I can't stop writting. I have problems! I hope you like. (:
Chapter Eight: Best Thing I Never Had
What the hell did I do. Meredith said to herself as she ran down the stairs.
"Hey, where's the fire?" Addison said laughing until she noticed she wasn't stopping. "Meredith are you okay?" She yelled watching her run out the door. Derek soon followed her out. "Now it makes since." Addison laughed.
...
"Meredith...Meredith what's wrong?" Derek asked, worried. They were standing in the front yard. Thank god no one was around.
"What's wrong? What's wrong! I just cheated on my boyfriend Derek! Do you know what he'll do to me if he finds out this happened..." She said pointing at the space between them. "...I can't even began to think about the hell I'd get if he found out."
"He won't find out. It's okay Mer." Derek said smiling.
"See this, you being all dreamy? It needs to stop."
"Did you not feel what I felt?" He asked. "Did you not feel that...God I can't even explain it."
"Derek please..." She begged. He step forward to her. He grabbed her face and kissed her hard. Their tongues fighting against eachother. Finally he pulled back.
"See! You felt it!" Derek yelled.
"I didn't feel a thing."
"What? So you're going to run back to that bastard of a boyfriend?" He laughed.
"You really are an ass." Meredith said, hurt.
"Only when I need to be. " Derek smirked.
"You're an complete asshole." She said as a tear rolled down her face. She ran back into the house to find Lexie.
Derek sighed. Yeah, I screwed this up. Big time. He thought to himself as he walked back inside.
...
Meredith looked everywhere for Lexie. She was no where to be found. She saw Addison sitting with Sam, Max, and Jackson in the corner. She ran over there before Derek could find them.
"Hey Addison..." Meredith said tapping her on the shoulder.
"Oh Hey! I saw you run out the door. What happened? I understand if you don't want to tell me or anything because..." Addison kept going on.
"No! Actually I came to talk to you. Do you think we could go somewhere. I need someone to talk to and Lexie is no where to be found. You're the next person I would come to because Cristina's not here and...I did something. Something I shouldn't have done. Jake..He's going to kill me and..."
"Okay. Slow down there. Sure you can talk to me. Let's go out onto the porch. Not many people are out there." She smiled.
"Thank you Addison."
...
They walked out back and sat down on the porch. It was growing silent before they both spoke.
"So what..."
"I did something..." They both spoke at the same time. They laughed.
"Okay, go ahead." Addison said.
"I did something. Something really stupid. I...I kissed Derek. Well, more like made out with him." Meredith sighed.
"It's about damn time if you ask me." Addison laughed. She noticed Meredith was starting cry. "Did you want to make out with him?"
"I did. To be honest I did."
"Then what's the problem?"
"I have a boyfriend. That the problem. And my boyfriend is not the easiest to get along with." Meredith sighed. They sat there for awhile. Addison let Meredith get a good cry out before she spoke.
"I was in the eleventh grade. I was dating a boy name Luke. He had dirty blonde hair and a perfect face. And body too." Addison laughed. "But I never had a life. He made sure I was home, or if I was anywhere outside of school, I was right by his side. If I did go anywhere, and he didn't know about it. I paid for it. One day I got tired of it though. I was scared to say it was over, but I did it. I might have came out with a scar or two, but look where I'm at now. I have..." She whipped a tear away. "...I have Sam. And I love him." She smiled at Meredith.
Meredith whipped her face and looked at Addison.
"I know it seems hard, but if he beats you Meredith, he doesn't respect you. And he most certaintly doesn't love you."
"I know. I just am scared. I do things without thinking. I think that he's just trying to..."
"Trying to what?" Addison interupted. "Make you learn your lesson? That's your mother's job."
"I know." Meredith sighed.
"Just think about what I said. Please?" Addison begged.
"I will." She smiled.
"Good."
"How old are you?" Meredith asked her. "Not to be like a stalker or anything."
"I'm 19. Sam, Mark, Derek, and Jackson are all 19 too. Max is 20. I decieded not to go to college right away. Like everyone here." She laughed.
"Ah. I'm 17. I'll be 18 this year though. Where do you live?"
"Here. With Max."
"What? What does Sam think about that?" Meredith asked. Addison laughed.
"Max is my brother. My mother and father passed away two years ago."
"Oh. God I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to...I didn't know."
"It's okay. They died in car wreck. They're in a better place now. Max looks after me."
"Atleast you have him." Meredith said. "I like Max. As a friend I mean. He's pretty cool."
"Yeah, he's the best."
"So does Sam live by himself or..."
"He lives with Jackson. They actually all live in the same town you do. Mark and Derek live together, and Sam and Jackson live together." Addison sighed.
"You know, you should come and stay with Sam so we can hang out during the week after school. You're really cool." Meredith smiled.
"I'm actually riding back with you. Jackson's staying here with Max. So we can hang out this week. And you're pretty cool too." Addison said.
"Great! I'll have you meet Cristina. She's my person. Or best friend. Whatever you want to call her."
"I can't wait."
"So...what should I do about Derek?" Meredith asked.
"How was he acting...afterwards?"
"Like an complete ass. He asked me if I felt the spark or whatever."
"Did you?"
"I did but I told him I didn't."
"Ah...there it is."
"What?"
"He can't stand liars."
"So it makes him an ass?"
"Pretty much." Meredith and Addison just laughed.
"It sounds like the party's dying down." Meredith said.
"How about you and I go upstairs to my room? I can sneak Tequila and Ice Cream up there and we can talk some more?" Addison asked.
"That sounds great. Do you have something I can change into?"
"Yeah. Come on." Addison smiled as she got up and held out her hand for Meredith.
...
Derek walked around tell he found Sam, Jackson, Max, Mark, and Lexie in a corner. He walked up, grabbed a chair, and sat down.
"Hey where's Addie?" He asked.
"Uh, Meredith came over here. She said she needed to talk to her about something. They got up and went outside." Sam shrugged. Derek just nodded. Great.
"That's where she is!" Lexie said. "I looked everywhere but couldn't find her."
"Yeah, like you were busy looking." Jackson said. Everyone laughed except Mark and Lexie.
"So I have a sex life. Have a problem with it?" Lexie smirked.
"Ah nice one Lex." Mark smiled. Addison came by with two carts of ice cream, and picked up the bottle of Tequila that was sitting down on the floor.
"Where are you going?" Max asked.
"Me and Mer are going to go upstairs and change into comfy clothes and talk about you all." She smiled as she pointed at them.
"Mind if I come?" Lexie asked.
"Not at all." Addison said as she handed Lexie the bottle of Tequila.
"See you later." Lexie said as she kissed Mark.
"See you." He winked.
Everyone looked at him.
"Whipped." Jackson smirked.
"Can I help it?" Mark asked.
...
Two hours later, Meredith, Lexie, and Addison had already went through two carts of ice cream, and a bottle of Tequila.
"I can't believe that!" Addison laughed.
"I know right?" Meredith said, laughing as well.
"Tonight has been the best." Lexie said sighing.
"Spreak for yourself." Meredith said looking at Addison.
"Agreed." Addison said.
"What? What happened?" Lexie asked.
"Oh nothing." Meredith smiled. "Damn. I have to pee. I'll be back." She said as she walked out the door.
Meredith walked down the hall. Most people were already gone. She was pretty surprised. She turned the corner and opened the bathroom door, fliping the bathroom light on.
"Oh I'm...I'm...Sorry." She said as she stood in the doorway speechless. She turned around and slammed the door shut. She ran back into Addison's room and locked the door.
"Mer?" Lexie asked.
"What's wrong?" Addison asked.
"I...I'm ready to go to bed. Wake me up when we're leaving in the morning. Just...wake me up 10 minutes before we're about to leave." She said.
"Okay. You and Lexie can sleep here. I'll sleep with Sam." Addison said.
"I'm sleeping with Mark." Lexie said.
"Then you can have my bed. We'll leave you be." Addison said. "Goodnight Mer."
"Goodnight Addie. Goodnight Lexie."
"Goodnight Mer." Lexie said as she shut the door behind her and Addison.
Meredith rolled over and shut her eyes before she let her tears fall. Perfect night. She said into the darkness.
Cliff Hanger. (: Review Pretty Please.