It's so hard to find the perfect Jara or Mira song, *sigh* well, here's another for my favorite couple! FABINA!
NO AIR- JORDIN SPARKS
A/N- Nina is Italic and Fabian is Underlined, k? Since this is a duet song. And Italic-Bold is the song. Also, I suggest listening to this song, it's pretty awesome. :)
(Nina)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Fabian and I.
Fabian and I.
I thought we were meant to be. But then there's always that little problem of Joy…
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
He always takes my breath away, everytime he smiles at me, every time he looks at me, every time he talks to me…
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
But Joy wants him, and Patricia told me, Joy gets what Joy wants…
(Fabian)
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
Joy is here and my life has been hectic.
She clings to me, she never lets me leave her sight.
She always interrupts me when I'm with Nina…
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
I don't know who to love anymore.
My heart beats for Nina, but she ignores me, she doesn't talk to me like she used to.
If there was a way that I could make you understand
If I could only let her know, I care for her, not Joy.
But does she feel the same?
Or do I just imagine?
(Nina)
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
I might as well live alone. Since I never talk to Fabian anymore, and he nevers seems to notice. Not since Joy got here…
'Cause my world revolves around you
My whole world revolves around him. It's hard to not think of him as my best friend, it's even harder to think…
It's so hard for me to breathe
To think he doesn't love me.
(Both.)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
How do I live without him?
How can I continue when she isn't there?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
You can't live in a world with no air. And I can't live in a world with no Fabian.
You can't live with out air, and Nina is my air.
She's all I think about, all I care about…
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
When he isn't there I feel like my world ended.
It's felt like that for the month we haven't been talking…
I've lived a month with Nina.
I haven't talked to her, I haven't gone up with her to the attic, we haven't done anything.
There's no air, no air
It hurts to move…
It hurts to live…
Got me out here in the water so deep
I'm out of chances, I'm out of time…
I had a chance, I had time, but I let it slip…
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
What is Fabian doing? Does he even care I'm not there, or does he world revolve around Joy?
Nina probably is glad I'm not there.
She is probably glad…
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
I can't! I can't…
What's the point?
No Nina, there is no Nina…
There's no air, no air
"Why aren't you talking to Fabian?" Amber asked me as the month ended. The month Joy got here.
"Oh, he seems to busy," I sighed. He was busy, busy with Joy.
"What's wrong mate?" Mick asked, sitting on his bed, across from me.
"Why would something be wrong?" I asked.
"Well, mate, you haven't talked to Nina in a month. And Joy clings to you like a dog."
"Yeah, well, Nina doesn't seem to want to talk to me, and Joy,"- I groaned-" Joy is a different subject."
No air, air
"Why don't you talk to him? I think he's in his room." Amber suggested.
"Nah, Joy is probably there." I sighed, not wanting to go on with the subject.
"But she isn't."
"Yeah, well, she'll end up being there and if I even try talking to Fabian she'll glare at me, like she does anyway."
Amber fell silent.
No air, air
"Why don't you go talk to her mate?"
"She doesn't want to." I sighed.
"How do you know?" Mick asked.
"Mick!" I said, getting angry, it was already hard to breath as it is, but he just kept bringing it up, "She hasn't wanted to talk to me for a month, what makes her want to talk to me now?"
No air, air
"Nina, Fabian loves you," Amber said, softly.
"No," I said, looking away. Tears made my eyes glow, "He never loved me."
No air, air
"Mate, Nina, she loves you."
"Mick, she doesn't!"
"She does." He said softly.
"If she did, she would be here wouldn't she?" I demanded, he stayed quiet, knowing I was right.
(Fabian)
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
I got up, suddenly. I walked out of the room, and out of the house, I needed to get out.
I started walking around the grounds, I wanted to walk right up to Nina and tell her how I feel. Actulally, I wanted to run…
Right off the ground to float to you
My mind was always towards her. I loved the way it felt to see her smiled, to hear her laugh….
With no gravity to hold me down for real
When I was with Nina I felt like I could fly, I was always happiest when I was with her.
Now she's gone.
(Nina)
But somehow I'm still alive inside
How can I be alive when I have no Fabian?
How can I continue without him?
He was the reason why I'm even here. I might have left if Patricia kept on being a witch to me in the beginning.
But he was there, and… I sighed, as Amber talked, it hurt to think about him.
You took my breath but I survived
He stole the breath right away from me, I loved it. But now, I need it.
But he can't give it back because he isn't here. He is with Joy, I was sure.
I don't how but I don't even care
I know I should care, but sometimes I don't. No, I don't. He can live his life, with or without me.
I'm fine with that. I got up and walked away from Amber. She let me walk away, not making a comment, not trying to follow.
(Both)
So how do you expect me
How does he think I can live? I care for him, I do.
But he doesn't for me.
Why does she think I don't love her?
Expect me to continue to go on?
I can't, I really can't.
Why can't he see?
Why can't she see?
To live alone with just me?
What am I suppose to do? Live alone, die alone.
Heart-broken, a dead soul?
Why was Fate messing with me? Am I suppose to be with Joy? I never want to be with Joy.
I want to be with Nina.
Fate was playing a game of chess, and he put Nina and I on opposite teams…
'Cause my world revolves around you
He makes my world turn…
She makes my sun rise….
It's so hard for me to breathe
Days I have to sit and stare into space, trying to get my breathing back, it's always so hard.
I always am stuck, laying in my bed till the sun starts to rise and catch my breath, it's never easy.
It's always been hard since he left…
The longer she's gone the harder it gets…
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
I walked into I ran into the person I didn't want to talk to , but yet I did.
Nina ran into me. "Sorry," She mumbled. "Nina." I sighed, loving the way her name sounded…
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
"Nina." He said my name, which made me look up.
"Fabian," I sighed, looking at him.
I absoutley, truly, deeply, loved him.
But he didn't love me, he loved another….
My name rolled off her tongue.
I wanted to tell her how I feel, how much I loved her, how much I missed her.
To tell her I didn't like Joy. I never liked Joy, only her.
Oh if it was only that simple…
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
My breathing stopped, he stole it again, but I wanted him too.
I held my breath, I need to tell her.
Weither she loves me or not, I'll tell her.
There's no air, no air
He needs to know, even though he loves Joy.
I won't last another second if he doesn't hear how I feel about him.
I closed my eyes, Nina, needed to know, she had the right to know, and I needed to tell her.
Got me out here in the water so deep
"Fabian-"
"Nina-"
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
"I love you."
"I love you."
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
We spoke the words at the same time, I stared at him, shocked.
He loved me?
Not Joy?
He loved me?
I spoke the words I should have said a long time ago, as she spoke hers.
They were the same.
She loved me?
She actually loved me?
There's no air, no air
I felt all the air I had leave, I never knew, I never knew. I never would have guessed.
She loved me. I can't believe it. It seems too good to be true. She hated me.
Or that's what I thought, but she actually loved me.
No air, air
"Did you say you love me?" I asked, looking into his big, gorgeous eyes. The ones I would love to melt into.
The ones I always melted into.
I haven't looked into them in such a long time.
No air, air
"Yeah, Nina. I love you. I love you with all my heart. But I you love me?" I asked, staring into her eyes.
Eyes I haven't seen look at me in a month.
But to me, that felt like forever.
No air, air
"I love you Fabian, I always did. But you love me? You really do? I thought you loved Joy."
No air, air
She thought I loved Joy. Is that why she didn't talk to me?
Because of Joy?
Of course it was.
"Nina, I never loved Joy, I always loved and love you. I should have told you sooner."
(Fabian)
No more
Baby
She wrapped her arms around me neck….
(Both)
There's no air, no air
No air, oh!
I love Fabian, that's all that matters. Joy doesn't.
Amber doesn't.
Jerome, Alfie, Mick, Mara, and Patricia don't either.
All I need to think about was Fabian. So I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I love you," I said, before I pulled him into a kiss.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
She pulled me into a kiss. The world started spinning again, the sun would rise tomorrow, and I would be with Nina.
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
You can't breath without air…
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
But kissing Fabian made everything right, made me think about all the good things.
Made my sky blue, made my soul return, helped me love again….
There's no air, no air
No air, no air.
When Nina isn't with me, there was never air.
I needed Nina.
No air, never any air.
That month was the worst, but it will never happen again.
Fabian is my air, my light, my love.
He was and always will be.
Got me out here in the water so deep
Nina and I pulled away, I smiled at her, brushing a piece of hair behind her ear.
"I love you." I mumbled, as she lay her head on my shoulder.
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
"I love you too." I said as my head rested on his shoulders.
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
And with that we walked back to the house. We didn't want to go back, we wanted to stay in our own little world.
There's no air, no air
I breathed as if I haven't in days.
And I haven't.
I smiled as we walked into the living room, all our friends in there, worried.
(No air)
All eyes landed on us when we walked in.
Joy was shocked, Amber was angry, the others just gaped.
(No air)
"Nina, where on earth have you been?" She demanded, "You've been gone for a hour! And it's dark, and I had no idea where you went."
I looked up at Fabian, who squeezed my hand. Amber looked back between Fabian and I, than smiled.
"FINALLY!" She shrieked.
(No air)
"FINALLY!" Amber shrieked, she was jumping up and down with excidement. "You two are so cute!"
Joy looked like she was going to be sick, but the others members whistled and clapped.
"Told you!" Mick boomed.
I rolled my eyes.
(No air)
Joy marched right up to us and looked Fabian dead in the eyes. "Is this true?"
"Yeah, Nina and I are together." Fabian said.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
"Fabian, I thought we had something." She looked at me, hopeful.
"Joy," I shook my head, "I've always loved Nina."
She glared. "Fine! Love that!"
With that she stomped away. Like a child who didn't get the toy she wanted.
(Nina)
Got me out here in the water so deep
I looked at Fabian, who smiled down at me and kissed my forehead. I was never to drown in my own sorrow.
Why would I?
(Fabian)
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
Never going to be lonely, never going to have my heart ache.
Nina and I were together, and that's all I needed.
(Nina)
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
Never going to feel like I can't breath.
(Both)
There's no air, no air
Nina gripped my hand and lead me to her room.
We sat on her bed and she pulled me into another kiss.
No air, air
I smiled as I kissed him, our kisses getting deeper and deeper…
No air, air
Nina took my breath away, she always did. But she does it in a good way.
No air, air
I wrapped my hands around his neck again and he pulled my onto his lap.
No air
I loved her with all my heart, we melted into each other.
I loved him and he loved me. What a perfect ending to me and a perfect ending to him.
And what the perfect beginning to him and me.
Okay, so I hope you like it. Next one will either be a Jara or Mira, haven't decided. Anyway, comment!