Jr725: To be honest, I was never really a fan of Bella and Edward, and the only cullen I like is Emmett, So I don't really know how to incorporate them in here, because I never paid much mind to them in the original books (Even if they were the main characters,lol). Plus, I wanted Renesmee and Jacob to figure these problems out without anyone else interfering, but the family will come in soon, that much I can tell you!
Polly2010: Yeah I'm hate him too. Even if I write him. Lol.
Thanks to everyone who reviewed, Enjoy chapter 7! Oh and Warning: If you don't like domestic violence, DO NOT READ.
Chapter 7
"Dammit Renesmee open the door!" I said banging on the cottage door.
The door swung open when I was in mid-knock. My heart broke when I saw Renesmee's face swollen and red from crying, with tears still streaming down her face.
"Baby... I'm sorry okay? I just-"
"Save it Jake. I don't even want to hear the shit coming out of your mouth."
I flinched alittle at the anger and hurt in her voice.
"Honey I-"
"Don't honey me! I want you to leave and never come back!" She screamed.
My heart shattered even more.
"Renesmee, you should have heard the things he said about you! He talked about you as if you were some whore! I had to do something, I couldn't just let him talk about you. I care about you too much."
"Wow Jacob. That was almost believeable. Rowan said you would try to blame him."
"What?" I said feeling the anger boil in my blood.
"I know you said those things about me, I know you only hang around hoping to get in my pants."
I started shaking, but I tried to calm down. If I phased right now I could hurt her.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, you know me better than that!" I yelled. "I have never spoken badly about you!"
"Do I Jacob? Do I know you better than that? You haven't had a date since I looked thirteen, maybe you were just waiting for the moment I sprouted into this, and you could have your way with me. The world doesn't work like that, i'm not some whore that will just get on her knees at the sound of your voice. I'm worth more than that."
"I'M FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU, OKAY?" I screamed. "I've been there for you since the moment I saw you in blondies arms. I loved you the moment I laid eyes on you and knew you would grow up to be someone special. I was there for everything. Every little bump, scratch, or broken bone. I stayed around even when you parents thought I was some type of fucking pedophile for loving you so much, but I couldn't help it. You were my bestfriend. The only person I trusted with my life. And I still do. Looking at you now, I'm so proud of this woman you've became, I couldn't help but fall for you."
By time I was done, tears silently rolled down my my cheeks as I awaited her response.
She slowly started shaking her head,her own tears starting again, "No. No, I'm not going to let you manipulate me anymore."
"Listen to yourself!" I yelled cupping her cheeks in my hands, shaking her alittle bit. "He's got you brain washed Renesmee. I love you, You know that! I just confessed that I was in love with you, and you still believe what he told you?"
She stepped out of my grasped, "Yes because Rowan loves me and... and I love him back. More that anything.
Ouch. I could actually hear my heart ripping in half.
"O-Okay." I whispered. "Even though I don't like him, if you love him then I want you to be happy. But he's not safe Renesmee, just trust me he isn't. You need to end this."
"No I won''t trust you! Your manipulating me again right now into thinking you love me!"
I growled in frustration, punching the side of the house, feeling it vibrate under my blow, and ignore the stinging it caused
"WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME RENESMEE! I JUST OPENED UP MY FUCKING HEART TO YOU AND YOU STAND THERE MAKING ME THE BAD GUY! I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR ALL THE YEARS YOU'VE WALKED ON THIS EARTH AND YOU PULL THIS MANIPULATING SHIT ON ME? Trusting him when you've known him for THREE FUCKING MONTHS!"
Renesmee
For the first time ever in my life, I was actually afraid of Jacob black. No wonder Rowan told me to stay away from him. Since Jacob knew he wasn't going to have sex with me, he was throwing a fit.
"J-just leave Jacob I don't ever ever want to see your face again. I hate myself for ever trusting you, and mostly, I hate you."
For a second his face reflected nothing but utter heart break and pain, but when I blinked he was gone.
...
Two months. One week. Six days. Eight hours. Thirty-two minutes and eleven seconds.
Is exactly how long Jacobs been missing.
But who's counting?
Ever since we had that fight on the porch, I'd been like a living corpse.
I felt so horrible about all the things I said. Accused him of, when in reality, it was Rowan who was the monster.
Once Jacob had been missing for a week, Rowan was sweet and comforting, telling me that it would be alright, that I deserved a better friend and that I still had him. But when I never got out of my depressed state, he grew irritated with me a resorted to more physically violent tactics to make me heal.
"Stop fucking moping I said get yourself ready to go out." He ordered me.
That's another thing. I moved out.
Biggest mistake of my life.
I still remember two weeks ago when I flew off the handle on my parents.
I was walking in the house at around two in the morning after another one of Rowans beatings and just wanted to crawl in bed, cry myself to sleep, and wish for Jacob. But of course my parents were waiting for me.
"Renesmee stop and come here." Dad said.
I kept on walking up the stairs.
"RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN I SAID STOP!"
"WHAT?" I yelled, stomping back down the stairs.
"You do not speak that way towards your Father young lady!" Mom scolded. I just rolled my eyes. "Now where have you been, its almost three in the morning!"
"Actually if you could fucking read, its not even two yet."
"Hey! Watch your mouth and answer her question!"
"I was with Rowan, who cares?"
"We care! We are your parents and we were worried sick! You are not to be at anyones house, let alone a boys, at this time of the night!"
"Oh please!" I scoffed. "But you could have two different boys crawling in your window, spending the night with you, when you were my age is-a-bel-la?" I said, pronouncing her name like she was retarded.
When I turned to go upstairs again, Mom grabbed my arm and as a reflex I screamed in fear and struggled in her grasped.
"Renesmee, Renesmee! Calm down do you really think I would hurt you?" She said.
I bit back tears and moved away from them.
"What is going on? Did that boy do something to you Renesmee?" Daddy asked.
I was almost a professional at hiding my thoughts from him but tonight it all just slipped out.
The beatings, the names he called me, some of the horrible, horrible, things he made me do.
Daddy's eyes widened and he rushed over, crushing me in a hug.
"You are never to see he him again! Do you understand me? Never again!"
"No! No!NO!" I screamed, pushing him off me. "Don't touch me! You guys will never understand! I love him and I know he loves me. We're just... having some problems right now, and I just need to learn how to listen to orders."
"Edward?"Mom said. "What is she talking about?"
He turned to her briefly and whispered, "I'll tell you later, love" Then turned back to me. "You call that love? The way he hits you? Demeans you? Renesmee you deserve better than that. You deserve-"
"NO! Don't you dare say his name!" I said referring to Jacob. "He is a terrible human being and I never want to see that sick bastard again!" He went to say something, but I interrupted. "I can't live in this house anymore! You guys are so fucking nerve wrecking! Do not come looking for me or I will...I'll kill myself!" It was easy for me to say that since I had been wishing for death for quite some time now.
"Dont say that Renesmee," Mom said softly, but I was already upstairs packing my things, then running off into the night.
*End Of Flashback*
"Rowan please," I whimpered. "I-I'm really sore today, and I just wanna stay home..."
"Oh your sore?" He said in a concerned tone. I nodded. "Well maybe you should stay home."
I almost... Wait what was it called again? Oh yeah. Smiled.
"Thank you. You have no-"
I felt a sharp blow to my face, making me squeak in surpise and fall to the ground, clutching my cheek.
"DID I FUCKING ASK YOU IF YOU WERE SORE? DID I SAY IT WAS UP FOR DEBATE WHETHER YOU WANTED TO GO OR NOT?" He yelled.
I just laid there, crying and shaking in fear. He kicked me in the stomach then gripped my hair. I screamed, blood splattering out of my mouth.
"SHUT UP YOU LITTLE UNGRATEFUL WHORE!" I tried my best to calm down, but the pain was surreal. He just threw my head back down and started pacing. "Do you think I like doing this shit to you Renesmee? You think I like beating that pretty little face of yours?" He chuckled darkly. "If only you'd listen to me and do what I say, I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THIS!"
It was silent for awhile, the only other sound other than Rowan mumbling to himself, was me coughing and sputtering on my own blood, crying and gripping my stomach.
" I've tried to be patient with you Renesmee... I gave you two whole months to forget about Jacob, but my patience is running thin, so I have a way to help you forget about him."
All of a sudden he was straddling my waist ripping my clothes off.
"No!" I screamed. "No please no, anything but this..."
He slapped me a couple times then gripped my cheek with almost all his strength. I could've sworn I heard a bone.
"Your body is mine and I will do what I please with it." He growled then released my face, slamming my head on the floor. Black spots danced in my vision, and I heard him unzipping the fly to his jeans.
"No!" He punch me in my stomach causing me to choke and sputter again as blood resurfaced in my mouth.
"SHUT THE HELL UP!"
And with that he was inside me.
.Violating. Breaking.
I tried to push him away, spitting my blood at him, but this only made him laugh, and pound me harder until I thought he was going to break my pelvis.
I just gave up and laid there, crying as he took my innocent without caring at all.
I was grateful for the darkness that soon consumed me, but not before I muttered something.
"Jacob..."
...
When I woke up, I was on Rowans bed, but all of my limbs were screaming at me in pain, and when I tried to sit up, it felt like I ran straight into a knife. I gasped and quickly laid back down. I put my hands over my face, wincing at my sore jaw, but silently crying into them. It didn't take long for those cries, to turn into heart wrenching sobs.
"Why?" I whispered. "What did I do to deserve this?"
I couldn't believe this is what I allowed to happen. Why didn't I just listen to Jake? Why didn't I trust him?
Because your a stupid whore, not worthy of anyone.
I turned my head and saw my phone on the side table. I was shocked, because Rowan usually took it with him when he left somewhere with out me. I reached for it with shaky fingers and when I got it, I wasn't stupid enough to call the police. What would they do up against a vampire?
So instead I settled on call the one person my heart called out too.
Jacob.
"We're sorry, but the number you are calling has been disconnected."
I gasped. Disconnected? How could he disconnect his phone? Did something happen to him?
Maybe he did it because of you.
The reality of him actually doing that hit me like a brick wall. I started crying so hard, that I could feel my broken ribs moving around in my stomach. I dialed Quils number next, hoping he didn't hate me too much.
"This is Ateara! You want an in call or out call?" He joked. (Its a hooker joke, lol.)
"Q-Quil..." I whimpered.
He was silent for a minute, and I thought he had hung up until I heard him sigh, "Loch ness, its so good to hear your voice."
Just hearing him say that made me cry even harder.
"Quil, you have to h-help me. I-I don't know when he's going to be back,b-but you have to come get me. Please, I'm in trouble." I sobbed.
"Okay, Okay Calm down alright? Give me the address, I'm already in forks."
I told him Rowans address, and where the spare key was.
Now all I could do was wait.
As I was starting to calm down from my crying fit, I heard the door unlock.
I stopped breathing and froze in fear. Was It Rowan or Quil?
"Loch ness where are you?" Quil called.
"Up..." I squealed as a sharp pain shot through my stomach. I heard his heavy foot steps running up the stairs, and throwing open every door until he found me. And when he did he gasped.
"Holy shit! Renesmee!" He tried to hug me, but I automatically flinched away. He held his hands up. "Sorry. Who the fuck did this to you?"
"Ro-Rowan." I said.
"Your boyfriend did this?" He yelled. "I swear I'm going to fucking wringe his neck the next time-"
"Q-Quil... We have to go before he gets back..."
"Right. Can you walk?" I shook my head. "Okay well, I have to pick you up. I'm so sorry if it hurts."
He carefully slid his hands under my body, and his warm hands felt great on my bruises. I hadn't evne realized that I was only in my underwear and bra. Before I had time to get embarrased about that though, I was suddenly lifted into Quils arms. I screamed as my midsection bent and started coughing blood once again.
"Oh fuck me..." He whispered to himself. "Shit, Renesmee. You should have told me your ribs were broke! I would've kept your body more straight!"
He was raising his voice, and it scared the hell out of me. I hid my face in his neck and gripped his shirt tightly in my trembling fingers.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please don't hit me..." I begged.
He kissed my cheek, "Never. Just relax. Go to sleep or something. I'm gonna get you the help you need."
I squealed or hissed with every step he took, while he constantly apologized.
The only time I could fully relax was when Quil laid me in the backseat of his truck.
He made a couple phone calls, and I paid no mind to them.
Then just as the darkness was about to consume me once again, something Quil said caught my attention.
"Yeah umm, Jake? We have a problem."
Then I drifted off.
Another short chapter! But yet so much has happened. And this chapter left me in a dark place all day... Lol. Click the little thing that lets you brighten my day, I would love you hear what you thought of this chapter!