I entered the ordinary door if anyone else was the one who had entered would have had seen grassy fields and glimmering trees almost a bright emerald shade of green and a crystal blue sky but all I saw was the beginning of ruin I saw trees only constructed of twigs and bushes without greenery but full of thorns and a sky that was a deep violet color almost black.

as I walked the surroundings didn't scare me they intrigued me I suddenly reached a small pond and I heard a voice behind me sounding like someone was clearing their throat to try and to get my attention but when I was to turn around I found nothing or any trace of a person being there then I heard it again and when I turned around all I saw was a scrappy looking grey cat I didn't know if it was just me but he had a huge grin plastered on his face

"Ah it seems you found a memory and a landmark from your last visit"

I stared at the cat for a second until my head was pulsing it was nauseating and made me sick to remember but I knew it would help me later on somehow. in the memory I was in the corridor again but this time just a mere child unsure not knowing anything about the world beyond anyone of the doors.

as I walked along the doors I stumbled upon a silver table with a key and a bottle seeing all the doors and finding them to be locked but to find the tiny door and unlock it to see the most beautiful I had ever seen in my life it was too magnificent to describe with words or images it was just breathtaking but I quickly became saddened by the fact I could never go into the beautiful garden the door was far too small for me. after crying a few small tears I put the key into my pocket and decided to get up and to explore a bit more after wiping my eyes.

I soon passed the table again and this time on it was a small Ville full with a purple shade in color and almost seemed to move by itself I looked at the tag on the side of the bottle and just hanging by a thread were the words drink me I relucuntly did as the bottle said without a care in the world on what may happen. suddenly I had begun to shrink and when I had stopped I realized I forgot the key on the table but I was too small to get to it I saw a small cake on the ground and decided to try it but it tasted so sweet I became greedy but as I began to grow I realized what I had done the tears wouldn't stop forming an ocean of tears that I fell into and almost drowned.

I opened my eyes quickly and realized I back in the dark scenery of a destroyed wonderland I felt as though my heart had stopped for a mere moment as though it had almost all ended for me. In front of me the scrappy grey cat was still there smiling

"Hello Alice" it said

"Hello and as I recall you're the Cheshire cat" I responded with raw determination in my voice causing the cat to be surprised at how prepared I was to still continue on to help destroy wonderland

You're just like Pandora willing to open the box but never close it the Cheshire cat said to Alice

Pandora and I are very similar but in the button of my box the last thing won't be hope." Is all I said in response to the cat.