Here's another chapter. I'll try to update my other stories soon! I've just been so busy. /:
Chapter Ten: Find Your Love
I'm more than just an option (Hey hey hey)
Refuse to be forgotten (Hey hey hey)
I took a chance with my heart (Hey hey hey)
And I feel it taking over
I'd better find your lovin I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart
It was finally Friday again. Meredith hadn't seen Derek or anyone all week. Not even Mark or Addison. Jake had forgiven her as normal, and everything was fine. Meredith and Cristina walked out to Meredith's red Dodge Charger and got in. She noticed Mark and Derek in the parking lot to get Lexie. She rolled her eyes and pulled out, heading to the big party everyone was talking about.
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"So Lex, are we going to that party tonight?" Mark asked. Derek was in the backseat, and Mark and Lexie were up front.
"Nah. It's probably going to be lame. Let's just get Sam and Addison to come over to my place." Lexie said.
"That sounds good. Max and Jackson are coming in tonight." Mark grinned. "Derek, call and tell them were to go."
"Alright." Derek sighed. He hadn't seen Meredith the whole week. He felt bad about what happened, but tried his best not to worry about it.
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Meredith and Cristina pulled up to the party. They had went home and changed, then got something to eat.
"Are you suppose to meet Jake here or something?" Cristina asked.
"Yeah. He said that he was going to be here early and not to worry about it, to just come find him." Meredith shrugged.
"Alright. Come get me when your ready to leave. I'm staying with you tonight."
"Okay Cris." Meredith smiled.
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"Is Meredith going to be here tonight?" Addison asked. Mark, Sam, Derek, Max, Jackson, Her, and Lexie were all in the living room, beers in hand.
"I don't know. She went to that party. Knowing her and Cristina, they won't be here tell late.
"I see. How is she lately...after you know..." Addison gestured.
"She's fine." Lexie sighed. "At least I think."
"Have you talked to her Derek?" Addison asked.
Derek looked up at Addison, then back down to his beer. "No."
"I like Meredith. As an addition to our group." Max smiled. "She...she's different. And we need more girls. Addison won't be lonely."
"Lexie's a nice addition too." Derek smiled.
"Thanks Derek." Lexie said.
"Well, let's get this party started." Mark grinned.
...
Two hours had gone by, and there was no sign of Jake. Meredith asked Cristina, but she said she hadn't seen him. Alex said that he was here, he just didn't know where. Meredith walked upstairs of the house to go to the bathroom. She was just about to go into the bathroom when she heard a noise coming for the bedroom down the hall. She walked closer and then it hit her. I know that moan. She thought to herself. She quickly prepared herself for what she was about to see. She swung the door back to see a very busy Jake and Rose tangled in the sheets together.
She stood there and watched them, before Rose looked up.
"Jake..." Rose said.
"Rose. God." He moaned.
"No. Jake!" She said as she pointed to the door. He turned his head to find Meredith standing in the doorway.
"Having a good time?" Meredith smiled.
"Meredith...it's...it's not what..."
"What? It's not what it looks like? How about we ask Rose. Rose, is it what it looks like?" Meredith laughed. Rose didn't say anything.
"Well, I'll let you two get back to it." Meredith said, walking out the door. She slammed it behind her and walked downstairs. She gathered Cristina and they walked out the door.
"Did you find Jake?" Cristina asked as they got inside Meredith's car.
"Oh did I ever." She laughed as she told Cristina what she saw.
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"Never have I ever done drugs." Lexie said. Nobody put their fingers down. Max was next.
"Never have I ever kissed anyone in this room besides my sister." Max smiled. Lexie, Mark, Derek, Addison, and Sam all put their fingers down. Mark was fixing to go, when Lexie stopped him.
"Never have I ever..." Mark said, but Lexie interupted. "Stop...I think I hear Meredith's car." She said. Lexie looked out the window to see Meredith's car pulling up in the driveway.
"Everyone be quiet when she walks in." Lexie said, sitting down by Mark.
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Meredith and Cristina got out of the car. Cristina kept talking about how she knew it was going to happen one day. Meredith got her keys and went to unlock the door.
"So he you caught him and Rose together..." Cristina asked as they walked in the door. Meredith turned around to face her.
"Yes Cristina! I caught the son of a bitch in bed, with Rose, at the party." Meredith laughed.
"And your laughing about this?"
"I think it's hilarious. I get a slap in face because I made out with Derek in the bathroom last weekend, but he screws Rose and suddenly cheating is okay." Meredith said.
"Derek. McDreamy right?" Cristina asked.
"Hell yeah. But right now were not..." She turned around to walk into the living room. "...talking."
"Why aren't you guys...oh." Cristina stopped.
"What's everyone doing here Lexie?" Meredith asked. Derek, Mark, Addison, Sam, Max, and Jackson were all sitting in the living room. Derek was redder than a cherry.
"I invited them over..." Lexie said.
"You didn't think to say Hello while me and Cristina were in the middle of our conversation?"
"I didn't want to interupt." Lexie smiled.
"Whatever. Me and Cristina are going upstairs. Addie, you can join us if you want." Meredith said, turning to walk up stairs.
"Wait. Did I hear that boy cheated on you?" Max asked. She stopped.
"Hey Max. I missed you." Meredith smiled.
"Did he cheat on you Meredith?" Addison asked. Derek watched Meredith to see what she would say.
"You all heard what I said." Meredith sighed.
"Did you say it was over?" Addison questioned her.
"Do we really have to discuss this infront of everyone..."
"Yes. We do." Addison smiled.
"I..." She sighed. "..let him get back to his business."
"So you didn't say anything..."
"Nope. Well, I asked him is he was having fun." Meredith said laughing.
"Are you really okay with this?" Lexie asked.
"I feel like I deserved it." Meredith said looking at Derek, then back at Lexie.
"Yeah. Okay." Derek laughed. Meredith looked at him, then just walked upstairs. Derek just sighed.
"Why don't you just talk to her?" Jackson asked him.
"What am I suppose to say?" Derek yelled.
"Ah. You're Derek." Cristina smirked.
"Yeah." He said.
"How about you tell her how you really feel?"
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Meredith sat in her room, messing around with her phone. She figured Cristina was right behind her, but she never came.
It didn't really bother her that Jake cheated. It bothered her that Jake was mad for her kissing somebody else, but he thought that this was okay. And the fact that he thought it was okay to run all over her. If she had it her way, she would end it with Jake. But she knew if she told him that, it wouldn't be pretty.
Meredith's thoughts were interupted when she heard an knock on the door.
"Come in." She sighed. She figured it was just Cristina wanting in. When she heard the door open, she spoke. "Hey, I'm sorry..." But she stopped when she turned around. "Oh, it's you."
"Don't act so excitied." Derek said, trying to break the tention. Meredith just turned back around.
"What do you want?" Meredith asked.
"Look, can we just talk without all the sacasam and shit?"
"Fine." Meredith sighed, turning around. "What would you like to talk about?"
"I'm sorry about what I said in the car. I was an ass and what I said was uncalled for." Derek apologized. She stayed silent. "I know you were just upset. And when you..." He paused. "...when you saw me with Megan, you probably thought everything I said to you earlier that night was a lie. But it wasn't." He said, sitting down beside her on the bed.
"Really. How long did it take you to come up with that speech?"
"Meredith, please. I'm trying to tell you I'm sorry."
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"What do you say we all get out of here and leave them alone." Mark asked.
"Where would we go?" Addison sighed.
"We could go out. If we leave, it makes him have to talk to her. We're his ride." Mark grinned.
"What about Cristina?" Lexie asked.
"She can come too? Isn't that right Christine." Mark said.
"It's Cristina you asshole. And yeah, I can go." She smirked.
"I like her already." Jackson laughed.
"Hurry...let's go." Max said, rushing everyone out the door.
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"Whatever. You're forgiven." Meredith said.
"Why do you act like that?" He asked her.
"Like what?"
"Nevermind. You weren't like this when I first met you." He said getting up, walking towards the door.
"That's because I met you." She whispered to herself, but he heard it.
"Excuse me?"
"Because I met you! I met you. I was myself with you. I kissed you. Now, that's all I can think about. You. And the way I am, with you. All the time I want to be with you." She cried. Derek stood there looking at her.
"You pushed me away." He said.
"I had a boyfriend."
"I asked you if you felt what I felt and you said you felt nothing..."
"I didn't..."
"Damn it Meredith." He said as he pushed her against the wall, forcefully kissing her. She gave in and entered her tongue into his mouth. He moved his hands down her body, feeling her curves. She wrapped her legs around his waste as he picked her up. She put her arms around his neck, running her hands through his hair. He moved her over to the bed and layed her down. He kissed his way down her neck, and then to her shoulders. She pulled his shirt over his head and threw it on the ground. He did the same in return and began kissing the valley between her breast, before he looked up at her.
"Do you want me to stop?" Derek asked looking into her eyes.
"I..." She stuttered.
"What do you want me to do?" He said yelling.
"Make love to me." She whispered into his ear.
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