The last couple years have been the worst times of my life, and if it wasn't for divine intervention and my amazing friends, I would be dead...by my own hand. I tried to commit suicide about 3 times in the beginning of 2011, but was somehow found and stopped and hospitalized in time. Since then I have been on the road to recovery and it's not going as well as I want it to, but I feel that am obviously here for a reason. I don't believe in God nor am I Christian, but I do believe people are put on this Earth for a reason. We all live and die when we are meant to, and that's something that has taken me a long time to realize. I love when people talk to me and give me awesome ideas for writing. It's something I found I love and that keeps me sane, and in the last couple months, it's helped a large amount. So, thanks to all who have stood by me for however long I've been with you...there is no way to express my utmost gratitude to you and all, and I can only hope you'll stay with me longer on my road to recovery and writing.
With that being said…all I have to say is-
HOLY. BLOODY. BALLS.
I will get through this. I hope!
I'm in the middle of a combines story write with my bestest friend PersonalRiot so I want everyone to direct their attention over to that.
I AM STILL WRITING WINDOWS TO THE SOULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
Just want people to know. I haven't worked on them in a while, so yeah. My computer crashed and died and I lost all my revisions and that just kind of killed any mood I had to write. I don't know how much calmer my school schedule is going to get in the next couple of months, so I just want people to know that I am still writing and that yes, I will update my stories as soon as I possibly can.
I don't know what I'm doing with anything else. I know I still want to write a lot of the stories I have up.
I SWEAR TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH ALL SHE PLAYED! I promise ;-;
I, FINALLY, have updates my profile, so if you guys want to know what's happening, I will try to keep that updated as much as possible now.
So, for the next couple months, probably until about June, I won't be writing that much. Expect the middle of June because my 18th birthday is June 1st and I'm moving out of my parents house, so I need a little relax time to get settled in to my new house :)
Hopefully I will see everyone soon! With much love and affection and gratitude on ALL OF YOU.
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