Hello. Last chapter...I hope your ready for the truth...

Warning- Flash back contains M and Ryoma's masochistic side shows. You should NOT skip the flashback though, it is essential in understanding...just ignore all the fluff and ...hmm(how shall I say it) interesting Ryoma. XD

Oh and for all who have reviewed(takes a bow) Thank you, Thank you. If I haven't said this enough before, I have fairly large ego.

Also After this chapter..The real story starts. The title is under my status...IF YOUR INTERESTED in the sequel. I kinda feel like these 20 chapters were just the prologue..teehee

ps. The sequel will be M...or at least parts of it when the time comes.

Chapter 20- The Heart Really is a Fickle Thing pt.3

Fuji pov

'I can't stop myself. I just can't seem to keep, from falling for you all over again. If only I had my camera, how I would love to capture this moment and remember it forever.' I lay enveloped in the grass as the wind embedded me deeper within the ground. Ryo lay sleeping soundly against my chest with a beautiful expression of profound peace.

I ran my fingers through his hair as he unconsciously began to purr in delight. I coulden't help the chuckle that escaped my lips. I placed my hand beneath his chin and lifted it to meet mine.

Just as I was about to kiss him, I remembered a conversation from three years ago that made me pull away...

Flashback

"Why? Every time Syuu. Every time! It just doesn't make sense, it was sunny when we got here!" I looked amusedly across the courts at the now drenched young man who knelt on the ground. He was looking up at the sky as if expecting an answer.

"Saa, I don't know why, Ryo-chan." I clamped my lips together in an attempt to keep in the laughter, as Ryoma stood and shook his body and hair. It was quite similiar to that of a cat.

I watched as his hat flew somewhat away from him. When he realized this, his face morphed into an adorable pout, as he crossed his arms. He began mumbling under his breath but he knew I heard perfectly clear.

"It's like someone up there really doesn't want us to finish this match. Or maybe he only lets me verse him...when he knows it's going to rain." I coulden't help but chuckle at his 'Aha!' moment. It was like watching a light bulb go off in his head.

He turned to look at me with wide eyes. I smiled at his expression and laughed out loud when he instinctively reached up to pull down his cap, only to find nothing there. He turned away to hide his face, but I decided to ask something, while I could see his actual expression. It was something I needed to confirm.

I noticed it during the nationals, when he played against Yukimura. When I saw the look the two shared of pure bliss on the court, it made me rethink my feelings of Sei-kun and Ryo.

I just need to confirm the feelings between those two, because if they feel as I do...

"Saa, Ryo-chan did you like the game with Sei-chan yesterday," I saw Ryoma's eyes widen at the familiarization in the name. I was momentarily unsure, maybe I read the interaction wrong. I watched as a blush ghosted across his features and coulden't help but think 'bingo'.

He turned away from me, and attempted to walk away. As he entered the clubroom, he threw of his drenched clothes and headed straight to the shower. He only left on his boxers. I looked at him with a smile as I opened my eyes.

"Ma, ma, so modest Ryo-chan. Would you like me to join you?"

"Hn". Not that I was really waiting for a response. Unlike Ryo, i'm not that modest. He turned on the warm water and had his back facing me. I walked up to him from behind and wrapped my arms around his waist, as I rested my chin on his shoulder.

I inwardly congratulated him for not tensing, when he felt me behind him. I began kissing the nape of his neck, as my hands danced around his pert nipples.

"So did you?" I smiled sadistically. I knew when he was like this, he would answer anything.

"What?" He replied as he tried to gather breath to speak. I felt the heat Ryoma was radiating and I coulden't help how my body reacted to his soft, throaty voice.

I bucked involuntarily at the sound. Even I can admit, I got a little angry at the cloth that seemed to be hindering me from reaching my precious Ryo-chan. I growled as I flipped him around to face me,and pulled his body closer.

I slipped a leg in between his, and pulled his hands above him. I then tied them to the shower head. I ripped his boxers off his waist as he mewled in pleasure at the pain it caused him.

"Saa, naughty Ryo-chan. So are you going to answer?" He seemed to be unable to speak as pleasure racked his body. I began to pinch and twist his nipples, as I also bit into the sensitive part of his earlobe. I chuckled lightly, as he hissed between his clenched teeth.

"How do you feel about Sei-chan". I whispered into the ear I just bit. I began to stroke him with my knee as I waited for a reply. I felt a shudder run through his body.

" I-I...Do we really have to discuss this now Syuu?" He hissed as he bucked forward. I felt him harden and smiled as I backed away from him.

"Yes we do Ryo, I need to know." I watched as a pained expression crossed his face, before he glared at the floor.

"I-I love him too, Syuu...Im sorry." He turned his head to the left all the while keeping his eyes on the ground.

"That's what I thought". I voiced as my suspicions were confirmed. I walked back to Ryoma and dipped my head to relieve my lover. When I lifted my head I came face to face with Ryoma's shocked features, complete with wide, doe -eyes.

"Wh-why wou-would you do that, I just said that I-" I put my fingers over his lips and opened my eyes to show him how serious I was.

"I know exactly what you said Ryo. You said 'I love him too'. I also know I feel the same way as well. So how about we get our Sei to join us." I said as I released Ryoma from the shower head.

I tried to look Ryoma in the eyes but he kept them on the ground. I began to worry if what I said was a mistake. I bent to pull his chin towards me to see his eyes, but what I saw made me gasp.

He looked up at me with tear-filled eyes and a breathtaking smile gracing his lips. He then threw his arms around my neck and tackled me to the ground. I lay on the floor propped up on my elbows as Ryo straddled my hips. He leaned in to hug me and placed his head against my chest.

"I love you Syuu, I love you so much... I thought you would hate me." My eyes widened at the low sob that escaped his lips. I patted his head with one hand as my other drew circles in his back. His body continued to shake, sending unconscious signs of happiness to my now erect member.

"I could never hate you Ryo, I love you too." I said through clenched teeth, as I tried to keep my body from doing what it wanted to a very vulnerable Ryoma.

He seemed to sense my distress as he glanced a look at me through his eyelashes and smirked. My eyes grew wide as he began to situate himself above me, and he ..."

End Flashback

'Whoa I should stop that thought.' My now hard member pressed against the sleeping form above me. I began to move away from him. Ryoma started to shift in his dream and accidently gripped me. A shudder of pleasure shot through my body and I extracted myself from his grasp.

"Saa, Ryo-chan". I looked at his still sleeping form and decided to go get some ponta for when he woke up.

I thought,'Kawaii', as walked towards the vending machine.

'I wonder if he still wants Sei to join us. I have a feeling Sei wants to, if his aura towards Tezuka earlier was any indication.'

'At least no one's around, so no one can see what's straining quite visibly beneath my tennis shorts.' I thought ruefully as I ruffled my hair. I put the money in the machine when a voice invaded my thoughts.

"I must admit i'm quite envious of you two. Are you guys always this comfortable with one another? I didn't even know you dated when Ryoma was last here." I turned around to face the blue-haired captain. I chuckled slightly at his sudden appearance.

"What are the odd's?". I said not expecting a reply. Sei stared at me feigning puzzlement with a smile on his face.

"The odds?" He questioned with slight amusement in his voice.

"What if I told you I was here on purpose, Syuu? There was something i've always wanted to say to the both of you but with his sudden disappearance, I decided to wait. I knew he would eventually come back. After all he does love you." He stared at me beneath his eyelashes clearly hesitating on whether or not to tell me.

"I want to join you and Ryoma, with you two starting anew. We could all enter as equals. I love Ryoma and I love you Syuusuke." I feigned shock and smiled inwardly at his confession.

"Please, just give it a chance". The Demigod began to beg, and I hesitated for a moment. 'We should ask Ryo together, not like this.

"I- I don't know what to say." I voiced aloud, from my inner monologue. I watched as he leaned into kiss me and I pushed him away.

"Let me talk to Ryoma first". I repeated in my head. I didn't realize I said it aloud untill Sei leaned in to hug me.

"Thank you, so much...for this chance." He whispered into my ear. He began to kiss me and I coulden't reject mine and Ryo's future lover.

I felt as a smirk curved it's way onto his lips as he pressed our bodies closer together. I know he felt my erect member, against his stomach.

"You two have been quite naughty, haven't you." I backed away from him and smiled in spite of myself.

"Not as of late, but I intend to rectify that". I stated quite proudly placing my hands in my pocket. I began to shamelessly stroke myself within my pockets. I picked up the pace as I pictured Ryo's face writhing in pleasure. When I finally released, I wiped myself and grabbed Sei's hand.

"Come on let's go find our Kitten." As I approached the sakura tree, I heard a car door slam. I looked to the gates of Seigaku High- to see Atobe getting into the drivers seat after placing a sleeping Ryo, with a tear streaked face, in the passenger side. I opened my eyes at the loving gaze he sent my Ryo-chan before he pulled out his phone and sped away. I stared shocked, and wondering.

"What just happened". I gripped Sei's hand and pulled him beside me. I turned to him and buried my face in his collarbone, as I cried.

"He's not leaving, he can't be leaving me again, right?" I turned to stare at the spot where the car had once been, attempting to will it back but it never came.