THIS CHAPTER IS RATED M: warning for your safty

About this chapter: Melanie just doesn't get how love is, Sam points out that Melanie really hasn't been in a long lasting relationship and she has no idea how it hurts, Melanie gets upset and leave the room.

Stepfphan needs Sam's "Help" "Moving" Something in the bedroom..

"I do not own Icarly this Fanfiction story is my imagination only"

"C'mon, get up." I heard Melanie say..

"You never been in love! You don't know how it hurts!" I yelled, as shiny tears cascaded down my cheeks.

Melanie gasped, and thats when i heard my door slam harshly.

Then the door opened again, I knew it wasn't Melanie...She wouldn't come in after such an performance.

"Whats wrong?" I heard a familliar voice say. I turned my head up and there was Freddie, there was no 'amber' beside him

"Nothing, where's your lovely new girlfriend?" I asked, returning my head to the floor, where it had looked best.

"She left..."

"Well, wouldn't she be mad if you were in here?" I asked again.

"Sam, stop pushing me away, she isn't my girlfriend anyway." Freddie laughed, as he placed his arms around his chest, and thats when i had to look him in the eye...

"Rubbing noses...Hugging...Sitting together on the bus...Phone calls...That is too your girlfriend." I insisted, realizing that what i was doing WAS pushing him away...

"Nah, Ambers just my friend...I just did that to see if you trust me, and I'm very dissapointed that you don't."

I felt stupid right about now, he could'ove been lying..Or i could of been dreaming, i slightly pinched myself, and I'm still stuck in this moment..It isn't the dream, its the truth

The truth.

"I do trust you! I mean, how dare you trick me!" I fake coughed, i did trust him, Or atleast i think i did...I wasn't sure, because his words were so vein, or is that just me?

"Sam, it wasn't a joke...It was a lesson." He replied, sitting next to me..When he sat next to me chills were sent down my body, and i felt like i was falling in love all over again.

I wanted to ask "Are we together again?" I counted down from ten almost 20 times, and then i finally forgot to bite my toungue and asked.

Asked...

Asked the question..."Are we together again." I wanted to smack myself, but i was already looking foolish enough.

"Yes, i mean if you wan-"

"Yes!" I screamed, i couldnt go through that again..

"But its going to take more then that..." I added, remembering what I had went through seeing him with "Amber"

My phone ruined the moment, as it played "Do it like a dude" By Jessie J. It was a text message, from Carly, and how do i know that? Because she's the one with that ringtone, and i don't know why she's in my phone...

It read...

" I'm sorry you couldn't be Freddie's first, I know it would of been 'special' "

I wanted to cry, I wanted to jump off of a building, I wanted to kill her, Freddie, and myself...But i took my mind off of that, only because i know i have life ahead of me..

After biting my toungue 20 more times i asked again, "Tell me again why you had to take her virginity instead of mine?" I thought he thought i was giving him the third degree, but he calmly answered...

"Don't worry, when the time comes it will be special."...

I wanted to reply, "How is it going to be special when you already had sex with my old best friend?" But i bit my toungue again, i promise i could have 200 holes in my tounge.

"Dinner time!" Ms. Benson yelled, i jumped a little...then finally headed out to the dining room.

Stefphan stared at me the whole dinner time, i wanted to say "Watcha lookin at fool?" But instead i wiped my mouth and politely asked, "May I be escused?" I felt girlyer when i said that, and i smiled.

Ms. Benson nodded, and i felt Ocean Blue eyes stare at me, i quickly shuffled out of the room...

Foot steps followed behind me, and thats when i turned around...It was stephan, i knew he wasn't up to no good, he finally speaked saying..."Can you help me move something around?"

I held my breath and paused, I shout "Why wont you ask Freddie?" and he quickly replied, "He's so weak." so i sighed, what time was there to waste? But something sounded wrong about that sentence.

When we walked into the adults room he immediately shut the door, i started to get worried, "Whyed you close the door?" I asked, quivering..."I want you to move your hips for me..." He added, calmy.

"I really dont-"

"MOVE YOUR DAMN HIPS!" He yelled, i didn't want to get hit, so i obeyed, and moved my hips he turned on some music, and i frantically moved to the beat.

I felt him walk up behind me and grind on me, i didn't like it...Not one bit, then thats when he told me to take my clothes off, i wanted to escape, i wanted to run away, but i was stuck in his grasp.

"Uhh, Okay." I cried, i had to obey! Or he would of hit me, i had no choice...i had no choice..

No choice.

I was naked, and the only thing i could use to cover my nude body were my small hands, and he didn't let me keep them there for one second.

He stripped all of his clothes off, and he looked way past stupid! His penis was almost 12 inches, I knew it would hurt, but I didn't know it would hurt this much.

He pushed me on the bed and slowly entered me, he didn't even hesitate to go slow, he pounded me, and as much as it hurt, i knew he would have a limp one when all of this was over.

It got pleasurable, even though i didn't like it, he went through a grinding pace and my moaning was all filled with ectasy.

I'd never did this before, but i knew he were about to cum, only because he got weaker and weaker, but he wouldn't stop! He held onto my waist, and thats when juicy luqids exploded into me.

At this moment i wanted to commit suicide, i was having a baby and i knew it..I didn't want to but i did...I was raped, and if i would of told anyone he would of hurt the ones i love.