep breathing had turned into pants and her hands reached out to the walls to stabilize her shaking body.
Sunny was more than pleased that Santana was actually listening to what she said, even though it was obvious by the lip biting and squirming that she was having trouble with the no talking rule. After all that was Santana's number one skill. She could talk a sales lady into buying stuff from her and convince her to have sex at the same time.
"Santana," Sunny stared looking up at the flushed girl." Moans do not count as talking. Just so you know." And without waiting for a response she switched the dial on the showerhead back to pulsating massage and placed it directly on Santana's clit.
"OOOh Mmmm. UGH!" Santana moaned loudly and tossed her head back towards the shower and arched her breasts out farther.
"That is much better. God you make the sexiest moans. They are even sexier when you are touching yourself." She said before placing her tongue flat on Santana's clit and licking up hard.
Santana didn't think she could get more turned on than she already was, but that pushed her so close to the edge she was teetering dangerously over. She didn't know if it was the fact that Sunny was being turned on by her moans or by the fact that sunny watched her touch herself but it was amazing. The fire was coursing through her veins and her skin was tingling. "Oh my god. Oh my GOD! UGH!" San screamed out and tangled her hands in Sunnys dark wet hair.
"Oh you want more? Fine. Also you can talk now. Spanish preferred"
Make it easier Sunny.
"Necesito más. Toqúeme por favor!" San moaned through gritted teeth.
"Oh sweet god that is sexy!"Sunny moaned as she reached her free hand down to massage her own sensitive clit.
"Aye dios mio! Are you touching yourself? Oh god you are! Aye dios!" Santana's body was trembling like crazy and she was using all the will power she could muster to keep from falling over the edge headfirst.
Sunny could feel Santana's abs starting to clench and decided to let her go all the way. She stopped her hand that had been pleasing herself and stood up. She kept the water focused on San's clit and straddled her widely spread legs pressing her ass onto the Latina's abs.
"Take this." She motioned handing Santana the shower head.
Santana took it with a shaking hand and pointed the stream at the smaller girls lower back
"What are you-OH MY GOD!" Screamed Santana as Sunny quickly enter her burying her ring and middle fingers in up to the knuckle. She waited for San's breathing to calm a little and then she curled her fingers, applying pressure on just the right spot.
"UGH! Dios! Mas, por favor mas! OH GOD Sunny." Santana dropped the shower head and grabbed the small girl's waist and dug her nails into the tan flesh. Sunny ignored the burning at her core and focused on what her hands were doing. She added another finger and started pumping her hand in and out faster and harder, curling her fingers every time. Sunny could feel San's muscles starting to clench and her breathing went shaky. If San was gonna come, Sunny decided she was gonna come hard and screaming her name.
Sunny pressed the pad of her thumb hard against San's clit and sped up the pace of her fingers. She reached around with her free hand and squeezed the girls left breast hard.
"Say my name, baby. Come for me and say my name" She said in a deep sultry voice.
That was it. Santana's body gave in to the flames radiating from her core and her body spasmed with pleasure.
"Aye DIOS! Sunny! SUNNY! UHHH!"
Sunny had never been jealous of a man in her life, but in that moment she would have traded anything in the world to feel Santana's muscles clench down on her most sensitive area while she was screaming her name.
Sunny slowed her hand until Santana's body had relaxed. She wiggled her ass into her abs a little before she extended her legs, putting her glistening sex on full display in front of Santana's face. Knowing San was looking at her she slowly withdrew her fingers receiving a whimper from the Latina at the loss, and lifted the fingers into her mouth and sucked them clean with a smack.
"So do you like gentle?" Sunny asked as she turned and bent to kiss Santana deeply on the lips.
"Oh yeah" Santana said after their lips parted. "Can we do that again? Like tonight?
Sunny just laughed as she retrieved the showerhead from the tiles and replaced it on the wall holder.