~Rose of Decade~{Chp.15} ~ 'Sins'

Kamijo P.O.V.

That wonderful night…

The night where I could finally say; I'm starting over.

Even if that had meant to 'sin' yet again. Yet again you might ask? Well, some believe being a vampire is a sin…A sin because you have to 'sign' a contract with the devil himself.

True in a very few points we have to give up on things; A comfortable bed for example was only weakening us so we had to rest in coffins. Though to me that was not so bad anymore; I felt save in there and could regain all my energy I had lost during the day in just a few hours! Would I rest on a normal bed I would still weaken!

The warm feeling of the sun and the light...The UV rays… They were anything but pleasurable to us vampires, but we learned and adapted, allowing us to walk in day- and moonlight.

And then the one thing that those humans seemed to fear the most; Drinking blood.

It seemed everything had to do with blood was a crime, and yet they seem to forget that they, themselves, slaughter hundreds of animals just in one day and for what? Food! And I was only talking about the small town nearby, not about the world in its whole glory!

Though, I suppose, until humans accept the fact that they are prays themselves and acknowledge us as their predators many things will still make us look like 'monsters'…

Not to forget that they think that a wooden stake would kill us! A wooden stake only paralyzes us, so the only thing truly painful and deadly option is burning!

Though enough about that, vampires are no monsters, I would never consider myself as a monster, even if I drink blood and weaken through things that humans seem to enjoy!

Vampires are elegant in everyway, though we are also beautiful; stunning, as if we are something so pure, and yet we are the total opposite! Though these things were of course something you needed as a vampire, seducing your prey was something you could hardly solve with violence and only later on in your vampire years you get to know other 'tricks'.

And Then we have one thing that many humans seem to envy us for; Eternal life.

To be honest, when I was turned I had no choice, but now I see it as a benefit.

Now I could meet so many lovely people!

So many things I could think of right now, but as I looked down I noticed my beautiful rose being asleep; my dear princess…You must have been so exhausted! Especially after so many inconvenient events showing up!

I smiled and observed your beauty, feeling completed at last; as if I had found the missing chapter in my life.

My gaze wandered over to your face, observing how you seemed so peaceful; a soft smile on your lips, your head rested a bit sideways, exposing your neck to me completely.

True happiness, I suppose that is what I felt right now.

Softly I pulled your body closer to my own, covering us with the blanket; soon following you into a very peaceful and well-needed sleep.

I did not regain energy from this, but being close to the other was enough for me, I could do this every few days without getting serious tired and if I would, then I could still rest within my coffin.

For now only your presence was what I needed though.

The next morning arrived and in my opinion it came too early! The birds were happily singing their songs and the sun, miraculously, had managed to shine me right into my face!

A soft groan escaped my tired being as I frowned and moved a bit down, trying to escape the sun's glare.

I also sensed you waking up though and for that I stayed still, pretending to be asleep; Not as if I could have done much, your back was facing me, but still!

I was a bit disappointed as I had wished to see you open those big beautiful eyes of yours; I had wished to watch you awaken and already longed for your soft lips to be pressed against mine.

I suppose last night had indeed made me clear my feelings for the other.

Wondering what you would do I laid there, my eyes closed my breathing soft and even.

Hizaki, would you leave me after this? Would you leave my room and think of this as a one time thing? Would you-

My thoughts stopped as you sprung to your feet making me open my eyes, watching you hurrying over to the bathroom, immediately I started to worry and hope you were alright.

I did not care that I had the sun glaring at me again; Hizaki was all that was on my mind!

I got up myself, confused as to why the other had left me like that, but frowned as I heard a very unpleasant sound. A sound I rather not wished to hear and a sound that made me worry.

Humans were so weak; they got ill so easily and passed away because of the slightest disease! And hearing you throwing up was surely not calming me!

I wanted to respect your privacy within my own bathroom, but for once a rare thing was in my body; Curiosity.

What had happened? Were you okay my dear princess?

My mind racked for an answer while I walked towards the bathroom, watching the other stand in front of the mirror, holding his belly.

Had I caused this illness? Were humans and vampires truly not allowed to have something together? Or was it because we were both males? Maybe is was both?

Guilt washed over me; Never had I wished to make you ill princess, never!

Luckily my worries were not appearing on my face, instead I had a firm gaze on your belly, through the mirror, walking up to you, pressing my naked body against yours; kissing both of your soft, warm, rosy cheeks, softly trailing my way down to kiss the others elegant neck.

True going there might give him the wrong thought, though I was starting to feel hungry and this was inwardly stressing me, not to forget about the meeting I had!

" Are you ill? What happened" I asked softly, my mouth close to his ear, smiling as the other had started to lean against me.

All over Hizaki seemed fine, though I knew something was off!

I just could not place a finger on it yet!

I frowned as my vampire senses somehow seemed to sharpen, hearing things so much clearer and louder, the others heartbeat for example!…What was going on? I softly rubbed your upset belly, hopping to ease you a bit.

" You should rest, love" I whispered into his ear, making sure he understood what I was saying before looking at the others belly. So far it did not seemed to have change or anything, and Hizaki was not having fever either. Maybe he ate something wrong…?

God forbid to ever hurt the beautiful being I am currently holding!

That would be the worst sin ever.