I only own Makaila and Danielle thats it. This chapter is what I told you alot longer then the last one. I'm really sorry that it took long for me to write the chapters. I wrote this chapter a head of time to be able for me to write to make sure I can get it done correctly leading for it. So enough of me. Read and Review..Read and Enjoy. Let me know what you think....
Makaila walked into the small home that she had not stepped foot in almost four years. She looked around at the dust that had collected on furniture. She looked at the pictures that where hanging on the wall. Memories of events and moments captured thanks to the pictures that could last forever.
[Shawn Morgan]
(Verse 1)
I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high and steal your pain …away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high and steal your pain
"I miss you." Makaila said grabbing the small picture frame from the mantel piece.
She rubbed the picture slowly as the tears fell onto the picture of her and her father Eddie. Makaila was a spitting image of her father so no body could deny who her father was. She covered her mouth as the tears started to fall harder down her cheeks.
"Why can't you be here?!" shouted Makaila gripping the picture frame tightly. "Why did you have to fucking leave me here alone? You promised me that you would be here and protect me! You lied to me." She added.
She closed her eyes taking a breath trying to calm her nerves. Makaila touched the picture one more and looked around at the other pictures that were captured the moments of father and daughter.
[Shawn Morgan & Amy Lee]
(Chorus 1)
because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"Makaila are you ok?" Danielle asked stepping into the home looking at her.
"I'm great." Makaila said wiping the tears away from her raw cheek. "I miss him Danielle. I miss him so much." She added.
Danielle walked further into the room and pulled her friend into a hug. Makaila held onto her tightly and cried even harder.
"I have pictures so I can't forget his face." Makaila said crying. "But I have nothing to remember his voice. I'm starting to forget Danielle and I don't want to forget. I don't want to try to rack my brain of what my father's voice sounded like. I don't want to forget." She added.
[Shawn Morgan]
(Bridge)
You've gone away
You don't feel me here....anymore
"I know you miss him." Danielle said rubbing her hair. "You have every right to miss him. He is your father. You've got youtube to hear his voice. You can always go there and see videos of his voices." She added.
Makaila just shook her head no and broke the hug from her friend.
"That isn't the same!" shouted Makaila walking away from her. "That isn't the same as hearing him actually speaking to me and not acting." She added.
Danielle looked at the pictures on the mantel and touched one picture that was a picture of Makaila and Eddie with her on his back she looked to be like fifteen or sixteen smiling just alike.
"We were at a family gathering in Mexico and I just met a Chavo and all of them for the first time." Makaila said walking over to her. "I was so scared to meet them but he promised me that I would ok and safe. I remember that day very well because that was the day he told me that I would be living with him and Vickie. I hated her man she treated me like the black sheep of the family." She added.
[Amy Lee]
(Verse 2)
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Danielle nodded at her and looked at Makaila who held up a old cell phone and smiled just a bit as she turned it on.
"Wow." Danielle said laughing. "Full battery." She added.
Makaila quickly dialed the voice mail number and put the password in. She put it on speaker phone and looked at Danielle who was curious about what she was going to hear.
"November 13, 2005 12:30 am.…..Hey sweetheart I wanted to call you and tell you that I love you and I miss you so much. I know that I haven't called you in a few days but I've been busy. So if you could please give me a call and let me know how you are doing it would be great. I'll be up I don't what time please call me."
Danielle stared at the cell phone as Makaila held onto the phone with a death grip. She touched the screen and hit play once more on the message.
"This is the only thing I've got left that my father was talking to me." Makaila said as she listened to the message that her father had left her the day he passed. "I really miss him. I want him here with me!" she added.
[Shawn Morgan & Amy Lee]
(Chorus 2)
cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"If I could change it so he was here Makaila I would." Danielle said trying to grab the phone from Makaila's grip. "I can't neither can you." She added.
Makaila fell to the floor pulling the phone away from Danielle closing it. She looked around the house and brought her knees to her chest holding them.
"Get out please." Makaila said looking at Danielle with tears flowing down her face. "GO!" she added.
"FINE! I'll go!" shouted Danielle looking at her. "If you need me I'm outside." She added.
[Instruments]
[Shawn Morgan & Amy Lee]
(Chorus 2)
cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Makaila quickly got up from the floor and walked around the house once more. She had the lights turned on for the day and looked around at stuff that had not been touched in nearly four years. Eddie had helped her by the place she was going to pay him back but never got the chance. He never once reminded her to pay him back. She walked back further into the house and walked into the room she used for her room.
"Nearly four years since I've been here and everything remains the same." Makaila said closing the bedroom behind her.
She turned the light on and looked around at the bears and pictures that had collected dust through the years.
[Shawn Morgan & Amy Lee]
(Chorus 1)
cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone [Seether]...away
~*Flash Back*~
"Daddy." Makaila said walking around the new house that now belonged to her.
"Yea?" Eddie asked as he stood up from the steps as she walked out.
"Gracias Papá." Makaila said with a grin.
Eddie smiled at his daughter as he pulled her into a hug. Makaila held onto her dad and looked at people who were driving by. She looked up at him with one of his smiles.
"I promise that you I'll pay you back." Makaila said looking up at him. "I don't care." She added.
He nodded down at her as they walked into the house closing the door behind her. Boxes filled the rooms. Makaila was now living in Florida far from the state that she had lived in for a while with her father. She wanted to be on her own and fin for herself. Eddie wasn't all for the idea of his daughter living that far away, but after a while he gave in and offered to help her by a house close to one of his coworkers who would gladly keep an eye out on her.
"What do you say that we do the kitchen first and I will cook up something to eat for lunch?" Makaila said looking at him.
"Alright that sounds fine but sweet heart does that mean I can pick what we are having and you get to cook it?" Eddie asked as Makaila nodded at him. "Ok then, I want some enchiladas." He added.
Makaila turned her attentions to her father as she was putting the pots under the sink.
"I can't cook that." Makaila replied looking at him. "I don't know how." She added.
"Well Mamacita how do you expect to attract any men if you can't cook?" Eddie asked looking down at his daughter on the floor. "Up up I will teach this. And if any men come around here I'll kick their asses by the way." He added.
~*End of Flash Back*~
[Shawn Morgan and Amy Lee]
(Bridge)You're gone away
You don't feel me here....anymore
Makaila shook her head out of the day dream. She realized that she was still holding the bear that Eddie had given to her when she first met him. She touched the bear gently.
"Remember that I love you daddy and I miss you so much." Makaila said looking at the bear. "I'm sorry for how I've acted and what I said earlier but I miss you so badly that I can't believe it's been four years that you've been taken away from me." She added.
She stood up from the bed and walked out of the room and out of the house that she spent a lot of her time with her father in. Danielle pushed away from the car as she watched Makaila appear holding onto a bear that was black and pink.
"We can go now." Makaila said as Danielle nodded.
Makaila turned around once more to look at the house that she soon would need to be selling. She touched the chain fence and smiled.
"I love you daddy."
The song is Broken by Seether and Amy Lee. I love it and I felt as if it would do this chapter justice so I hope you guys like it. Thanks once more for reading.