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Chapter 13

Renesmee

It was actually two weeks before Jacob took me out on that date, and right now Aunt Alice was helping me get ready.

"You are going to blow Jacob away, Renesmee." She commented, while brushing the curls out of my hair and flat ironing it.

"We're just going to dinner Alice," I said.

"Still! You are going to look so beautiful he won't know what to say!"

I blushed. I hoped I looked good enough for him. I've seen some of the girls Jacob dated when I was younger, and they were unbelievably beautiful quileute women.

Not scarred like me.

When Alice finished up my hair, I got dressed in some jeans, black boots, and hot red shirt. Casual, yet sexy, as Alice put it.

I had to admit, I looked pretty good.

As I was applying some lip gloss the door bell rang. I felt myself smiling as I raced downstairs to answer the door. I took a deep breath before opening the door. Me and Jacobs jaws dropped at the same time.

He looked sexy standing there in a dark green shirt and leather jacket that complimented all the rippling muscles underneath them, and dark wash jeans that hung low on his waist.

"Wow..." He said, snapping me out of my stupor.

"You look great." We both studdered, then smiled at each other.

"Here I got these for you." He handed me a bouquet of my favorite flowers, pink roses.

I smelled them and smiled again. I leaned over to kiss his cheek.

"Thank you Jacob, they're so beautiful."

"Not as beautiful as you."

I blushed, then Alice appeared at my side, taking the flowers.

"I'll put these in some water. Jacob, her parents are out hunting, but I expect her back by twelve, if anything else comes up call me okay?"

He saluted her, "Pixie, yes, Pixie!" She rolled her eyes.

"You two have fun!"

I looped my arm in Jacobs as he escorted me to Quils truck.

"Gross, Jake. You brought Quils STD mobile?" I said as he opened my door. "Good first impression." He chuckled and shut my door, jogging around to his.

"Hey, it was the only one I could use, unless you wanted to use Embry's ancient car."

"No thank you. I'd like to actually get to the restuarant."

We shared a laugh, and he drove off.

"So... Where are we going?"

He smirked, "A bar."

I gasped. "A bar? Jacob we're underage!"

He laughed, "Baby, I'm kidding. I would never take you to a nasty bar for our first date! I'm taking you to La Bella's Italia. Its where your parents had their first kinda-date."

"Shouldn't we have dressed up alittle more? It sounds fancy."

"We're fine, its a casual resturant."

I nodded and we drove the rest of the way in silence.

When we pulled up to the restuarant, I could feel my nerves finally settling in and I started biting my nails. Jaboc knew I only did that when I was scared or nervous, so when he parked, He gently pulled my hand down and kissed it.

"You don't have to be nervous Ness, its just me. I'm still your bestfriend. And if it helps i'm nervous too."

"You are?" I asked.

Jacob was always confident in everything he did, but if he was nervous, he hid it pretty well.

"Yeah, I always get nervous when it comes to you. I just want to make you happy, and I hope I can do that tonight."

I smiled at him, "I like romantic Jacob, he's such a sweet talker."

He chuckled, "Well you know I rehearse these things in hopes that i'll sweep you off your feet!"

I giggled and we both got out the car, entering the restuarant, and the dinner was amazing. The food was great, but more importantly, Jacob was the perfect gentleman. He pulled out my chair, made sure I ordered first, didn't eat until he was sure I liked my food, He was someone every girl dreamed of.

And I got him.

After eating, and joking around for alittle bit, it was still pretty early so we drove down to the beach, and walked hand in hand. As cheesy as it may sound.

"I'm having a great time tonight Jacob. I've never really been on a proper date before, so I'm glad it was with you."

I looked up just in time to see him smile.

"So am I." Was all he said.

"Jacob have you ever been in love before?" I asked.

"Just once before you came along."

"With who?"

"Lets just say she was a wonderful woman, who I still care deeply for, but thats my past, and your my future."

"Why'd you guys break up?"

He sighed, "We weren't nessecarily together. She was in a relationship, and I was just the puppy who got his heartbroken. Where is all of this coming from?"

"I was just wondering... Because of the girls you dated before, I just wanted to know if you loved any of them."

He stopped walking and looked me straight in the eyes. It was so intense that I looked down, but of course he jerked my head back up.

"Are you doubting my feelings for you Renesmee Cullen?" He asked.

"N-no! I was just curious, and well I-"

"Listen to me... Don't you ever get insecure about other girls in my life. You are the only person I see, and the only person I want. You are beautiful, smart and hilarious. That's why I love you so much. Because your just you."

I felt myself tearing up, and I could've sworn Jacob did too, but when I looked again his eyes were no longer glassy.

"I love you too Jacob." I stood on my tippy toes to kiss him, and he lifted me off the ground so I could reach him better, but when he did we ended up falling down. We both laughed. "Sorry."

"I don't know, I kinda like it under here." He wagged his eyebrows and I laughed again. He leaned up and captured my lips, effectively ceasing my laughter.

I leaned onto his chest and tangled my hands into his hair, while he gently caressed my sides. I felt his tongue run across my bottom lip, asking for entrance and I slowly opened myself up to him, both of us moaning as we felt that familar heat work its way through our bodies.

"Lets go back to my place." He panted, when we seperated for some much needed air.

I froze. Did he want to have sex? Was I ready to have sex?

Seeing my expression, Jacob softly stroked my cheek.

"No, not like that honey. I just want to be somewhere more comfortable, so we can relax, until I have to get you home. I told you this relationship is going at the pace you want it to. I'm fine with just kissing."

"Do you want to have sex?" I whispered.

"Well of course, i'm a male aren't I?" He joked. I smiled. "But I will wait until your ready, I won't pressure you into anything. I'm not that kind of person."

I sat up so I was straddling his waist. I went to say something until he groaned loudly.

"What? Did I hurt you?" I asked confused.

"Ness... You should really get up. Please."

"Whats wrong?" I asked, standing up. He exhaled and quickly covered his crotch. "Did I accidentally knee you?"

"Honey, just know that you are too innocent and too sexy for your own good."

What?

I thought about it for a minute then blushed furiously.

Oh.

Oh.

He was...Excited.

"I'm sorry." I quickly said turning away from him.

I heard him get up then he wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing the side of my head.

"Don''t apologize. It was the sweetest torture ever."

I blushed again and he chuckled, then threw me over his shoulder. I squealed and started laughing, my embarrassment forgotten.

"Jacob what the hell are you doing!" I yelled.

"What does it look like? I'm walking home."

"What about Quils truck?"

"He'll get it back eventually." He shrugged

I giggled and punched his back.

"Put me down!"

"Nope."

"Jacob put me down!"

"Nope."

I smacked his butt as hard as I could.

"Oh baby, I like it when your rough with me." He moaned.

I laughed, "Gosh, your such an ass."

He jogged up the stairs to his house, making my head smack against his back.

"Well you seem to like my ass so..."

"Jacob Black if you don't put me down right freaking now, I will castrate you."

He flung me on the couch, then straddled my legs, putting his hands on either side of the couch leaning close enough that I could feel every breath he was taking.

"Your going to do what?"

I was lost for words, and he knew that because he smiled deviously.

"Thats what I thought. Now will you let me kiss you senseless?"

I nodded eagerly and he pressed his lips to mine, his tongue immediatly darting out to taste me.

I let him dominate just because he would end up winning anyways, and while he was kissing me, I ran my hands under his shirt, just feeling the taunt muscles there, eliciting a shiver from him. He sat up for a minute to take off his jacket.

"I'm just uncomfortable in it Ness," He explained. I nodded the he pressed his lips back to mine.

I placed my hands back on his amazing abs and ran them around to his back, loving how warm he felt. His hands slid under my shirt next, just caressing my bare hips and I moaned. His hips bucked into mine all of a sudden and I gasped. He tore away from my lips and sat up, looking down at me in concern.

"I'm sorry, that was way too much. Its just my instincts telling me to-"

"Jake, its okay. You just...I didn't expect you to do that."

"We can stop baby, just tell me when."

"I-I don't want to stop. I want you to make love to me."

His eyes widened, "Honey, you don't have to do this just for me, I promise you I'll be fine. I love you no matter if we ever have sex."

"No, I want you to make love to me." I said more firmly.

He searched my eyes for any insecurities, or fears and rubbed my cheek when he couldn't find any.

"Okay. You want to go upstairs?" I nodded and he picked me up bridal style, carrying me upstairs and laying me on the bed.

He slowly took off his shirt and my eyes roamed his body before his lips found mine once again. Everything about him was hypnotizing me. His taste, his touch, his warmth and his love. The way our lips moved in synch or the way our bodies molded together perfectly.

Like we were made for each other.

I felt his fingers tug the hem of my shirt asking a silent question, and I nodded. With out breaking our kiss for more than a second he pulled the shirt over my head and threw it somewhere, along with my bra. He leaned back to look at me and I felt a bit self conscience.

"You are so unbelievably beautiful..." He whispered, his eyes raking over my chest. Then he leaned down and started kissing my neck, then I felt his hand gently cup my chest. I moaned and felt a warm wetness pool in my lower regions. He inhaled deeply and growled deep in his chest. "You smell delicious."

I blushed as I realized he could smell my arousal, but I didn't have long to be embarrassed, when his mouth latched onto on of my nipples. I arched my back and held his head to me.

"Jacob..."

His hands snaked their way down to the button of my pants and popped it open.

"Are we still okay?" He asked. I nodded and he slid the pants and my panties down, and I kicked them off. He stood up and took off his jeans, making me blush once again when I realized he went commando. But what really shocked me was that he was huge!

I mean come on, I'm a fairly small girl and he thinks that monster will fit into this body.

There was no way.

"Jake... Can you... Will that...?"

He chuckled and kissed me.

"I won't lie, it will probably hurt at first, but I am going to make this as painless as possible okay?"

"Okay."

"Good now, lay on your stomach. If you can't see me, then you can't think about the pain." I did what he said, and I heard some russling around then a wrapper being torn. That's when my nerves started to kick in. "We don't have to do this honey. I can feel how scared you are. And if your scared tell me you want to stop."

"I-I want to do this Jacob. Im scared, but I know you love me and I trust you not to hurt me." He leaned down to kiss my shoulder tenderly, and I felt the heat radiating off him as he hovered over my backside. Part of me was dissappointed that I couldn't see him, but the other part was relieved. I felt him align up with my opening, and I took a deep breath.

"Tell me too stop whenever you feel like it. I don't care if i'm right on the brink, just say the words."

"I love you." I said softly.

"I love you more." With that he slowly began to push his way in. I felt alittle bit of pain, but I also felt something I hadn't with Rowan.

Pleasure.

He paused once he was all the way in, muttering a few curse words. "Are you okay?" I nodded. " Want me to stop?"

"No..."

"I'm going to go nice and slow."

And he stayed true to his word.

His thrust were so sweet and slow that mt heart swelled with love for him. He would occasionally, kiss and massage my shoulders and neck as he slowly drove me insane.

"Oh jacob..." His strokes gently rubbed my G-spot over and over again, and I could feel myself getting close. So could Jacob.

"Flip over on your back honey." He panted.

He pulled out as I did what he said. Jacob wrapped one of my legs around his waist, and put the other one up on his shoulder, and slowly slipped back inside of me, both of us moaning. He kissed my foot and my toes, gently biting my big toe, making me giggle and him smile.

I felt a slow fire start building up, in my stomach and I started moaning loudly.

"Jacob...Jacob... Feels so good." When I said this, his hand reached between us and softly rubbed my love button.

I gasped as my orgasm washed over me with such a force that had me screaming and my back arching off the bed as I coated him with my love.

"OH god JACOB!" I yelled out.

He never stopped his slow pace, as my walls tightened around him, making him groan loudly.

"Fuck...I'm so close baby..." He moaned. " Can I go alittle bit faster?" I barely managed to nod. I felt his pace pick up slightly and his eyes rolled to the back of his head. "Fuck Renesmee!" He yelled and spilled his love for me into the condom. He pressed his lips to mine, swallowing both of out moans of pleasure.

Once he was spent, he disposed of the condom, and collapsed on the bed next to me.

"I love you Jacob. That was amazing."

He pulled me to his chest and kissed the top of my head lovingly.

"Your telling me. Although I feel kinda dirty for having sex on the first date." I laughed and snuggled up closer to him.

"I didn't expect for this to happen so soon." I said after awhile.

"You were the one begging me. Oh Jacob! Jacob please fuck me! And I just said no honey we should wait, yet you proceeded to rape me. I feel taken advantage of ontop of feeling dirty."

I laughed again and punched his stomach.

"Shut up, I hate you so freaking much."

He chuckled. "I hate you more honey."

Gotten kinda... hot won't you say? Lol! They weren't actually suppose to have sex yet, but I thought this date was so perfect, the mood was right, so why the hell not? Now I have to change a couple things around in the plot outline, but the next chapter should be up by... lets say... thursday. Friday at the latest. Please review and tell me how you liked this surprise lemon!