Rose of Decade~ {Chp.20} ~ Rescue Plan

Kamijo P.O.V.

As I had moved outside of my own room a strange sense of nervousness had gripped my heart. Worry was there, but worry alone was not all, maybe I panicked slightly…

Then as I heard Jasmine's thoughts about him being pregnant….That would make sense…I knew from his blood that Hizaki had been a virgin…God, I had tainted my rose so much, and yet the other loved me.

Because of the other being…untouched…His body was unused to the whole act of love, meaning he would be more vulnerable, and because of me being a vampire, pregnancy was most likely to happen.

I frowned and thought for a bit; It did make sense…But…It was happening so fast…I knew from other vampire males that pregnancy was painful, I saw one giving birth once and his screams still echoed through my head from time to time as I thought back of that.

Was Hizaki even prepared for this? It was all happening maybe even too fast…Maybe I should have not broken this certain line we had between each other; maybe I should have stayed in my master position, so I did not have to justify myself…

I guess, to Hizaki I am still his master, but he is my lover, so he will have to think differently soon enough, especially if we decide for the child.

I looked at Jasmine and sighed, turning and entering my room again, explaining everything to my lover. Hizaki took it pretty good; for a human I mean.

He did not freak much, and he seemed….okay with the thought of having a child. This brought a small smile to my lips as I noticed how feminine the other was, not only dressed up like a woman, but also acting as one!

I knew from the moment that I had to leave the room, together with Jasmine, that my beautiful rose would go to sleep; how else would he have enough energy for it all? Vampire children grew faster than human ones, so for that it would be so tiring and dangerous for his human body to carry such a thing inside.

I looked at my friend with worry, his reassuring smile making me feel slightly better as I escorted him down the hallways, to the front entrance.

"Do not worry Kamijo, else move away to the elders, they would help you, you have done a lot for them, I am sure they would gladly return the favors" Jasmine spoke, actually making me think it over.

If I would stay here any longer, and the rumors were confirmed, then my people would loose faith in me and humans would come and try to hunt my beautiful rose! I frowned at the thought and wondered if moving to a different area would help.

People would not know me there, and they would not necessarily have to know about Hizaki…But then I would lock my princess away; I'd never be able to do that!

As for the elders…I hated asking a person for favors, I felt so weak doing so…but I suppose I had no other choice!

"Thank you dear friend, you have helped me a lot" I told my friend, meaning every word I had spoken. True, maybe going to the elders was a good idea. They were wise, older...stronger…they would be able to help Hizaki more than I could ever do…During pregnancy I mean!

Jasmine nodded and went out of the door which I myself held open, watching as he walked off a bit before turning and waving, smiling as he did before turning back around and continuing his journey home.

Never had I understood why the other did not take a horse, though it was not as if I would force him to ride one.

I closed the doors and watched as some 'slaves' had stopped their activities whilst I had arrived, making me frown deeply. Was I showing it too much?

I raised an eyebrow, watching them hurry back to work, small whispers; rumors again being spoken…They were close to the truth...I had to take care of this!

I moved up into my office, closing the door behind me and seating myself on the big leather sofa I had, moving a hand through my long blonde hair, stroking it out of my face.

I sighed and sat there for a while, my mind wondering, trying to decide the right thing for me and my rose; not to mention the unborn child within my princess.

I closed my eyes and leaned onto my folded hands whilst my elbows rested on my knees. I had to get them out safely, but how?

Once again I sighed and stood up, getting a piece of parchment and a quill, starting to write away a request for the elders to come. Hardly could I just walk into their house and take advantage of their open arms.

Plus I think Hizaki would enjoy knowing where we might be staying soon enough. I sighed and walked to my big window, opening it, watching the moon slightly, soon having an owl at my window.

I took the creature and tied the letter to his leg before making him fly off to the elders; knowing that this was the best way to get to them.

Slowly I closed the window, staring at the moon for a while before deciding I should go back to see my rose.

My feet started to move towards my room, my mind not paying attention. Perhaps my future would only hold chaos and pain? I frowned and shook my head; opening the doors to my room once more and closing them behind me after I had entered.

The beauty that was in my room was indeed sleeping; such a beautiful sight it was! It warmed my dead heart just with the mere display!

My boots, cape, shirt and pants were removed all too soon, leaving me in my underwear before I sneaked under the covers, softly pulling the other close. I smile came up to my lips as I felt the other cuddle closer, his belly slightly moving against e making me feel it.

My little son or daughter was in there…Even if it was unexpected…abortion was too dangerous, plus, I had enough money to give this child a bright future…even as a half breed.

My master would have been so ashamed of me; He adored humans; as food, and half-breeds is just something he had always hated. Luckily he was on some kind of trip I had only recently been informed off.

Slowly I closed my eyes, smiling as I rested my head atop of the others head, my dreams soon arriving, taking me far away in an unrealistic world.

Even though I was able to sleep in a bed, my body was weakening, I'd soon sleep in my coffin again, maybe I will do so after I woke up from this, but for now I wished to be at Hizaki's side, not wanting him to be alone for when he woke up.

I wanted to show him…

I'm here for you, I'd do everything…

Dear Princess...

Dearest flower...

You are my piece.

Therefore be in the side

From now on...

Inside my arms.

You will trust me.

Therefore be in my eyes