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Michael Adams P.O.V

What have I done! I thought to myself

I don't feel different I still have those feelings for HER.

I was walking in the garden right outside my room. I didn't want to go back to my life or to the horrible beast lying in my bed.

What am I supposed to do? Call Joey and tell her that she was wrong that I still have feelings for her after I imprinted with her enemy. No, that won't happen. When I was sucking from Mrs. Applebee I actually saw what was happening to Joey. And I never want to put her through that again. Maybe this 'thing' is good. Maybe I'll just try.

I bent down and grabbed a cell phone from one of the small tables.

Joey P.O.V

I was still sore, my whole body ached. I was alone in my dark room, mother and brother left to the grocery store.

I looked to the right on my nightstand, turned on the lamp. And I just sat there staring at the emerald blue notebook on the nightstand, more like a diary. 'Here is something to write down your feelings in.' he had said. I stared at it. It is pretty, why not.

Wednesday 9:08

June, 22

Dear, diary

I really don't know how this works but I guess I'm supposed to write my feelings down or something. So here it goes:

My name is Joey Conzalez. I'm twelve turning thirteen in about months from now. You see my birthday is October 31st. well mine and my twin brothers Johnny.

Anyway on with the show! Johnny and I moved in with our mother. Well she used to be a slut and so drugs and drink. Johnny trusts her completely I on the other hand? No, still a little edgy. We haven't been living with her because she got arrested and she got out recently. But Johnny and I are special in more ways then one. First we lived in this place were they treated us nicely and I thought I was in heaven. But, not everything good lasts. We were sent to a different place. Oh, don't worry Diary our friends were with us. Erik, Celena, and Mason.

The week after that Erik was kidnapped. We got him back of course! But we lost a couple people on the way. Celena died, Kaylie (Mason's girlfriend) turned to the dark side. But while we were there we found someone well I found him. And he was and still is the most beautiful boy-man I should say man I've ever seen. But, he's on the bad guy side.

Anyway we kissed and we imprinted. We were connected. We could talk to each other in our minds. He can feel when I'm in pain and in trouble. And I can to but he said no need to 'cause he is 'immortal'. I thought I loved him and I think I still do. Oh, your probably wondering why I'm talking about him in past tense. He's not dead! Our imprinted just ended because he is being so stupid and he had sex with another and sucker her blood! Sorry for sloppiness. It's just it's not fair! He probably doesn't even love me anymore.

But I still love him. Now I feel empty I have no emotion except sorrow. And the love for him. Always the love for him.

Oh, out of this whole entry I forgot to tell you who 'he' was. His name is Michael Adams.

I stopped because I heard the phone ringing. I got up and went down the dark hallway to get the phone. I picked up the phone.

"Hello,"

"Hello Jo." Said the unmistakable voice of Michael Adams.