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EPOV

Her words played over in my head over and over again. Her words were like a stab to the heart. But quite frankly they were true. If I never did sleep with Tanya this would have never happened. Bella and I would still be together.
Bella told me she died when she caught me cheating that is exactly why she changed. It was because of me.
When that guy held Bella I felt immense jealousy I wanted it to be me to hold her when she cried. But this time I was the one to make her cry. Again.

BPOV

Edward and I were alone surrounded by the most beautiful meadow I had ever seen the meadow where he use to take me before…come on say it Bella say it before the FUCKED someone else that is exactly what had happened her had FUCKED up big time. He had FUCKED her! I looked at Edward I was about to yell at him, but he beat me to the point.

"Bella I don't love you.( well no shit Sherlock you wouldn't have fucked Tanya then) I never did and never will love you. I used to think you were OK I mean you were only a way I could spend time when I was bored I knew no one wanted you so I felt pitiful and took you. Boy did I mess up my life I thought I would get a good fuck you know releases all my stress, but NO you were giving me a whole lot of SHIT saying "No Edward I'm not ready". Well it looks like it finally got to you because now you not only LOOK like whore you are one too. Sleeping for men for your own enjoyment I have to say Bella I never thought you had it in you..did you give them that shit load of a speech two or were you just trying to make my life miserable even more. What the hell is wrong with you? No one will ever love you because you yes YOU are cheap and screwed up you gave me a very hard time on what love was when really I don't give a damn and then you go screw someone just wonderful. No one will ever want to you. I never did want you I was just how do I say this I was using you."
Then Tanya came up to him.(where the hell did she come from ) They started kissing passionately in front of me. Honestly I was going to me sick they weren't kissing they were sucking each other's face off. Tanya smirked at me and started unbuttoning his shirt with no problem I bet she had a lot of practice.
Then I awoke with a scream.
His words played over in my mind like a broken record. The sobs wouldn't stop. They tears streaming down my face like no tomorrow.
Arms were wraped around me and I was in my bedroom again. I looked to see that it was Rose. She was always like a sister to me, looking after me when I was down; she understood what I have been through.
"Bella calm down it was just a dream. It wasn't real." She whispered words of comfort. It was usually Jasper who had the most soothing words he could relate to people's emotions, but Rose WAS his sister.
I looked at the clock to see that it was 7. I had to start getting ready for school or as I like to call it. Hell.
"It's okay Rose you can go. I need to get ready. I know that it was just a dream. I'm good now."
Rose then left me to my thoughts.

2 days later

It had been 2 days since the incident at with Edward at the party. I avoided him at all cost. Alice had been trying to talk to me but I refused to even look at her let alone talk to her. Tanya transferred here from Alaska. She wanted to be near Edward I encounter was not our best.

*flashback*

I was coming out of the library when I bumped into some one. I looked up to see the face of the last person I wanted to see. Tanya. She was wearing a tight tank top that showed a lot of cleavage and really short, short shorts I swear if she bent over you could see her ass. She looked down at me and smirked.
"Well look at who we have here. Bella how have you been. Rumor has it that you fucked everything with a penis. You remind me of a bike …she came close and whispered in my ear "everbody gets a turn" Well anyway where were you I didn't see you at the party I mean I know I didn't stay long because Edward kept wanting to leave and well have FUN."
That did it I broke
"Shut the HELL up Tanya god don't you get it I don't want him. I mean if you cant get that inside your brain I think you should get it checked! I mean Edward's dad is a doctor." Then I left her standing there with her mouth hung wide open. As I was leaving the librarian gave me a dirty look and well I was pissed so I flipped her off.

*end of flashback*

JasperPOV

She was stunning. From her short black pixie hair cut to her small petite frame. But I didn't know this beautiful women's name. She was always in my thoughts. But I could never pursue her for I am currently in a relationship with Maria Sommers.
I was brought out of my thoughts from someone bumping into me. I looked down to her beautiful face. I thought it was just a dream. We stared at each other in the eye. It was like I could see into her soul and she could see into mine. We stayed in that position until I heard the faint call of someone calling my name.
"JASPER WHITLOCK LOOK AT ME NOW," Ugh it was Maria. Would she please just leave me alone? I looked up to see her glaring at our direction. I looked down at the mystery women helped to her feet and apologised I was nervous and my Texan accent was coming on strong. Then I left her and went to Maria. I looked behind me to still see her there with longing and hurt in her eyes.
I was on a mission to find out this mystery girls name and to find out anything about her.

APOV

The moment I saw the blonde boy with stunning blue eyes I knew that he was the one. The one who I would spend the rest of eternity with.
My mission to find out his name.

EPOV

No matter how hard I would try to apologise to Bella she would still object to speaking to me. She wouldn't even spare me a glance.
I knew this was my entire fault. To add to my not so great week freaking Tanya transfer here to be closer to us. She convinced me that we should have a relationship but I am not so sure if she wants to rub me in Bella's face. She keeps hanging on my arm; she glares at every girl that even glances my way. We aren't even together. Who the hell does she think she is? She can't take no for an answer.
"Come on Eddie. Hurry up you walk to slow," Tanya was always whining I wish she would shut up.
"Shut up Tanya. You know I hate it when you call me Eddie. My. Name. Is. Edward. Edward,"
"I am not dumb Eddie I know your name and you don't have to talk to me as if I am retarded. Gosh."
I saw Alice entranced with the guy I saw comforting Bella. They stared at each other for at least 5 minutes.
Then he said something and walked away. As she was walking my way I noticed she had bumped into a pole. That was odd. Alice was always graceful and I mean ALWAYS. I could tell that she had been blushing man did I wish I had a camera because Alice NEVER blushes.
"Penny for your thoughts," I asked timidly as she arrived.
She didn't answer. She was too busy staring into space.
"PENNY FOR YOUR FREAKING THOUGHTS ALICE." I screamed into her ear.
"Gosh you don't need to yell I ain't deaf," Did she just say ain't what was wrong with her she was now speaking southern! When I pointed it out she just looked down and blushed.
"Come on we lets go eat."
Then Alice was back to her perky self.
"Guess who I saw today Edward," She sounded so enthusiastic.
"Let me guess someone I don't give a shit about."
"Jeez touchy touchy you need a chill pill. Any way I saw James Elliot!"
"Who," I rolled my hands just for emphasis.
"Superstar, Sexy, Good sense in fashion. He wants the college experience and all just to feel normal. Well that is not gonna happen."
Tanya had left to go get salad I swear she was gonna turn green one day from all those leaves she calls her figure.
"Yea whatever I have more important things to worry about. Alice I want your help to help me get Bella back."
She had a thoughtful look on her face.
"That is gonna be a hard to win Bella back. She has completely changed since we last saw her and quite frankly she hates our guts."
"Alice I can't live without her. I need her like I need to breathe. I can't stand being away from her anymore. I need your help. Please. I can't live on without her."
I know I sounded desperate but I was serious. I need her. She is like my personal brand of heroin and I need it. I need her.

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