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"Please let me make you mine…"

BPOV

I froze.

Was he serious? Was this it? I looked at him and I could see how honest and sincere he was being. He really wanted to do this now. But why now? Did he feel the need to prove something to me? To prove something to himself? Could this be the perfect time to do this? Or would we be doing it for the wrong reasons.

"I don't want to wait any longer…Bella. I need you, all of you…"- He said looking deep into my eyes.

"I want you too, Edward. But why now? Will it be for the right reasons?"- I asked.

"I don't care about reasons. I want you…"- He crashed his lips to mine hungrily and it was very hard to keep my thoughts running.

"Edward, please just stop…"- I said pulling away from him.

"But…"

"But what? Tell me what you are feeling right now."- I said trying to understand why he was doing this. Not that I didn't want to be with him like that, but I wanted it at the right time and for the right reasons.

"I…I…just want to make you mine…I don't…"- He looked away avoiding my eyes.

"Hey…look at me."- I said, cupping his face with my hands.-"Tell me…"

"I don't want you to doubt my feelings for you ever…I want you to have all of me."- So that was it. He wanted to prove his love for me by giving me the thing I wanted most.

"Edward, you don't have to do this, I know you love me and I'm sorry for doubting you."

"I'm just tired of waiting, maybe if we hadn't wait last night would have been different."

"Maybe…maybe not. But we are here now, we're together. You don't have to prove anything to me."

"I know, but I really want you right now…I don't think I can wait any longer."- He started kissing me again, it was getting impossible to think…

"I want you too, but we've waited all this time, there's only one month left. And I know how important that is to you, even if you can see it now."- I caressed his cheek gently before continuing.-"What happened last night left some scars, but we can't let that change our plans, because if we do, we're letting her win. You don't want that, right?"- He smiled.

"You're probably right, but right now, I wasn't really thinking about that. I was only thinking about how good it would feel to be inside of you, to finally make you mine and only mine."- Oh my God! He was really making this extremely difficult.

"But I am yours, only yours. You'll be my first, and only lover."- He smiled and kissed me softly.

"God, I love the sound of that."

"Good."

"But why can't I be the first now?"- He asked moving on top of me, his hand moving down my body, to my centre caressing me. It felt amazing; I wanted him so badly…I was so going to regret being the responsible one later.-"Hum…Shit…you're so ready for me, Bella."- He said sliding a finger inside of me.-"You know, if I moved just a little bit further…I could just…please Bella, please let me make you mine…let's just do this already."- He said kissing me. It would be so easy to just let him have me. I wanted him so much it hurt, but I knew this wasn't the right time. God…he was so close I could feel him…it would be so easy. Stop Bella! I said to myself trying to think clearly.

"Edward, please…just…we need to wait."- Was all I manage to say.

"Are you sure?"- He whispered in my ear before he gently nibbled on it setting my body on fire. God he was playing dirty.

"No…yeah…no…please…just stop. You'll thank me later."- I said, hating me for saying it. He chucked against my skin.

"I seriously doubt that…but it's your choice and I'll respect it."- He said kissing me along the line of my neck.

"Thank you."- He laughed.

"You know…I bet I could make you change your mind."- He said moving his finger in my centre the sensation making me lose any coherent thoughts, and the ability to speak, all I could do is feel, so I let go and got lost on the feeling he was giving me, because I knew I could trust him, he would never make me do something I wasn't ready for.-"So beautiful…"- He said as he continued to play me with his fingers just like he played his piano.

"So good, Edward…hum…"

"Tell me you're mine, Bella."-He pleaded.-"That you won't leave me."

"I'm right here, I'm only yours, and no one will ever touch me like this, only you."

"I love you so much, Bella."- He said kissing me and that was all that took to bring me to ecstasy again.

It took me awhile to get back to earth, that's how good he made me feel.

"Hi."- He said grinning at me.

"Hi."- I said a little embarrassed. I looked at him and caressed his cheek, I loved doing that. He closed his eyes and leaned into my touch.-"Are you disappointed with me?"- I asked and he immediately opened his eyes.

"No, why would you ask that?"

"Well, you seemed very sure of what you wanted moments ago."

"I was, and I still am. But I understand your reasons, and maybe, just maybe you are right, but right now, I don't want to think about any of that, I just want to drown in your scent, I want to get lost in your touch, I want to feel you near me, around me. I want to make you moan my name, and give you so much pleasure until you can't take it anymore, I want…"- His words made me burn with desire for him so I had to kiss him with all passion I felt.-"Hum…does this mean you changed your mind?"- He said smiling against my lips.

"No…God! Do you have any idea how hard this is?"- I asked.

"I think we both can feel how hard it is…"- He said laughing.

"You're impossible…"-I said laughing with him.-"I just don't want you to do anything you'll regret later."- His tongue gently caressed my upper lip and he smiled.

"Oh, my love…I'm not going to be the one regretting this later…"- He said moving down my body, his lips on my breast.-"But you…on the other hand…I wouldn't be so sure."- He said chuckling. He was right though, I was going to regret stopping him, but I felt I really had to.

"God…I hate you."- I said pulling him up to me by tugging his hair.

"No you don't, you love me Bella."

"I hate you right now."- I said before kissing him.

"No, you love me, but I think you hate yourself right now."

"You're right, I do love you…"- It was time to take control of the situation and finish what I had started earlier.-"And…I'm going to show you how much…"- I said moving down his body and taking him in my mouth.

EPOV

Life couldn't get better than this, well actually it could have if Bella hadn't got all responsible one me. I could have made her mine…I looked at her while she slept naked in my arms, she was so beautiful, she fitted so perfectly with me.

I was mad or disappointed, she was right. This wasn't the perfect moment to take that step, and if I thought about it, it wouldn't be for the right reasons. Because what I felt was more than love and desire, I was still afraid I would lose her, I wanted to prove to her how much I loved her. Although I didn't want to admit she had done me a huge favor, I would have regretted it doing because of fear.

What she had done showed me how much she really loves me, because I knew how much she wanted us to take that step and that I had been the one wanting to wait. So the fact that she made me stop showed me how she had put me above herself and that was true love.

I looked at the alarm clock and was surprised to see it was past lunch time, we had spent all morning in bed, loving each other. I smiled remembering some of the things she had done to me, God…she made me feel so good.

I caressed her cheek softly and smiled to myself realizing how lucky I was. She had definitely turned my world upside down. I never imagined been so happy and so complete, even when I thought about my future, I never saw it like this. I knew we would survive this, and soon Jane would become a faint memory, a distant ghost. If she thought she was going to break us apart with her little stunt, she was dead wrong. We were much stronger now, our love was much deeper, and I knew without a doubt we would be together for the rest of our lives. I kissed her gently and got up as slowly I could so I wouldn't wake her up; I knew she hadn't slept much so I wanted her to rest.

I put on my pajamas pants and went downstairs to prepare something for us to eat taking both our cell phones with me, so she would be disturbed. When I checked my phone I had several missed calls and texts from my family. I texted all them back telling them that everything was fine and that I was feeling better and would call them later.

"Dinner tonight? At our house?"- Alice texted back.

"I'll get back to you, ok?"

"Ok, I'm happy everything is ok."- She texted.

"Me too."

I went to the kitchen, turned on the sound system with some soft music and started working on something special to feed my beautiful girlfriend. I made some chicken salad on croissants and sliced fruit.

"Something smells good."- Bella said from behind me. I turned around and looked at her, she was leaning against the counter wearing my t-shirt.

"I hope you're hungry?"- I said.

"I'm starving. What time is it?"- She asked coming around and standing next to me.-"Wow, those look good."

"Thanks."- I said pulling her into my arms.-"It's almost two pm."

"Really? Wow…why did you let me sleep so late?"

"You needed it."

"You got that right…it was very tiring trying to stay away from you."- She said.

"Bella, I'm really sorry about that…"-Facing her.-"It was wrong to push you like that, I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize, Edward. I do that to you all the time."- She said blushing.

"But I'm supposed to be the adult here."

"Edward, you need to stop that. There's no adult or teenager here; there's only Edward and Bella. So, today was my turn to be the responsible one."- She said cringe at the last words. She let out a deep breath and continued.-"I can't believe I did that! God I hate myself so much."- She said hiding her face in my chest.

"You did the right thing…although I really wish you didn't. God! I'm so tired of waiting."- I said kissing her hair.

"Me too, that's why I hate myself right now."-I lifted her chin, so she could look into my eyes.

"You were right. I would never regret taking that step, but I would probably feel bad about the reasons behind it."- I kissed her lips gently.-"Besides another more month of sexual tension between us, will only make a more intense outcome."- I said before kissing her again.

"More intense…I will probably die."- She said laughing.

"At least we would die happy."- I said and we both laughed.

It always amazed me how we were able to get through things without really fighting or hurting each other. Everything just fell down to normalcy just like nothing actually happened.

We decided not have dinner with Alice, wanting to stay alone for the rest of the day.

"Bella?"- Looking at her from behind while she another plate in the dishwasher.

"Yes?"

"You're not wearing any underwear are you?"- I said leaning my neck so I could get a better look.

"No…"She answered straighten herself up and pulling my t-shirt down, her cheeks turning red.

"Shit…you've been like that throughout lunch?"- I ask closing my eyes to control my body's reaction to this knowledge.

"Yes…I was so hungry that I just hurried downstairs."- She said like it was no big deal. But the thought of Bella wearing only my t-shirt made things to me. I walked to her predatorily and she moved back until her back hit the counter.

"Edward?"- She asked raising her eyebrows.

"Yes?"- I asked stopping in front of her but not touching her body. She smiles at me but doesn't move challenging me with her eyes. It made me think back to that first time I almost kiss her in the schools paper room, we had played this game then and I had won, but today I wasn't that sure.

I moved an inch closer and she leaned back smirking, we stayed like this for what seemed to be a very long time, until I finally gave in and kissed her, deep and hungrily.

"I guess I won, uh?"- She asked smiling against my lips.

"I've told you before."- I said kissing her again.-"I always win either way."- We got lost in kissing each other like we always did.

BPOV

Kissing Edward was the most wonderful thing in the world, well maybe not the most, because there were other things he did to me that were even more wonderful.

His hands went down my body into my legs and he lifted me up sitting me on the counter, I gasped when my skin made contact with it, but Edward's moving lips against mine soon distracted me.

We kissed for a long time, getting lost in the feelings we had for each other. Then after I put on some underwear and shorts, because Edward said it was too distracting, we snuggled on the couch and tried to watch a movie, but ended up making out instead. Edward only let go of me when I had to go to the bathroom, other than that we was always touching in some way.

We made plans to have lunch with his family the next day. My mom had gone away with Phil, so would be gone during Sunday. We went to bed early and talked for a long time about the mean less things, but it felt amazing just being normal again. We fell asleep in each other's arms.

The nest day we went to his parent's house for lunch, I took the chance to apologize to all of them for the way I had acted on the night of the opening, but they all said they understood and that there was nothing to forgive.

"So, have you seen the news papers?"- Alice said beaming.

"No, why?"

"We're a hit!"-Rosalie said joining us.

"What do you mean?"- I asked.

"AliRose was on every main newspaper front page, everyone is saying that the new line is amazing and that it will be a success."- Alice said.

"And…we'll be featuring in all of the most famous fashion magazines."- Rosalie added.

"That's wonderful."- I said excited, it was amazing to feel a part of something so big and important.

"So, how are things between you and Edward?"- Alice asked.

"We're fine."- I said looking to where Edward was sitting, our eyes met and he smiled at me making me sigh in contentment.-"He seems to feel the need to be close to me all the time, like his afraid I'm going to disappear."- I shared with them.

"He was freaking out, afraid that he might lose you."- Alice said

"I know, but I already told him that I'm not going anywhere."

"Things like this leave scars, you both need time to heal."- Rosalie added.

"I know, but I think we're on the right track."- I said confidently.

"Did the latest events…made you go all the way?"- Rosalie asked grinning.

"No…but this time I had to be the one to stop him, which was the hardest thing I have ever done."- I said.

The rest of the day was uneventful; we had a great time with Edward's family, and then went back to his house. For the first time I stayed there on a school night.

In the morning after a very heated shower together and an amazing breakfast, we drove to AliRose to get my car. We shared a few kisses and he left to meet Emmet on the football field.

I went upstairs to the office to kill some time and was surprised to find that Alice and Rose were already there.

"Good morning."- I said.

"Hi, Bella. Should you be in school?"- Alice asked.

"It's still early. What about you? Why are you here so early?"- I asked them.

"Well, the store opens to the public today, so we want everything to be perfect."- I could help but look at the couch, and I trembled as the memories hit me. I would never be able to look at it without cringing.

"Don't worry, that couch is going out of here today."- Rose said.

"What?"- I asked a little surprised.

"We don't think any of us would want to look at it after the other night. So we already order a new one that will be delivered this morning."- Alice said.

"Thank you."- I said.

We talked for a few more minutes before I had to leave for school.

When I got there I felt everyone's eyes on me, people were staring and whispering as I walked by.

"Hi, Bella!"- Jessica said.-"Where did you go on Saturday, I didn't see you around after the show, in fact for a moment I didn't see any of the Cullen's."- She said thoughtfully.

"We had a special meeting, to…to…celebrate."- I said.

"Wow, that sounds amazing."

"Yeah…"- Not really, considering I almost lost my boyfriend.

"You must be really happy, right. You're picture was in all of the news paper's."

"It was?"- I asked in shock and she gasped in shock.

"I can't believe you didn't see it?"- Jessica said disapprovingly.

"I was kind of busy."- She rolled her eyes.

"I really don't understand you. I would kill to be in you place, or Angela's, but neither of you give it importance."

"It's not that."- I said defensively.

"She's right."- Angela said coming to my rescue.-"We just don't freak about it like you. We have other interest in life."

"Like what?"- Jessica asked.

"Like our…I mean my boyfriend."- Angela said giving me a regretful look for almost let slide my secret boyfriend.

"You mean Ben?"- She asked surprise.-"You're not seriously considering stay with him, are you?"- Jessica said.

"Why wouldn't I be?"- Angela asked.

"Because you'll be famous now, you are the main face of AliRose's new line. You…you could get any guy you wanted."- Jessica said a little exasperated.

"Well in that case I'm a lucky girl, because I already have the guy I want."- Angela said laughing and I joined her. I loved this side of her.

At lunch time I discovered why everyone was looking at me, apparently they all envied my job and the fact that I had my picture on every news paper. Edward and the rest of the teachers joined the student body in the cafeteria. I have to confess that I had trouble swallowing my lunch, because Lauren sat next to Edward and all but sat on his lap.

"Do you need me to restrain you?"- Emmet whispered in my ear right before I left the cafeteria.

"No, I don't think it's necessary."

"What a shame that was amazing to watch."- He said grinning.

"Whatever…"- I said laughing.

My class with Edward was amazing; as usual he surprised us all with a new poem and reminded us of the date of our final exams. I didn't retain any information, because Edward looked extremely hot today and I couldn't take my eyes of him.

When I got to the office not only was the couch gone, but all the décor had change to agree with the new white couches Alice and Rose got.

After what felt like answering a thousand phone calls, e-mails, writing press releases, we set down on the new couch.

"We should celebrate."- Rose said putting down a tray with champagne and glasses.-"The sales are going crazy."- She said.

"That's great."- I said.

Rose served the champagne and we relaxed sipping the cool drink and talking.

"This is the kind of memory I want to have of this couch."- Alice said.

"Actually there some other kind I would like to have."- Rose said smiling.

"No. Remember no sex in the office."- Alice said.

"Yeah, right. Like you and Jasper never did it in here."- Rose said and Alice blushed and we all laughed.

After a while our men joined us and we order some pizza and ate on the new couch adding yet another good memory.

"Hum…I think I like this one better."- Emmet said with a wicked smile wiggling his eye brows at Rose.

"Do you guys only think about sex?"- Jasper asked.

"Pretty much."- Emmet and Rose said at the same time and we all laughed.

"So…"- Edward said after the others have left.

"So…"- I said looking at him, he was smiling at me.

"You know all this talk about making new memories on this couch, gave me some ideas."- He said moving closer to me.

"What kind of ideas?"- I said moving closer to him.

"The amazing kind."- He said moving so close to me our lips were almost touching reminding me of our first kiss, which had happened on the other couch. He licked his lips his tongue grazing my upper lip teasing me.

"Really?"- I said kneeling on the couch and forcing him to lay back, his head hit the arm of the couch, and I slowly moved on top of him, my hair falling down almost covering his face I moved it to one side so I could look at him. His hands moved to my hips caressing me.

"Hum…I like where this is going."- He said.

"Where do you think is going?"- I asked moving my lips to his barely touching him. We both smile and moved at the same time closing the distance between us.

"This is my kind of memory."- He said against my lips.-"And if it is up to me these will be the kind of memories will collect throughout our life together."- Needless to say, we did make some pretty intense memories.

The next few weeks flew by with school, work and Edward my time was pretty full, my mom and I had to schedule time to see each other, but not only because of me, she was with Phil every free moment she had.

Soon it was the last week of school and I was going nuts counting the days to finally be able with Edward, I was also going crazy trying to figure out what to give Edward for his birthday. What can you give someone who already has everything? I could only think of something I could give to him, something I knew he was desperate for and only I could give him…this was going to be perfect because Edward's birthday was two days after the last day of school.

I hope you liked this new chapter, if you did don't forget to review; it means a lot to me.

I'll try to finish the next chapter as soon as possible.

I wonder what Bella is planning to give Edward? Is this it? Is it finally happening?