I'm really sorry if this chapter sucks or has alot of typo's and is really short, but I just haven't had the best weekend. My 14month old little cousin paid me a visit this weekend, and I spent so much time with her that I considered her mine, and we got attached to each other. Even though it may seem stupid to some people, when she left to go back to pittsburgh, I was sooooo upset and cried for awhile. I still miss her but I managed type up something for you! Enjoy!

Chapter 12

Renesmee

After Jacob left, I spent sometime with the family, telling them how sorry I was for yesterday, and so on. And after we bonded alittle bit, I went upstairs to my room and got on my computer.

I wasn't on there for more than five minutes when I noticed I had a video chat waiting. I clicked on it and smiled widely as I saw Katies face pop up.

"Where the HELL have you been? Its been months since you called me! I cry my self to sleep everynight because of you!"

I laughed, God I missed her.

"I'm sorry Kate! Pwease forgive me?" I said, giving her my puppy dog eyes.

Her angry face melted, and she smiled, "You better be lucky your so damn adorable! So whats up? Tell me whats new. Hows thats...Whats his name... Rowan guy?"

I gulped and looked down at my hands.

"We... Broke up..."

"Aw! You guys were a cute couple? Why'd the lovin boat sail away?"

"Katie... He beat me..."

".WHAT NOW? He beat you? Oh hell, why didn't you call me sooner, I would have been on the first plane out there to whoop his conceited ass! Are you okay though hun?"

"Yeah, Jacob and his friends are keeping me safe. Rowan skipped town anyways after someone found out about what he was doing."

"Well I'm glad your okay. And speaking of Jacob... how is my sexy piece of ass doing? He misses me doesn't he?"

I rolled my eyes. She was so much like Quil.

"I would appreciate if you do't talk about my boyfriend like that."

Her eyes widened and I turned the volume down on the computer waiting for her explosion.

"YOUR WITH THAT SEXY BEAST NOW? I AM VERY MUCH JEALOUS OF YOU RIGHT NOW RENESMEE CULLEN!" She screamed.

"Don't you have a roommate? You should be quiet." I giggled.

"Who gives a fuck! Tell me how, when, where this happened!"

"Well you always suspected I had a thing for Jacob, and I did. I just refused to believe it back then. But... He told me he was in love with me, even after some of the crap I put him through when I was with Rowan. So, we were in a beautiful meadow today, talking about some stuff I'll tell you later, when I realized, I loved that man. And he kissed me..."

We both bit our lips, then burst in to laughing squeals like we were little girls.

"Was it amazing?" She asked.

I sighed just remembering it. "It was perfect, Kate. He is so sweet and caring with me, I could practically melt in his arms."

"Don't forget i'm hot." A deep voice said in my ear.

I screamed and went to hit whoever it was, but Jacob grabbed my hands.

"I'm sorry honey. I thought you heard me come in." He kissed the top of my head. "I'm sorry."

"Its fine Jake, I was just talking to Katie."

Just then Quil walked in. I saw Katie started fanning herself, and I tried not to laugh.

"Well who is this sexy lady your trying to hide from me Ness?" He asked, smiling into my webcam, making Katie giggle.

"Her name is Katie, and I'm sure its a pleasure to meet me." She flirted.

He chuckled. "Oh I like this chick. Why don't you give us a few babe? And try not to get too jealous."

I rolled my eyes, "Yeah. I'll try to contain it Quil."

I got up and headed downstairs to make something to eat, and Jacob trailed after me.

"So what was going on? Why did you have to leave?"

"I just had to talk to the guys about something." He shrugged. "Nothing too important. Then I had to pry Quil from Claire so I could talk to him later."

"Why does he love her so much?" I asked.

I thought it was cute of course, but it just seemed weird the way Quil and Jacob treated us the exact same way when I was 'younger'.

"What do you mean why does he love her so much? Is it wrong? I loved you like that when you were younger."

"Exactly. Are you Quiluete men like, obsessed with babies? I didn't really take you guys for the Daddy type's."

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to his chest, searching my eyes for any discomfort.

"Now that your older, and your in love with me, I can tell you why. But not right now. I want it to be just us two when I explain it."

"You promise?" He bent down and put his forehead on mine.

"I promise."

With that he pressed his lips to mine softly. This time I heard him groan and fist at the back of my shirt.

"HEY!" Daddy yelled.

We jumped apart in surprise, and I blushed.

"What do you think you two are doing?"

"Edward, I love her. You know that. And she loves me back, so we're a couple."

"No. Nope. Not exceptable. I will not allow this."

"Edward... Lets talk about this." Mom said, entering the room.

"No Bella, she is my daughter and I forbid them from dating!"

"Daddy... I love him." I whispered.

He just ignored me and stepped towards Jacob.

"I will give you ten seconds to get out."

"Look Eddie," Jacob growled. "Whether you like it or not, as long as Renesmee wants me, I'll be here. Do you want to take everything good out of my life? Is it too much trouble for me to be happy for once!"

"She is just a child!" Dad yelled.

"I am not a child!" I said.

"You are a child Renesmee, your seven years old!" I shrunk back into Jacobs side.

"Don't yell at her! Your scaring her! And are we really back on this pedophile shit Edward? Have I EVER mistreated her? Have I ever treated her like that jackass that you ALLOWED her to date? What the fuck is wrong with her dating me?"

"Its the way your acting right now! Your going to end up hurting her too! And I will not watch her rush into another relationship."

"Well, I'm sorry but thats really not your choice."

Dad smirked," Really? Remember I told you how we needed to move? How we'd been in this town for too long?"

Jacob started shaking. "You are NOT going to take her away from me! God so help me I rip you to shreds."

I was starting to get angry at how they were just talking about me like I wasn't standing there.

"ENOUGH!" I yelled.

They both fell silent and looked at me surprised.

"Don't sit there and talk about me like i'm not here! Daddy, I will date whoever I please because I am most definitely NOT a chlid! And Jacob, you don't own me, so do not talk to my Father that way! I am perfectlly capable of making my own decisions!"

Even if some weren't so smart.

With that I stormed upstairs, slammed my door and plopped on my bed.

"Everything okay loch ness?" Quil asked, laying on his stomach next to me.

"Is Katie still on?" I asked.

"Nah, I told her you would call her later after we heard all the yelling downstairs."

I sighed. "I know what I did was stupid, but I'm so sick of everyone treating me like a fragile glass, or a ticking time bomb. I get that their still upset, worried even scared, I just want to forget now dad thinks every relationship i'm going to be in is going to be abusive. And Jacob... I love that he sticks up for me, but I can handle myself."

"I know your strong, Renesmee. I knew that even when you didn't. I get that you don't like being smothered, but your important to alot of people. Do you know how terrible it was when we all thought you were dead? You just have to understand that we want to protect you. I don't think we should treat you like a child, but thats not my problem. I treat you like the woman your sexy ass looks like."

I laughed and punched his shoulder.

"Thanks Quil, that made me feel better."

He smiled and winked, "Good because I've given two heartfelt speeches in one year. My head hurts."

I laughed again and we talked awhile longer before someone knocked on the door.

"Come in." I said.

Jacob walked in and sat next to me on the bed, giving Quil a look.

"Okay, you want to be alone, but could you hurry this up? I really want to go back and see Claire." He nodded and Quil left.

"I'm sorry. I know I don't own you... I'm just so protective of you, but I'll change. I promise, I don't want you to feel like you belong to me."

I smiled and grabbed his hand. "I love that your protective of me, never change that. Just tune it down alittle bit. I want to get stronger, but I can't do that when your jumping in all of my battles."

He brought my hand up to his lips, "Deal. You want to come with us to Claire's?"

"Yeah."

...

Jacob

Quil was squirming in his seat he was so excited to see Claire, and I couldn't help but smile at him. I remember feeling the same exact way about Renesmee.

"Why the hell are you looking at me like that? Pay attention to the road." Quil said.

I chuckled, " I'm remembering when I use to be this excited to see Renesmee."

"Yeah, I missed her so fucking much man. I want to spend as much time as I can with her this month. Its going to kill me when she has to leave again."

"Don't think about that right now, i'm sure you'll see her again."

He sighed and looked out the window, "I have to get it together. Stop trying to be this big player. I need to get a job, and get some money so I can buy a plane ticket atleast once a year to visit. I've missed out on so much stuff in her life."

" I can help you get a job Quil!" Renesmee offered from the backseat.

Quil smirked, "You haven't worked a day in your life loch ness, how are you going to help?"

"Trust me. I know how to get you a job."

I raised an eyebrow at her in the mirror and she winked at me. I smiled and shook my head.

Once we got to Claire's house, Quil jumped out the car and ran into the house, with me and Nessie laughing behind him. He scooped her up and sat her on his lap, tickling her sides.

"Hi Uncle Jake!" She said.

I walked over and ruffled her hair, "Hey kid, hows london?"

"I don't like it. I miss home."

Quil squeezed her, "You know you could've called me or sent me some more letters sweetheart. I would send you pictures, seashells, anything you wanted!"

"You?"

We all laughed.

"Even me, Claire-bear."

I turned to Nessie, signaled her to give them a few and we walked to the kitchen.

"Is that how we were Jake?" She asked.

I chuckled again, "Oh yeah. We made everyone sick. The guys would make fun of me every chance they got."

She laughed and rested her head on my arm.

"Did Quil imprint on Claire?"

I tensed up alittle bit. I almost didn't answer her, but I couldn't lie to her anymore.

"Yeah he did."

"Is that why he loves her so much?"

"No... Not really. He didn't have to love her, but he does."

"Did you have to love me?" She whispered.

I kissed her head, "Can I be brutally honest with you?" She gulped, but nodded. "When you were born I hated you. I couldn't stand that you were killing Bella and I wanted you dead for that." I heard her breathing hitch and something warm and wet hit my chest. "Shh, don't cry baby, let me finish. After Rosalie took you out the room while your mother was 'baking' And I saw you in her arms smiling... Everything changed. I couldn't hate you even if I wanted to. Then you reached out to me, and I felt my own arms reaching out to grab you. Blondie wouldn't let me at first either which irritated the shit out of me, because I didn't want to hurt you, I just wanted to see you. Edward heard my thoughts, and made Rosalie give you to me and when you were finally in my arms, you made this face at me. Somewhere between wanting to smile and pooping."

She giggled and I smiled.

"I laughed and you did too. I was trying so hard not to like you though, so hard that after that, I tried to ignore you for the rest of the day. I went home, ran around alittle bit, and I did forget about you for awhile. But when I went to sleep that night, the only thing I could think of was that face you made at me. Now, I know it sounds really stupid, but after that I decided I would try to love you, not ignore you and just give it a try. And I ended up loving who you were, And when you got older falling in love with who you were."

She was silent for alittle while, and I was getting nervous. Maybe I shouldn't have been that honest.

"So, I took a shit in your arms and you love me for that?" She asked.

I barked out a loud laugh, and she joined in soon after.

"God yes. I love you just for making that joke. Even when you were using the bathroom on me."

She giggled again, "I don't care if you hated me at first, as long as you love me now, I'll be fine."

"You know your the best right?" I said, pulling her head up, giving her a peck on the lips. "I want to take you out somewhere. On a date."

Her eyes lit up and a smile worked its way across her lips.

"Really? Like a date date?"

I chuckled, "Yes. With flowers and everything."

"I would love to go on a date with you Jacob."

"About dam-dang time!" Quil yelled from the livingroom.

We both laughed.